Groaning, I pretend to throw my laptop across my living room before gently setting it down on the couch next to me. Iâm trying to work, but Iâve reread the same paragraph four times now, and I still canât tell if itâs a run-on sentence, incorrect use of a semicolon, or written in Klingon. Ugh! Last night with Jackson has officially fried my mind. Whatâs left of my brain has crawled out of my head, down my spine, and is currently residing somewhere near my ovaries.
I donât even know how I managed to walk out of his building last night, let alone find my way home and put myself to bed. Scratch that, I know exactly how I put myself to bed last night. Letâs just say it involved a lot of memory recall and I woke up with my sleep shorts on the floor. That beast of a man is totally screwing with my sanity. Which is why I am now sitting here having absolutely zero luck concentrating.
I havenât talked, texted, messaged, or whatever, with Jackson today. He most definitely âmade his intentions clearâ last night, so Iâm at least pretty sure that weâre dating now. Fairly sure. I mean, I know he wants me. He didnât come out with a sheet of paper and a Do you want to be my girlfriend check Yes or No note. But he did climb on top of me, pressing his hard everything against my everything, so⦠yeah, still no idea what we are.
What I do know is that I need more coffee. Itâs past lunchtime, but coffee is my drug of choice, day or night. If anything can help to sharpen my focus, itâs the sweet nectar of the caffeine gods. Deciding this calls for the big guns, I take out my French press and start the process.
Iâm tapping my foot, waiting for the grinds to soak, when my phone rings. Glancing at the screen before answering, I grin.
âHey, Izzy! Howâs it going?â
âHey! Itâs going great! How was the rest of your evening?â
âOh, uh, good. Yep, it was good.â I sound like an idiot.
Thereâs a beat of silence before I hear Izzy giggling on her end of the line. âOh, it was good, was it?â she asks.
âOkay, not like that! I mean it was good, but I left just a few minutes after you guys.â
âOh really?â Izzy sounds genuinely sad, which is sweet since just yesterday she was still hoping for a chance to date Jackson herself.
âYeah, well with the early meeting they were having this morning we had to call it a night.â
Izzy hums a little. âI feel like youâre leaving something out⦠but maybe you can tell me over dinner Thursday evening? I talked to Daddy and he got us some great seats for the home game Friday night. I thought it might be nice if we could do dinner the night before, so I can meet your friend Meghan. That is, if sheâs even interested.â Her tone turns uncertain. âShe seriously can say no; Iâll totally understand. And she can of course come to the game even if she doesnât want to help me with this business stuff.â
âOkay, hold up, Iz,â I interrupt her. âSheâs totally in, so quit your rambling. I texted her already and gave her the super high-level overview. But sheâs all about women owning their own businesses, so sheâs jacked about helping you get set up.â
Izzy lets out a relieved sigh at this news. âOh, thank god. I know we just talked about this last night, but Iâm so excited already! Having someone point me in the right direction is going to be such a big help.â
âJust donât praise her too much. That shit will go right to her head.â
âDeal,â Izzy replies with a laugh.
âShould I see if Steph is available for dinner, too?â I ask
âYes, please!â
âPerfect. Iâll start a group text when we hang up and then we can figure out a central location to meet.â
âThanks, Katelyn. I know we just met, but I canât thank you enough for all youâve done for me already. I owe you.â
âOh hush, itâs what friends do. Plus youâre totally getting us all seats for the game. And Iâm positive I donât want to know how much those tickets cost.â
âWell, thatâs the perk of knowing a guy, I guess. Okay, Iâll hang up now so you can start the group text. Bye, Katelyn!â
As it turns out, everyoneâs open for dinner Thursday, and we settle on meeting at the Mall of America. This should work out great, since Iâd like to pick up some more Sleet clothing to surprise Jackson with, anyway. Obviously, I love the jersey he gave me, but if this thing with us is going to last for at least a few more games, Iâd like to have some outfit options.
Iâve finally gotten myself settled back on the couch, laptop on my lap, cup of now nearly-too-cool coffee on the side table, when my phone chirps with a text. Resigned to the distraction, I pick up my phone, only to have my heart rate spike when I see itâs from Jackson.
Jackson: Kitten, I find that you have been very distracting today.
Melt.
I was hoping that he was at least partially as frazzled as Iâve been after last night, so this is a good sign.
Me: Is that so? I canât possibly think of why.
Jackson: Do you need a reminder?
Me: Oh, I think I know exactly what youâre talking about. That sushi last night was to die for. Iâm still thinking about it today too!
Jackson: Kitten, donât make me come over there and drag you around by your feet. Again.
Damn. Is it hot in here? I feel like itâs hot in here. I should check to make sure that my thermostat is working.
Me: Itâs coming back to me now. I do recall a declaration or two. But Iâll be honest, Iâm not sure I heard much after that ear bite.
Jackson: Letâs call it a nibble. Saying I bit your ear sounds a little too Mike Tyson. (Heâs from a different sport, FYI.)
Me: Wait, what? Youâre not a boxer? Guess Iâll just call this whole thing off now. We had a good run.
Jackson: Youâre lucky that you arenât here with me. That comment would get you a smack on that fine ass of yours.
Me: Oh really? Then Iâll make sure to repeat it next time I see you.
Did I really just say that?!
Jackson: Fucking hell, Kitten. If I wasnât about to get on a plane, Iâd be at your door already.
Me: Thatâs right, youâre heading to Canada, eh? Get everything squared away this morning?
Jackson: Yes and Yes. (Or I should say Yeah sure, Yeah sure.) The game is tomorrow night.
Just knowing that heâll be out of town makes me feel a little sad.
Me: I hope you donât mind, I just talked to Izzy and she has tickets for us to attend your Friday game at home.
Jackson: Damn right I donât mind. I need my Kitten cheering me on and purring when I score.
Jackson: Wink, wink.
Me: I donât know if I should laugh or groan at that one.
Jackson: No groaning, sweet Kitten. Only moaning for you. (Like you did when I bit your ear.)
Me: Nibbled. And this is exactly why I havenât gotten any work done today.
Jackson: I knew it! You tried to play it all cool, but â see? Youâve even distracted yourself.
Me: Yep, itâs all me. All my fault.
Jackson: Okay, I gotta go. Time to take off.
Me: Safe travels!
Jackson: Watch my game tomorrow?
Me: Of course.
Setting my phone down, I realize that my cheeks hurt. Touching my face, I donât know why Iâm surprised to find it stuck in the biggest grin ever. Iâm glad Jackson canât see me right now. Iâm sure I look like such a dummy. But I canât help it. Heâs so sweet. And funny. And hot. And he uses proper grammar when he texts!
Okay, I need to snap out of it. Jacksonâs on a plane, and I have work to do.
Distractedly taking a sip of coffee, I grimace. Itâs now completely cold. Damn it.