The nightmare never left me, haunting my dreams every night.
The day the world ended.
The day the world ended.
The day the world ended.
Alarms blared.
Cars honked.
People screamed.
Godsâso much screaming.
No light illuminated my room, nothing at all.
Panic filled me. My door swung open, and someone came in.
âShh, shh, Cerys, shhh, baby girl.â
It was me that was screaming.
Warm arms wrapped around me and pulled me into a soft embrace. âMom?â I held onto her tight, ever so tight. I never wanted to let go.
âJust a power outage,â Mom soothed, stroking my hair. Her fingers loosely combed it, then as deftly as she always had, she tied it back in the hair band permanently attached to her wrist.
I cuddled into her chest. The wash of her scent, raisin, and cinnamon cookies comforted me. But the screaming wasnât just me; it was outside.
âIs that the TV?â I asked. âNext door?â
So much noise.
âI donât think so, sounds too close. Tooââ
More screaming and loud bangs. Fireworks? No, that wasnât right.
âMom?â
âItâs just a power cut,â she repeated. âIt will be okay. It will be back on soon.â
Momâs voice sounded weird. Her arms squeezed me tighter than normal. She was doing that thing grown-ups do when they pretend everythingâs fine.
We waitedâ
âand waited.
Deathy silence.
We waited even more.
Nothing, I let out a sigh of relief, but the power didnât come back on.
âBeen a while since the power has been out this long,â Mom said. âIf it stays out a while longer, your father might come home early?â
She was trying to make me feel better, but it didnât work. âIâm ten, not stupid,â I said, then regretted it. âHeâs needed at work.â Momâs face scrunched up weird. It was too dark to see much, but I could tell from the tiny bit of light from my curtains. She looked differentânot like normal Mom at all.
âI know,â Mom said and faked a laugh. âWorth a try, right?â
Dad worked at our general hospital. He was always there, and people always relied on him. In this kind of emergency, it would be even worse. Mom knew that just as much as I did.
We sat in silence for quite a while. The lights never came back on, and the sounds outside didnât get any better either. Mom tried to settle me back in bed, but my brother woke up and started crying. He was still just a baby, after all. It was okay that my parents called him that, but heaven forbid I say it.
âIâll bring him in here. We can sleep with you,â she said, returning to the door.
âDonât go,â I begged. Tears streamed down my cheeks. But I knew she had to. She couldnât leave him upset, either. It wasnât fair.
Reece was a fussy kid. I was honestly a little surprised heâd never woken up before now, and hearing my mom softly cooing to him while I sat there kind of stung.
I hated when she did that. It made my stomach feel all twisty inside. But I loved him too. How could anyone not? He was always too cute with his big eyes and the way he got into everything.
I slid out of bed and went to my curtains. Sneaking behind them, I could see the double doors out onto my small patio. Although this house was big, someone always locked the doors. I only had access to a fire window, and Mom told me never to open it fully.
Sheer darkness spread before me. There wasnât a light on, not anywhere.
A bright light lit my eyes. I tried to close them, but it wouldnât go away.
SYSTEM INITIATING
Your mission - Survive Initiation.
Do you accept?
Y/N
What was this? I tried to shove it away.
This was like one of my video games, except I couldnât turn it off. Dad always said being strong was important. Thatâs what âsurvival of the fittestâ meantâeven if I was small, I was tough.
âMom!â I screamed.
Across the street, the curtains were closed, but I could make out a faint light. Mom had some candles somewhere.
Without thinking anymore, I shouted yes at the stupid screen and ran for the kitchen to find the tea lights.
By the time I returned with the small bag and a lighter. Mom was sitting on my bed with Reece. âThanks, Cerys,â she said.
Mom wasnât focused on me. She was staring into my brotherâs eyes; I saw they were grey, glazed over. âReece,â Mom said softly. âYou can say yes, right?â
Reece just didnât understand what she was saying to him at all. But the more I heard Mom try, the more I knew Reece was going to say no at any second.
âMom!â I snapped. âLight the candles. Iâve got him.â
Mom turned away from us to the candles, and I scooped my not so little brother into my arms. He was getting heavy now, but I cuddled him, and he cuddled back.
In the corner of my view words flashed:-
Thirty Seconds
âHow about we chase those noises away with some cookies, right?â I teased.
His eyes, though glazed, went wider.
âHurry Cerys,â Mom said.
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Twenty-Five Seconds
âYou know Iâve got cookies hidden. Shall we go get some?â
Twenty Seconds
âCoo-cookies,â he said.
âYou want cookies?â
Fifteen Seconds
âY-yes,â he said. âCookies, yes!â
Reeceâs eyes returned to normal, and I let out a breath.
âWhat would have happened if heâd said no?â
âI snuck out to try to see what was going on. Lila was screaming at Bryce to say yes, butâyou know howââ We all knew how awful he was. Lila and Bryce had screaming matches every night for him to go inside. Mom continued, bumbling her words together, âHeâd said noââ Mom was sobbing now, sucking in huge breaths. I wanted to hug her but Reece had my full attention. âHeâhe turned to dust in front of the both of us.â
âHe turned to dust?â
Mom was crying so hard her shoulders shook. Iâd never seen her like this before. Adults werenât supposed to cry like that. It made my tummy feel sick.
Her hands shook as she carried on to light several other small tealights. âI donât know, yes, I donât know.â
âMom?â
The light spread eerily around my room, and I picked up my iPad to see if there was anything on it: the news, social media, anything.
Nothing.
âNo internet?â I asked.
âItâs connected to the Wi-Fi,â she reminded me. âNo electricity.â
âNo cell service?â I asked, hoping there might be.
Mom pulled her phone out of her pocket and tapped the screen a few times. âI canât get anything on my phone either.â
âThatâs dumb,â I muttered. âHow are we supposed to know whatâs happening?â I hated not knowing things. Dad always had answers for everything.
Ugh, I put the iPad back down and sat next to her, pulling the blankets over my legs.
Mom made sure we were all tucked in together. I knew I was safe. I felt it.
Though I saw her try her phone a few more times, the light illuminating the room eerily, she never spoke, she never got through to anyone.
Eventually, I drifted away, and sleep took me.
***
It was the yelling that woke me later. Reece started soon after. He was just the right age to be a total mess, not old enough to understand things, not young enough to just soothe back to sleep.
A loud gunshot rang out. Everything went quiet, at least for a moment. Then screams, many, many more screams.
My mom was up and, placing Reece on the bed next to me, whispered. âTry to keep him quiet. Iâll be right back.â
I pulled my brother to me and cuddled him into my chest. âReecie, shhh, momâs coming right back.â
The noise outside drowned Reece out as he cried again. I tried my best, rocking him back and forth, but I couldnât console him.
A gigantic roar shook our house.
More gunfire.
Shouting. Screaming
I closed my eyes. I wanted to put my hands over my ears.
So, I did.
âPlease stop, please stop!â I whispered.
The screaming didnât stop.
The house shook even more, electricity flickered off and on again, then off.
Then, I was scooped up into powerful arms. The smell of aftershave andâ¦. Blood?
âDad?â
I felt his arms tighten around me, and his hand settled on my head. âKeep your eyes closed, baby.â
âIâm not a baby,â I muttered. A blanket covered me and my head. I couldnât see even if I wanted to.
We were moving, then Dad was running.
The screams and noise were horrendousâ
âand I wanted to scream with them.
So, scream, I didâ
âJust like I was screaming right now.
Dad had eventually stopped running, and I heard Mom soothing Reece.
But they didnât stop walking. The night turned into day, and there was bubbling water beside us. I could see it and hear it.
It was still dark, but there were streetlights attempting to light our way. Cars were whizzing past at incredible speeds. âWeâre not safe on this road,â Mom said.
âI know, just a while longer,â Dad replied.
I stole a glance behind; it was the only way I was facing after all. Burning buildings, smoke everywhere.
Then Mom screamed, and Dad almost dropped me.
âWhatâs in the bag?â a gruff male voice asked him.
âMy kidsâ school clothes,â he said, his voice calm.
Why was Dad lying? My school clothes were in my drawer at home. Iâd never seen that bag before.
âDrop the kid,â the man said, and I heard a click.
âI need to pee, dadâ¦â I moaned in his ear. The man had a gun and was obviously not afraid to threaten us with it.
âShh,â Dad soothed. He tucked the blanket tighter around me but lowered me to the ground. I clung to him, but he pushed me to the side where I could see Mom and Reece. âGo,â he whispered.
I ran to Mom, and she scooped me up like I weighed nothing. Reece on one arm, me on her other hip. âMom, I really need to pee,â I said.
âThrow me the bag,â the man said.
There was no blanket covering me now, and I could see. See exactly what was stalking behind the man with the gun. Dad hadnât moved at all.
It wasnât an elephant; it was too small, but it wasnât anything else I recognized. A thick mouth opened with a thousand teeth.
Mom let out a little gasp. I wanted to scream but my voice got stuck in my throat. The monster looked like something from my worst nightmares.
But then we saw it, Dad held out his hand, four fingers.
He was waiting.
Three fingers.
Waiting for the creature to strike.
Two fingers.
Mom dropped me to the floor once more but held my hand tight.
In that split second, the creature attacked its large jaws clamping down onto the man, his gun went off, the loud boom deafening, but not as deafening as his screams or as mom tried to drag me away.
Dad lunged for the man, ripping the gun from his hands as he tried to slap the creature off him.
âKill it! Kill it, what the fuck are you waiting for!â The man screamed.
Mom had frozen on the spot, and I clung to her.
Dad turned the gun on the creature and shot it point blank in the head.
The man dropped with the creature, screaming and clutching at his gaping wound.
A soft glow spread around my father who held his hands up as if he saw something else we couldnât.
Dad was just standing there with the gun, staring at the monster and the man like he was watching TV. But this wasnât TV. This was real and gross and scary.
I saw him about to go for his bag.
But I also saw more of those creatures.
âDad!â
Dad looked at us, then to what was coming for us. He shook himself, and then was with us, and he was running again. This time I ran with them.
âTake the next road,â I said to him as our pacing slowed.
âWhat?â
âWe need off the main roads, if you take the next left, weâre heading out⦠a companion road.â
Dad scooped me up. âHowâd you get so smart?â
âThe internet,â I said, and it made him laugh.
âI still need to pee,â I complained.
âShit,â he led us off to the side of the road. Then I kept watch. Mom helped me, and made Reece go too, even though he protested with a, âdonât wanna.â
We did take the next left road, and then without cars and signs of anything else, we just walked.
âWhere are we going?â Mom asked him.
âI donât know. If we keep walking, we might make it to the outer city by morning. Maybe head to Blakes cabin, in Akerâs Valley?â
âWhy donât we stay in the city?â I asked.
âNews, radio says too,â Dad agreed.
âBut?â Mom asked.
âWhen the shitâs hitting the fan this much, youâre better out of heavily populated areas.â
Mom nodded and wrapped Reece up tight to her as a light rain started.
Dad tucked me back in the blanket, and his scent and warmth made me sleepy. I tried to stay awake, but my eyes kept getting heavy. I wanted to know what the grown-ups were saying.
âCan you get anything on your phone?â he asked.
âThereâs some news reports,â she replied, and I could see the light of her phone. âMonsters appeared and attacked the city everywhere.â
âNo ideas as to what all this is?â
âNothing,â she said. âWhatâs in the bag?â
âWhat?â
âYour bag, whatâs in it?â
âMedical supplies,â he admitted.
âYou stole itâ¦â
âBorrowed,â he scolded.
I didnât hear anything else.
***
When Dad eventually moved enough to wake me, I slid down to open my eyes to the morning sun.
âWe can stay here for a while,â Dad said and eased me to the ground. I looked up at him, still in his hospital scrubs.
He put a large rucksack down behind him and sat on a small rock, breathing fast but slowing. âCome here,â he said and patted his knee.
I would never refuse him.
When I looked at Dadâs face, his eyes were all serious and dark. That was his âwe need to talkâ face. The one he used when I was in trouble or when something bad happened.
âIâm going to be blunt.â
âAlfie,â mom begged.
âThis isnât going away,â he said. âDid you not see what was on our street? Did you not see what attacked that gunman?â
Momâs face fell. âAlfie, sheâs too young.â
âCerys, youâre not too young.â He pulled me to look at him and simply said. âI need you to be brave. I need you to promise me youâll always be brave.â
âI will,â I said. I wanted to cry like Mom was doing. My chin wobbled a little, but I bit my lip hard. I wasnât going to be a baby. âI promise, like always.â
âI canât hide you all the time.â His face was so unmoving, so real. He meant every word. âIf I tell you to run. You run. If I tell you to hide. You hide.â
I nodded, a cold feeling spreading from my tummy all the way to my fingers and toes. âWhatâs going on?â I asked.
âI donât know,â he said. âI really donât know.â
âThose boxes?â I didnât understand any of it. âWhat if Iâd said no?â
âI am glad Reece likes cookies.â Mom cuddled him tighter. âBryce said noââ she was saying almost her eact words from earlier. âHeâhe turned to dust in front of the both of us.â
âThey did the same at the hospital.â My father confirmed. âPeople didnât know what it was and said no. They disintegrated right in front of me.â
âWhat do we do?â Mom asked.
âChaos will spread further and further. Electricityâs off then on again. We need to hide. This isnât the end.â
âYou donât know that,â Mom said.
âYou think what we saw was a joke?â Dad asked, his tone harsh, so harsh. âThose creatures in our streets were killing people.â
Dadâs voice was super loud. Iâd never heard him yell at Mom like that before. It made me want to hide.
Mom curled into herself and cuddled Reece even more.
âSomething happened when I killed that creature,â Dad said.
âWhat?â
âI got another box. It saidâFirst KillâYou have killed a Macrodite. XP awarded. It said I would likely survive Initialization.â
âLike my video games?â I asked.
Dad nodded. âI feel so dumb for saying it, but yes.â
âBlakes Cabin it is then?â Mom asked.
âFor now, yes.â
My Dad took my hand in his, taking my full attention once more. âWeâre going to follow the river for a long while. It will take us into the country. You liked the county, right?â
I nodded again at him.
âThen weâre going to stay there for a while, at my bossâs old place. We were there last summer if you recall.â
I did. The lake there was amazing. There were fish and canoes. I smiled then, remembering the rope swing and the tadpoles Iâd caught. Dad had let me stay up late to toast marshmallows. It had good memories.
âCerys,â he said. âWeâre staying there. Until this initialization is over. Then we need to see whatâs going on back at home.â
âMore monsters?â I asked, not really expecting him to answer.
âMaybe,â he said. âBut I hope not,â he tried to smile, but there were deep frowns on his forehead.
I could tell he was lying to make me feel better. Grown-ups did that a lot. I wasnât a baby. I knew weâd see the monsters againâthe ones with all those teeth that came right out of my nightmares.