On Sunday, Lina specifically visits my apartment. When she sees Jay, she canât seem to associate him with the homeless person that Iâd told her about. And, of course, Lina being Lina, she says so.
âThereâs no way this guy is homeless.â
Itâs a whisper thatâs not really a whisper and a moot point since both Lina and Jay have heightened senses.
I groan and then start laughing. I glance at Jay. âThis is Linaâs way of saying that you look nice.â
He nods.
Itâs true.
Jay looks good. Even in the cheap pants and sneakers and jacket more suited to an old man, thereâs no hiding his tall frame or strong muscles. His bone structure is perfect, the kind of polished good looks that only came from surgery or good breeding.
âIf, uh, you need an introduction to a pack, I can ask my parentsâ¦â
His eyes widen.
âThatâs very kind of you.â
âYouâve done a lot of kind things to help Grace,â Lina says. She taps her lip. âYou look familiar. What pack did you say you were from?â
âI didnât,â Jay says.
He resumes reading something on my phone. His hair falls over his face and itâs obvious heâs done with the conversation. I think Lina might be a bit peeved but she doesnât show it.
I can understand her confusion. Even his too-long hair has a polished look, like itâs more intentionally styled than overgrown.
Lina continues to stare at him.
Jay ultimately shifts so heâs facing the opposite wall and I hate that she has made him feel uncomfortable.
If my friend has anything negative to say, theyâd be the last words on the matter. Just as Jay had defended me, I wonât let anyone disrespect him in my house.
âLet it go, Lina.â
But Lina asks again, "Are you sure he is a homeless person who has no place to live? Seriously. I canât believe it. He can be a star or model just with his appearance."
All right, she has a point.
But being cast out of a home has nothing to do with oneâs looks. I think sheâs more focused on the literal part of being packless. Like he has no place to stay because he has no money. And, yes, with his good looks, he could be a model or something.
With his strength, he could work any number of labor jobs.
With his will and intelligence, he could work in virtually any environment.
But⦠thatâs not true I realize.
I have multiple degrees, and Iâm not able to get a job. It took me months to just get the oneâand that was with help from Probation. Some program to help keep convicts from winding up back in prisons. It was the human system that helped me.
It just so happens that the sanitation center is in a neutral pack site, so at least I dontâ have to worry about being a rogue in someone elseâs territory.
âPlease,â I tell her. âRespect his privacy.â
She rolls her eyes at me.
Weâre sitting at the kitchen table and Jay is perched on the opposite side of my bed. He sits near the foot rail which makes it seem so normal. Had he been near the pillow, I think it would have come across as more intimate.
I hold my breath, expecting Lina to make some comment about our sleeping arrangements.
Lina stands and walks around the room until sheâs standing in front of Jay. She has her hands on her hips. âI'll be frank that you can live here if you want, but you have to promise that you won't mess around and won't lie to Grace. She hates deception, and if you are a liar, I'll bring the whole force of my pack down on you. Then Iâll call the police and have you arrested!"
âLina!!! What are you talking about?â I jump to my feet and drag her away from him. âYou canât just go around threatening people! Besides, Jay wouldn't lie to me.â
"How would you know, Grace? Youâve known him, what? A week!?â
I sigh. âWhen I invited you here to visit I didnât picture it turning out like this.â
Lina snorts. âWeâve known each other forever. You shouldâve known it wouldâve gone down exactly like this.â
I find myself smiling.
Lina throws her arms around my neck. âLove you, girl.â
âLove you too.â
She squeezes me tighter and then leans back. âI have to go. My parents are planning a pack dinner tonight.â
I nod. I used to go to such things. Now⦠I canât.
âDonât pull any shit, Jay,â Lina calls over her shoulder.
My head swings to him, expecting him to be glowering. But instead, his eyes sparkle and his lips twitch.
He isnât angry. Heâs amused by all of this.
I walk Lina to the door.
âCats are easier, you know,â Lina says loudly. âEven a dog. Theyâre always loyal.â
Jay snorts.
I rub my eyes, my face heating. âKnock it off.â
Lina opens the door and inclines her head for me to go out with her.
âBe right back,â I tell Jay. And I quietly close the door behind me.
Lina slings her arm through mine. We walk to the edge of the parking lot.
âI can see why you keep him around,â she says. âHeâs easy on the eyes. But I donât think heâs all he appears to be.â She kisses my cheek. âProtect yourself. And call me if you need anything.â
âI will. Promise.â
I watch her drive off. As she does, I catch a glimpse of an expensive black car. I think itâs one Iâve seen before. I squint to see a license plate, but it peels out and drives awayâ¦