Deng wanting was flustered. She didn't know where to put her hand.
Through a layer of shirt fabric, she could even feel the heat released from his chest, almost burning her.
The tip of Xiao Jintang's nose touched her gently,
"Fairy, I have something to say to you."
Deng wanting pressed against Xiao Jintang's chest and tried to calm down, but the flustered fairy even stammered,
"You... You're drunk. What's the matter? Wait until you wake upâ
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Looking at her rosy face, suddenly---
Xiaojintang smile, charming deep eyes, full of more gentle love, undisguised reveal.
Xie Hong's thin lips opened slightly, and he said every word carefully,
"Fairy, I'm not drunk. I'm sober. I know what I'm doing now and what I'm going to tell you next. "
Deng wanting was stunned,
"You..."
The tightly clenched fist on his chest had been put into the palm of his hand, wrapped gently, and rubbed carefully with some rough fingers, soothing her panic and uneasy heart.
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Shuer---
Xiao Jintang slightly closed up the corners of her lips, and her gentle eyes were more profound, but she was only allowed to be alone.
She was clearly afraid of such a strong naked eyes, but she was irresistible to be attracted and bewildered.
Xiao Jintang's voice was slightly hoarse, and it sounded a little fuzzy. The corners of his mouth were covered with a thin layer of cool bitterness,
"Fairy, you say you forgive me, but I can't forgive myself."
Deng wanting's confused eyes focused.
What is he talking about?
Deng wanting looked at the man in front of her in a daze. His bitter smile at the corner of her mouth made her heart ache beyond her control.
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Xiao Jintang gently stroked her side face, and her anxious eyes trembled slightly,
"You say, give time, let the past go.
Every time, when I want to hold your hand, want to hug you, kiss you, although you always try to keep calm, but eyes will never cheat.
The panic and fear in your eyes, unconsciously, I know that what I did to you that night four years ago, may never be able to pass. "
Deng wanting felt a pain in her heart. She put her head in a trance, and her long hair was scattered on her cheek, murmuring,
"It's not like this, it's not..."
"What about that?"
"Yes..."
Deng wanting suddenly blushed and didn't know how to answer.
Without an answer, Xiao Jintang couldn't resist the sour and astringent eyes, and the moist fog was diffused wantonly,
"Fairy, since there is no way to get past, don't force yourself."
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Don't force
Deng wanting spoke slowly,
"So..."
But it's hard to make a sound.
So, is he going to... Give up? Give up his and her hard to be together in this relationship?
Are all the words he said to her before that false?
Deng wanting's stunned face, little by little, became stiff. She couldn't hide the injury between her eyebrows and eyes. She looked at him straightly.
Xiao Jintang didn't speak. She got up from Deng wanting, then stood on the ground, bent down to pick her up, turned and walked into the room.
The light falls full, falls on the goose yellow curtain in front of the window, even in the dark, it always makes people feel so warm.
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Xiao Jintang gently put Deng wanting on the bed, and then she spoke. Her thin and dumb voice became more gentle, and her eyebrows were smiling,
"Fairy, I don't want you to be sad, I just want you to be happy.
So, if we really can't help it, then we'll have a "no sexual marriage", a Platonic love, as long as we can be with you every day, that's enough. "
Deng wanting was shocked!
Shocked pupil Mou, faded all Wan ran indifference, dead stare Xiao Jintang, almost can't believe what he just heard!
He said... "No Xing marriage"! Plato loves!
Although she didn't know what the real life of husband and wife would be like, she was an adult after all. She also read such a sentence in the book,
"Because of love, Xing is the best thing in the world."
The two sides of love, each other fusion, that is a kind of soul and soul collision, so, there will be the crystallization of love.
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Moreover, a marriage without sexual love can hardly last long.
Even if she is confident enough that Xiao Jintang won't get off the track, how can he not have that demand when he is just in his twenties and is a vigorous young man!
However, he even said that as long as "no Xing marriage" is enough!
Just for her not to be sad, just to make her happy
Chest, suddenly even some suffocation.
Full of moved all of a sudden attack volume, the spread of broken in every corner of the body, the blood is boiling flow.
Deng wanting reddened her cheeks and tugged at the corner of her stiff mouth,
"Do you know what you're talking about?"
Xiaojintang nodded seriously, took her hand and answered her,
"I know.
As long as you are happy, I can do anything else. "
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All of a sudden, tears fell, without warning.
Looking at the man in front of her, her wet eyes twinkled with moving streamer.
He loved her, and she believed it.
However, Deng wanting never thought that he would love her so much that she was almost crazy.
The glistening tears fell into the palm of his hand holding her cheek, melted in the skin, and flowed into a river called "happiness".
Xiaojintang rubbed her finger to wipe away the tears on her cheek, leaned down slightly and gave her a kiss between her hair,
"You will always be my best fairy. Good night."
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In the room, the music box on the dresser is still playing soft music. Deng wanting watches him get up.
Suddenly, tears like a broken curtain of the Lianzhu, Susu pouring down, how can not stop.
Just as Xiao Jintang was about to leave, Deng wanting's breathing stopped. Her hand, which he released, suddenly became more tightly grasped, even shaking uncontrollably,
"Why are you always so self righteous?"
Yan's eyes, no longer escape looking directly at him.
Xiao Jintang was stunned. Before he spoke, he heard her continue to say,
"Before, you thought you would leave a city and let me live alone; Now you think it's right to say that Plato's love makes you carry all the sadness alone.
Is that what you call happiness? Why don't you ever ask me what I think? Why am I always the one who is decided? Two people in love, shouldn't it be fair? "