I have a question

Would you understand if I said that times like these are too difficult and overwhelming for me and that I would rather sit in my room alone and read my favorite book that to try to talk about the issue?

Would you understand if when I said I finally wanted to talk to you that I would rather wait for a few hours or days to let the chaos inside my head quiet and down so when I did took it wouldn't hurt so much?

would you understand the relating to people's feelings is confusing for me and sometimes very difficult and often I don't understand how I am to react with emotions in a certain situation