To Live I'll Believe A Lie

How long will I live a lie that lets me live?

A lie of love.

A lie of friendship.

A lie that binds me to this world.

Yet you keep me attached to this shell of a body.

A waste of what I am.

And somehow you find beauty in something so tragic.

An ending that is destined to hurt.

I know it will kill me.

For I am a damaged body.

An empty shell of what I once was.