12 - Chapter Twelve - Fallonâs Point Of View.
I heard valentine cry again and I pulled my self out of bed. Cillian was
not in bed when I woke up. I went to stop valentine from crying. When
got to valentine's nursery Cillian was rocking valentine back to sleep.
He was a great father.
Valentine was almost two weeks old and cried almost all the time. The
pack doctor said valentine had belly problems when he ate. He said
valentine had too much stomach acid and it was giving him baby
heartburn. It made me really sad to see my poor baby in so much pain
I stood at the door and watched. I couldn't get over how well he was at
handling his son.
"Listen my son. Your mama is sleeping he's still healing from pushing
you out, you need to let him rest. Papa will look after you."
I smiled when I heard that. I walked in the room and sat in the rocking
chair. Cillian saw me and smiled. I liked that he found he could smile at
me finally. It made me feel really good inside.
" how did you sleep love?"
"Like a rock. It was nice to sleep for that long."
Cillian smiled and set valentine in the crib and he went right back to
sleep. I yawned and got out of the chair hugging Cillian. I wanted to
feel him in my arms. I missed his touch even though it hadn't been too
long since he held me last.
"How's breakfast sound my lovely mate.â
"That sounds great Mr. Alpha.â
"Good good."
Cillian picked me up and carried me to the kitchen. We were in the
middle of eatting breakfast when Cillianâs phone rang. He growled and
picked up the phone after excusing himself.
I ate all my breakfast and stood up grabbing his plate and brought it
upstairs.
Just as I was about to open his office door he opened it and smiled.
"I was just coming down to join you again.â
"I came to join you my busy alpha.â
Every alpha around knew about mine and Cillian's new baby so they
tried to call as less as they could. It was just a common practice when a
couple has a newborn.
I was extremely grateful for that.
I walked in the office with him and sat in the other chair. I cut his food
into bite-sized pieces and fed it to him well he worked. I enjoyed being
able to feed my mate food without him
He was hard at work on his computer when my mind went into the
gutter. He had smirk on his face moments later as if he knew what I was
thinking. My head was full of dirty thoughts for him.
"I can smell your arousal from here little lover.â
I blushed. The warmth of the blood in my cheeks making me realize I
had been blushing.
The more I looked at him the more I wanted to touch him. I found it
hard to pull my eyes of his toned body.
"Fallon Please you know the doctor said no breeding again for a least a
month after the birth."
"Cillian I want you now..." I said whining.
Cillian groaned and dropped his head on the desk. He wanted me too
but he didn't want to go against what the doctor had told him. I found
it pretty funny that he was trying to follow the doctor's rules well I was
trying to break them.
"Fallon I want you too but you need to heal and even after you heal we
can't have crazy unprotected sexy because you will get pregnant again
darn near right away."
After a were has a baby for up to 2 months after their chances of
conceiving have doubled. I mean I wouldn't mind getting pregnant
again but Cillian already said he wanted our next child if we have one
to be one of love not him forcing me. I appreciated that he knew he
made a mistake and was willing to admit it.
My heat would be coming after the two months. As long as my body
was recovering my heat would stay away. The heat cycle wouldn't start
until my body was all healed and my hormone levels dropped to
normal again.
Cillian let out a sigh before speaking
"I'm going to go wake valentine so that he can eat. He will probably
need to be changed as well. You can go watch TV or something if-----"
"I can look after valentine you seem to be busy with work. I will take
care of him."
I stood up and ran to the nursery before Cillian could reject my offer.
He had been looking after our little one day and night. He barely slept
because he was the first one to be awake when valentine cried.
I woke valentine up and he didn't cry he just stared at me before he
giggled. I was super happy that he didn't scream his little face off at me
over waking him up.
"Hello mama's baby."
He cooed and smiled. I made him a bottle and fed it to him. After the
bottle, I burped him and changed him and he began to fall asleep
again. He was still sleeping so much and i was thankful for that.
I sang him a lullaby and he was out like a light. I walked around will him
in my arms before I walked to the living room and sat on the rocking
recliner chair.
Valentine slept as we rocked back and forth. I was watching some
cooking show when Cillian came racing down the stairs he looked to be
in a panic. I hated that look on his face it was pure terror and it made
my heart pound.
"Fallon have you seen... oh he's with you I thought he was gone. Thank
god."
"1 would never let anyone take our child they would have to go
through me.â
Cillian walked over and sat on the couch. Within mere moments of him
relaxing he was passed out in the corner of the couch. Valentine woke
up a moment later and was quite. He was watching his Papa sleep too.
Cillian looked so peaceful. I kissed his forehead and let him sleep. It was
a strange thing to watch him sleep but I couldn't stop, He looked just
so perfect when he was just sleeping comfortably. Valentine didn't
move or scream. He just sat in my arms quietly and it was interesting
considering most of the time he screamed his little head off until
someone comforted him.