22 - Chapter Twenty-Two - Quinn Wolfin's Point Of View.
I awoke to a pain I had never felt in my entire life that brought back
memories of my miscarriage, it was so painful I thought I was going to
die, I screamed for Kane and hoped that he would hear me. He came
running in the room and did a once over and came and sat beside me.
His face showing how worried he was. He rubbed my stomach and tried
to assess the situation before he finally spoke,
"Are you okay?"
"No, No, And No, I'm in so much pain!"
"Then it must be baby time," he said lifting me up bridal style. He
carried me down from the bedroom and out the hall, He ran us down
to the pack doctor's office and they set to get prepared to remove my
baby. This was going to be a fun and painful event.
"Call Em, He needs to be here!"
Kane growled at me and I saw his wolf eyes, he really didn't want
anyone around his pup. He had gone into protective daddy wolf mode,
I needed Em, regardless.
" Please, Kane please," I begged he pushed his wolf away and stepped
out of the room and called Em. He was gone for what seemed like so
long, and the pain was growing terribly.
" Em said he would be here in 20 minutes!"
"Thank you!" I nuzzled Kane's hand terrified. I had never had a baby
before and never thought I would so I really wasn't all the mentally
prepared for this birth at all.
I closed my eyes and tried to get to sleep while I waited. I saw Em arrive
with other doctors and they came in, Em handed their baby to Kane
and told him to hold their baby for a minute. Em held my hand and told
Lucca to wait outside with Kane because Kane was going to want to
destroy the doctor as soon as he saw the doctor touch me. Em held my
hand and the moment Kane saw the doctor through the window Lucca
slammed him against the wall and held him back, telling him to calm
down because he was just helping me. I could hear the whole thing and
it honestly made me worried he might hurt Lucca or Lucca might
accidentally hurt him
"I hate you, Kane, The moment I get out of here I'm going to castrate
you!" I screamed and Em chuckled. He and I knew it was an empty
threat and that was it, just cheap talk.
The moment I heard my babies cry something flicked on inside of me
and all I wanted was to protect my baby. Em rubbed my arm softly.
They cleaned the baby, stitched me up and handed him to me. Em let
Kane inside and left the room the same as the doctor. Kane came to my
side immediately and wanted to comfort me but the moment he saw
the pup he locked eye with me asking if he could hold our child. He
looked so conflicted by who he wanted to spend time with first, but he
needed to hold his son.
"You may hold him!"
Kane held his child, I cried and Em opened the door and Kane let them
in the room, He never wolfed out, Which made me really happy, Kane
was overprotective all the time and I knew us having a newborn
wouldn't help, but I had faith he would mellow out over time.
" What did you name him?" Lucca asked
"I was waiting for Kane to name him!"
Caine's eyes lit up and he walked over to me placing our baby in my
arm and kissed my forehead before he sat down and decide what he
was going to name our pup. I took this time to take in our child, He was
a perfect carbon copy of Kane and I loved it. Somewhere inside of me, I
felt pride that caught me off guard, and I just knew my mother was
smiling down proud of me for being able to overcome the pain and
trauma of her illness. I knew right now she was fawning over me and
giving me the best of her blessing I could feel it. She must have felt so
much pride to know I had turned my life around and now had children
to give the world too.
"Could we name him Atlas Logan Dawson?" Kane asked
I looked into my baby's eyes and spoke: * Welcome to the World Atlas,
At last, you are here!â
The room cheered and Atlas was passed around to meet everyone. I
was honestly pretty happy with how fast the pain of childbirth seemed
to subside and just mellow out. Somewhere along the line, I managed
to get a nap in. I woke up just in time for my Dad and Luanne to arrive
to see their second grandchild. Luanne was in tears when she saw Atlas,
She was practically glowing with happiness and joy. My father even had
a few tears in the corners, he tired his hardest to look like he wasn't
crying, however.
He came over and patted me on the back.
âI know I've never really told you this Quinn, but im really proud of you
kid, You always were the one thing I have been so proud of. I just wish I
could have been a better help to you before you mom you know,
maybe I could have helped ease your load or made her get help or
something.â
"Dad the past is the past and all it is forgiven, She was sick and now
shes not, Now she's free of the burden that tied her and pained her for
many years, I know she's proud of me and that's all I need to know to
move on from those troubled times. You need to do the same, Luanne
is the woman that was made for you, you need to give her everything,
she needs to be your everything dad. I've never wanted anything more
than everyone to be happy and that woman is your happiness, so live in
it and regret nothing more.
My father hugged me for the first time in so long and I felt my
shoulders grow lighter and I felt my soul heal from the hate I had for
him. Now there was only love for him.