Chapter 150: 14 - Chapter Fourteen - Leno's Point Of View.

14 - Chapter Fourteen - Leno's Point Of View.

When the next week rolled around Diego was too busy with training

the warrior wolves all day. I really wasnt super surprised that he

couldn't come because he was too busy. It seemed he was going to be

busy for a while thanks to all the rogues that seemed to be trailing the

border lately. Dakota and Felix had Diego training wolves nearly all day

every day for an attack because they were afraid one was going to

happen with the way they were chasing all of our borders. Part of me

also thought he was doing this to avoid the question she had asked

him last time. It didn't seem that hard to figure that as well, I was sure if

I had asked Dakota he could have gotten out of the training. The whole

thing was kind of annoying but I couldn't blame him for not wanting to

go and get harassed about his feelings, shit I did that to him enough

that the lady shouldn't even have to ask how he is feeling.

Crawling out of my bed I felt like shit. I had gone to sleep in my own

bed after a restless night and not wanting to wake Diego up getting

back into the bed. I had briefly heard him open my bedroom door this

morning and sigh in relief that was still there. He seemed just as

worried about me leaving as I was about him leaving and that spoke

hundreds to me. There was a pain in my lower back that greeted me as

being a pain of my body adjusting with the addition inside. I knew food

was going to be another struggle but I needed to eat for the pup and

I's health. I didn't expect for Diego to even be home, so I was pretty

shocked when he came out of his bedroom the same time I came out

of mine. He was only in boxers and he was dripping wet so that told me

had just come out of the shower.

“Oh you're finally awake, I was going to wake you in a bit so you

wouldn't be late for the appointment,”

“I'm surprised you even home, you've been working so much over the

last week."

“I came to shower and get lunch before i met up with Dakota to talk

about all the rogues.”

"Oh, Yeah, that makes sense, there have been a lot of them really

recently.”

“Yeah, Dakota says Felix is really on edge about all the rogues suddenly.

His father still lives and looks after the other city and he says there's

been alot of rogues coming in looking for places for the winter. He says

there's also been a lot of rogues just passing through.”

“Yeah, i'm sure after his attack he's still on edge even more so know,

and with all the rogues iot probably makes him uneasy.”

“Yeah. I'm pretty sure it does. Dakota says he still wakes up in a panic

about that attack and with all the reports of more vampires going

missing everywhere it's hard for him to get a good night's sleep

without wanting to do more looking to any vampires missing and

anyone by the name of Marcus.”

“I really feel for him. He has a lot on his plate and he is always so busy. I

really hope they get a chance to relax and so do you. Your working so

much more this last week and i'm worried about getting up in the night

and waking you up, you need your sleep. Which is why i slept over here

in my own bed after i got up last night.”

“Yeah. I was worried when I didn't feel or see you in my bed this

morning. But when i stepped out into the hall i heard your soft snores

and i double checked your room and saw you. I would feel better if you

had more blankets though, you have only one chavey comforter and

that's not enough for the winter, even with the heat and shit.”

"Speaking of blankets, there's a clean set of sheets in the dryer for your

bed and along with a new blanket. If you have any laundry leave it by

the washer and i will wash it when i come home. Take something out

for dinner to defrost and i will cook that as well so when you come

home you have a clean bed and a good dinner.”

“You don't have to do any of that. Also i wish you would stop doing

things when i'm not home, you could get hurt and i would be here to

help you.”

“Is fine, I'm pregnant not dying relax Diego, i have to keep myself busy.”

“Watch a movie, read, anything else that's not housework or

dangerous.”

“You are not leaving me with a ton of thing to do that aren't sitting

down and relaxing.”

“That's the point Leno, I want you to sit down and relax.”

“Diego, I'm not even that far into the pregnancy yet you can't expect

me to have the same concerns, I won't hurt myself and if i do you will

be the first i call. So don't worry.”

“I swear i'm going to have to take leave so i can keep an eye on you

and not have to worry you're doing something i asked you not to.”

"Diego, no. I won't allow that. One of us has to have a job. Hopefully

after out pup is born and a little older i can look at getting back to

practicing with the warrior wolves and look at getting my senior rank

and maybe even my advanced if i can cut it that is, I hear the teacher is

a hardass and pushes people to there max.”

“I don't like that idea at all.”

"And why is that?”

“I don't want you anywhere close to the warriors let alone training with

them. I get that was what you wanted before you met me and i know

you lost that rank, but you traded it in for the Beta rank when we found

out about being mates. Even when we weren't made you couldn't have

gone back into the warriors rank even if I allowed it. You're of a higher

rank than even that of the best trained wolves, But if you want to train

with me, i will allow that but privately. I don't want any of their other

wolves to even have a chance to put their hands on you. I would lose it,

sorry.”

“Yeah, you have a good point i am a the betas mate. Also i would have

no doubts you would end up ripping someone apart if they touched

me well training. So that definitely is not the best idea.”

“Yeah. My thoughts exactly.”

My back hurt from all the standing in the hall and having a full

conversation. Diego helped me down the stairs and to the kitchen

where he made me sit down well he cooked only in his boxers. He

brought me a plate of eggs and veggies, there was no meat on the

plate because i hadnt been eating it lately because it didn't sit well in

my belly.

“I'll try to be home earlier tonight but don't count on it, I have a lot of

paperwork still yet to do and calls and such.”

“If you need help i am able to help you with that. I do know how.”

“If i find i have too much to do and need the help i will come get you

okay?"

“Sounds good to me. I wonder what the therapist will want to talk

about today, there still so much she hasn't touched on that i'm not sure

i really want to talk about. I still feel so forced in this whole thing, but i

know i have to do what's right for our pup which is why i'm going and

not canceling the appointment.”

“Leno, don't even get me started on the therapy, I hate that they order

this from you and it's none of their business about what goes on in our

family life, but they are worried about your mental health and i cant say

im not worried about it either, because i am.”

“I assure you i'm fine,”

“You might be now but you weren't and i'm not talking about when you

got me drunk, i'm talking about how you were after. I saw how bad you

wanted to stay away from me and run away when i came into the room.

I know about how bad you just wanted to disappear from here.”

“I dont know what to say Diego, I still feel guilty about hiow this all

happened and in the most uneasy of terms i did rape you. I got you

drunk so you would fight your wolves pull on me. That was so fucking

wrong and it still makes me so fucking sick with myself.”

“It's in the past forget it. Besides, I was the one who also partook in that

event, I touched you and mated you. You also were in pain that night. I

remember all my actions Leno. I know I hurt you too.”

“It was my own fault Diego.”

“We are both at fault.”

“Not in the eyes of your parents or Dakota. Shit even Felix treated me

like I was the bad guy.”

“My mother's words don't matter and Dakota and Felix know only what

they were told, they don't know everything and if i have to i will make

sure they both know you're not the only party at fault. And i know your

mental health took a shit kicking.”

“I know it did, I tried to hide it.”

After my breakfast I headed to the appointment with a warrior wolf

behind me. Diego had appointed him my guard for the visit because he

was unable to go. The appointment itself went by so quickly. We talked

about so many things, Included the talk Diego. She was pretty

impressed that Diego and i were talking about all the things that he

wouldn't talk about in her office and she was pleased with how i was

doing. She asked about the pup and how it was going in our house

with the news of a pup joining the ranks. I told her about my bad

relationship with Diego's parents and she wrote down on her board

about what I said. She said I couldn't change their minds. I could only

show them something better of myself and hope they saw the good in

me. She was also very proud of Diego for taking some of the blame

from that night even though I was convinced it was still all my fault and

he was innocent. She scheduled another appointment a few months in

the future, she was sure that Diego and I were going to be fine. SHe

only scheduled the future appointment for after the baby was born so

that if I had any baby blues, they could be handled right away.

Leaving the office of hers, I felt in a better place with my mental health

but also so drained. She had given me her personal cell phone to call

her anytime i felt like i needed someone to take to and that was

comforting. The warrior wolf dropped me off at the door and I went

inside. I could hear the sounds of an angry phone call from the office

upstairs. When he said he had paperwork and calls i had figured he was

going to do them all at the offices, but nope he brought everything

home.