Iâd like to let on.
âThat sucks.â I stop staring at her boobs. âHowâs she liking it there? She tells me that she likes it, but you know she would never complain.â
I keep the conversation neutral. Unrelated to any part of her body. No matter how sexy those parts may be.
Nora grabs a fork and sticks it into one of the corners of the cake. She tosses it into the sink and turns to me. âShe says she likes it. And now that that Mr. Blond Doctor Guy Robert is there, Iâm sure sheâll like it even more.â
I glance at her, then at the wall, then back at her. âHmm.â I donât know what to say.
I donât know how much Nora knows about Tessa and Hardinâs breakup, and I donât want to overshare. Itâs not my place.
âHeâs cute. Tessa says you met him before, too. Heâs cute, right?â
Is he attractive? I donât even remember what he looks like.
âOh, come on. Please donât tell me youâre one of those guys whoâs too insecure about his own masculinity to say another man is attractive.â Nora rolls her eyes.
I laugh. âNo, no, Iâm not. I just donât remember what he looks like.â
She smiles. âGood. I didnât peg you as the type. Heâs hot, though, take my word for it.â
He wasnât that hot. All I remember is blond hair. Iâm sure heâs not that hot. Maybe itâs that heâs in medical school that makes him more attractive to women? I donât know.
âSure.â I shrug my shoulders.
Nora lifts the pan and dishes the steaming broccoli onto a plate.
âLook, I know Hardin is your brother and all,â she begins. âAnd I also know that Tessa is still madly in love with him, but I donât think her being out in the dating world is such a bad thing. She isnât ready now, but as her friend, and completely biased and loyal to her, I want her to be happy.â
I didnât expect the conversation to go this way.
âIâve tried to fix a guy before and . . .â She doesnât finish her sentence. Her voice catches like she caught herself saying something she shouldnât.
âYouâre entitled to your completely biased opinion.â I smile at her to ease the discomfort of whatever it is going on in her mind. âEven if itâs wrong.â
She laughs at this and walks over to sit next to me at the table. âWhatâs he like, this Hardin guy?â
âYouâve met him, havenât you?â I have to think back to a few months ago. Yeah, he met her once or twice, maybe. To my knowledge they never spoke directly, but they definitely crossed paths. I think I remember him calling her the wrong name.
âYes. Iâve met him, but whatâs he really like? Is this one of those situations where sheâs better off without him, and as her friend, I should give her a push in the right direction, or do they actually have a shot at getting their shit together and being together?â
Nora speaks quickly, like this is important to her. Like Tessaâs well-being is important to her. I like that.
âItâs complicated.â I pick at the chipped paint on the table. IKEA fails, once again.
âBut as her best friend and his stepbrother, I try to stay as neutral as possible. I care about them both, and if I ever thought it was a waste of either of their time, I would tell them. But I honestly donât. I truly believe theyâll be fine. Somehow. And if theyâre not . . . well, my whole family is screwed because we all love both of them.â
Nora stares at me, seeming to examine every inch of my face. âDo you always say exactly what you feel?â
Her question surprises me, and she lifts both of her elbows onto the table and rests her chin in he