Hayden moves to leave, but I grab his arm, halting him. He glances down at my hand and then up at me.
âWait. Please,â I whisper. He watches me carefully, waiting for me to continue. I donât know what to say, so I blurt out the first thing that comes to mind. âAre you ready to admit youâre in love with me?â
His face is a blank canvas. He considers me, his eyes slowly traveling over my face before he answers, âAlmost.â
I rear back, letting go of him. âPoint taken.â
âLet me know when your âalmostâ is a âyes,â Callie.â
I squint up at him. âYou too.â
Once heâs gone, I sink to the floor and hug my knees to my chest. His willingness to take this at whatever pace I want is something I hadnât expected. Isnât that enough to prove he cares about me and wants to move on?
After getting out of the shower and drying off, I walk into the bedroom wrapped in a fresh towel. I grab my laptop, sit on the bed, and pull up my texting thread with Harper.
Neither Hayden nor Harper talks to me for the next forty-eight hours. By hour forty-nine, Iâm ready to beg Hayden and lecture Harper. I wonât, but I want to. Instead, I make my way to the office and knock on the door.
Hayden jerks up his head, his gaze brightening with appreciation as it travels over my naked body. âWhat do you need, Callie?â
âDo you have a minute?â When he nods, I make my way into the room and perch on the edge of the desk. âI need to ask for a favor.â
He frowns. âWhat is it?â
âAs Iâm sure you know, Iâve been messaging Harper every day for almost three weeks now, but she hasnât responded for the last two days. I know itâs probably nothing, but Iâm worried. Her suddenly going quiet on me isnât normal.â
âYour friend is anything but quiet.â
âExactly.â I cross my legs and place my hands on my lap. âSince you wonât let me have my phoneââ I stop and give him a frown. âI was wondering if you could reach out and make sure sheâs okay.â
âGive me a second.â He retrieves his phone, types out a text to send, and then places it back on his desk. He picks up his pen and jots down a note on his legal pad before looking back at me. âDone.â
I smile at him. âThank you.â
The urge to kiss him overcomes me, and I brush my lips over his before I think better of it. His eyes flare, his grip on his pen tightening. When he speaks, his voice is low. âWas there anything else?â
âNope,â I say quickly. Too quickly.
He lifts a brow, a silent inquiry. âI can always tell when youâre lying. Tell me what you need.â
I press my lips together, biting the inside of my cheek. I can feel Haydenâs power beckoning me, pulling the truth out of me. âIâm tired of fighting with you.â
The air sizzles with attraction, crackling across my skin. My heart pounds in my ears, the sound drowning out everything else except the man in front of me. Haydenâs nostrils flare, and the pen clatters to the desk before he pushes it away.
My lips part, my breath hitching at the hungry look in his eyes. I lean in closer, the need to feel his mouth on mine overwhelming me. I close the distance and press my lips to his. Itâs a sweet kiss, but I know itâs more than that.
Iâm finally surrendering to him.
He stands and slides his hands over my waist, then runs them over my thighs before gripping my knees and pulling them apart. A small chime sounds, along with a tiny buzzing noise. I blink at him in a daze as he retrieves his phone. He reads the message, and I can sense the immediate change in him. His body goes taut and a muscle flickers along his jaw.
âWhat is it?â I ask. When he doesnât answer me, panic builds in my chest. âHayden?â
He puts the phone away and gives me his full attention. âYour friend is safe.â
I wait for an explanation. When Hayden remains silent, warning bells go off in my head. âWhat arenât you telling me?â
His expression remains blank, but he squeezes my knee. âDonât worry, Callie. Everything is under control.â
âWhatâs under control? Hayden, whatâs going on?â
âEverything is fine.â
âYouâre lying to me.â
I lean over to grab his phone, but he stops me by gripping my shoulders. âI just want to talk to her,â I say.
âSheâs resting.â
âConvenient.â
âListen to me. Sheâs safe and in good hands.â
I jab my finger into his chest. âI swear to God that if you donât tell me what the hell is going on, Iâm going to do something crazy.â
He stares down at me for a while, his gaze scrutinizing my face. Whatever he sees there causes him to blow out a breath. I brace myself for whatever heâs about to tell me.
âHarper has a concussion and a fractured wrist. Even though she was on a crosswalk, it was a hit and run. I canât get any other details on her condition since Iâm not family, but sheâs alive.â
âOh, my God,â I say, my words ending in a sob. âI need to go home.â
âCallie,â he says, his tone gentling, âsheâs being treated at the best hospital in the city. Trust me. Sheâll be fine.â
I cover my face with my hands, fighting back tears. When I look at him again, I say, âNone of this is fine. I need to go home. I have to be there for her. Donât you understand that?â
He shakes his head. âNo.â
âHayden! Please, just listen to meââ
âThe answer is no.â He pockets his cell phone and settles back in the chair. âI hate to do this, Callie, but I wonât risk your life.â
I slide from the desk to kneel on the floor between Haydenâs legs. His gaze widens slightly, but he doesnât move to stop me when I reach for him. I rest my palms on the tops of his thighs and bow my head, the ends of my hair brushing his pants.
âPlease,â I whisper. âIâll do anything.â
âAnything?â
âYes.â
He stops to think, but it doesnât take long. âForgive me. Not almost but completely.â
I jerk my head up to look at him. âIâm not a robot. I canât just flip a switch and change my feelings. Thatâs not how emotions work.â
He leans down to capture my chin between his thumb and index finger. âYouâve already forgiven me. If you hadnât, you wouldnât have let me eat that pussy of yours until you drenched my face. If you hadnât forgiven me, you wouldnât be naked and on your knees, ready to be fucked, if thatâs what I asked for. I want to hear you admit it. Say you forgive me for everything Iâve done since we first met.â
Iâm about to deny it, but I stop because heâs right. I donât feel the anger I did the day we arrived here. I stare up at him, my bottom lip trembling with the nervous energy racing through me. âLet me be clear, if you donât take me home, Iâll hate you. But right now, Iâm willing to forgive you for everything, Hayden.â
He doesnât give me a triumphant smile like I expect. Instead, he breathes out slowly, as though relieved that a weight has been lifted from him. Before I can ask, he trails a hand down my cheek and along my jaw.
âWeâll be gone within the hour.â A hint of a grin makes its way onto his mouth when he says, âAt least it wonât take you long to pack.â