The house shakes me awake.
Iâm sure itâs an earthquake and I panic because I know exactly nothing about what the hell to do in an earthquake. Then I remember that Iâm at Northâs house and I donât even know how to get the hell out of this place usually, let alone during a natural disaster. What the fuck am I supposed to do?
I turn my phone on, ready to start calling my Bonds until someone picks up and tells me what the fuck to do right now, only to find thirty messages from Atlas.
When the house rumbles again, I realize the shaking is absolutely related to my Bonds and I immediately hit dial on his number.
âOli? Where are you? Which floor? Iâm taking you home.â
I scramble out of the bed and stumble over to the window, yanking on the curtains until I can see out onto the street. Sure enough, there he is.
The gate is also rubble.
âWhat the hellâ okay, never mind. The third floor, but good luck getting pastââ
He cuts me off, âFuck the Dravens. I will take the entire fucking house down to the ground if they try to stop me. That asshole North told me youâd be safe here and then he canât even protect you from his own brother? Iâll kill the cunt.â
Jesus have mercy. âItâs not exactly like that, Atlas. Please just listenââ
Thereâs the sound of a key in my door and I almost drop my phone before I remember the maidâs words. Only North has a key, so at least itâs not going to be Nox storming in here to tell me again how worthless I am as a human and a Bond.
The door swings open and North flicks the light on, glancing at the bed and then around the room until he finds me. Iâm too shocked at his appearance to say anything because Iâve never seen him out of a suit before and yet there he is, sweatpants slung low on his hips, and holy good goddamn. Are they all stacked? Who wouldâve thought he was hiding all of under the Tom Fords?
âOli? Oleander, what the hell is happening up there?â I jolt at the sound of Atlasâ voice in my ear and Northâs eyes narrow at me.
âYou called him here?â
Before I can say a word, Atlas snaps, âPut me on speaker, Oli.â
Thereâs no way out of this without my reputation, sanity, and will to live being absolutely shredded, but I do as he says.
âOpen your fucking door, Draven, because Iâm not leaving without my Bond. And while youâre at it, tell your scumbag, rapist brother that I will kill him the second I find him.â
Oh fuck.
Oh God. I open my mouth but thereâs nothing there, no words to give either of them as North stares me down. He looks furious, freaking fuming, and I flinch away from him when he takes a step forward. Iâm not actually scared of him but my ego is too bruised right now to have someone else take a verbal swing at me.
His jaw clenches and then releases, his voice pitched low and a little warmer than it usually is when he says, âCome downstairs, Oleander. Iâll let Atlas in while I speak to Nox.â
âHurry the fuck up,â Atlas snaps and then I hang up because I need to figure out how the hell to explain to the both of them that itâ it wasnâtâ fuck, it was definitely something that happened, but itâs maybe not the scenario that theyâre both thinking.
Isnât it?
It wasnât. It definitely wasnât.
.
âGrab a sweater, the house is cool overnight.â
I could argue with him for the demand because heâs once again bossing me around, but I have nothing left in me. No fire or fight, just the hollow shell trying to figure out how to say I made a decision tonight that Iâm sure theyâll all shame me over even though I did the best I could.
Fuck.
I wish North would put a sweater on because the moment I follow him out the door, tucked up in the extra layers, my bond wakes up . Iâm furious at it for this ridiculous situation Iâm now in so I shove it violently away.
Violently enough that North glances back at me with a frown, as though heâs questioning whether he actually felt the ripple of power that my frustration let out. I try again to say something to him, this time managing actual words.
âI can talk to Atlas and sort this out. I just need a minute, you donât have to intervene.â
He presses the button on the elevator without looking at me. âNo, Iâll be getting to the bottom of this mess before it gets out of hand. Thereâs too much going on for me to deal with, without adding a feud in my Bond to the list. I will deal with Nox if thatâs whatâs required.â
The elevator is too small to deal with all of my panic. Why am I so panicked? I didnât do anything wrong⦠except that the Bond I hate more than anyone or anything kissed me, pushed me against a wall, encouraged me to grind all over his leg, and then added fingers to the mix until I came so hard it hurt me.
I also didnât complete the bond.
Theyâre all facts, and I only had control over some of those things and certainly not the orgasm⦠so why canât I just tell him that now before Atlas loses his mind over that stupid text Iâd sent?
Of course heâd come here to get me.
Of fucking course, heâs always been protective and possessive, even from the other side of the goddamned country.
The elevator opens and North steps out, pausing to make sure Iâm following him, and then he leads me out to the foyer. I try to make some notes about where we are but within a minute, Iâm as lost as ever.
Northâs driver is standing at the door with three other men, all of them staring out at the mess Atlas is making of the front lawn.
âIâve called the authorities and the HOA, weâre on top of damage control, sir.â
North nods at his driver. âThank you, Rafe. Iâll take it from here.â
I make a note of Rafeâs name, because I canât just keep calling him the driver in my head, and then I watch as North stalks forward to open the door, his body blocking the way, but I can see just enough of the carnage out the front to wince a little over the damage bill.
I shouldâve just kept my mouth shut. I shouldâve never texted Atlas and confided in him.
The moment North steps aside, Atlas stalks into the foyer, clearly intent on pulling me into his arms, but Iâm barely holding my bond at bay and I step away from him.
The mood in the room gets malevolent.
I realize what Iâve done immediately, and because the world is against me, Nox chooses this exact moment to arrive, walking out through the door from the garage, the smell of whiskey clinging to his clothes.
He glances up to look right at me, his mouth twisting into a sneer, and I instinctively lurch forward to grab Atlasâs arm. With one action, I probably saved Noxâs life.
The smirk stays put as he looks over Atlas, his entire body radiating smug dickhead energy, but it falters a little when he sees North standing there in all of his half-naked, sleep-rumpled glory.
âWhatâs going on?â
North glances over at me and this is the moment where I want to run screaming from the room and away from the shame of this moment, but still I canât figure out how the fuck to explain anything going on in my head.
Atlas doesnât wait for any of the careful family politics that is very clearly happening around us. âWhatâs happening is that you attempted to force a bond with Oli, and you think being a fucking Draven means you can get away with it. Iâm going to torture you and kill you.â
Well, fuck.
I cringe a little because Iâm expecting an immediate scathing retort or for a punch to be thrown, if not some sort of gift use, but the room goes strangely quiet again.
North stares at Nox for a second and then says, âDid you do it?â
Iâve only seen them interact at the dinner table and North always just leaves him to tear strips off of me with his words, never once interrupting or telling him to leave me the hell alone. This seems⦠weird. Heâs acting as though Nox is a broken man, kid gloves and calm words in his direction. Thatâs not at all the man that I know and loathe being around.
Nox smirks and raises an eyebrow back at him. âShe didnât say no. Not once. She came on my hand so no, brother, I didnât rape her.â
Could the ground just open up and swallow me whole? That would be great, thank you. I donât want to live through this at all. Nope, give me deathâs sweet embrace because fuck this.
Iâm expecting Atlas to turn some of his anger onto me, to demand an answer or just storm out of here, but he doesnât. Nope, he takes a step in front of me until heâs covering me entirely, a very obviously protective move.
âYou literally teach Gifted 101, we all know that you used her bond against her. You knew exactly what you were doing, and Iâm not going to let you treat Oli like that. Youâre not so fucking intimidating when youâre facing someone with a gift, asshole.â
A smirk stretches over Noxâs face and his eyes turn entirely black. âYou sure about that? Câmon then, try me.â
My brain shuts down for a second because his eyes are black.
. Iâve never seen someone with the same depthless voids as mine are, and then Atlasâ turn white and the danger of the situation finally hits me. Iâm about to find myself in the middle of a fucking Gifted fight with no way to protect myself.
Atlas smirks back at Nox and I start to look around for something to hide behind or an exit to magically appear.
âIf either of you throw a single attack at one another in house in front of Bond, Iâll be finishing this and neither of you want that.â
I glance over to North and almost pass the hell out, because not only are his eyes black, but his hand, which is outstretched and ready to throw whatever the hell he can do at them both, is slowly turning black too.
I really shouldâve been more insistent about finding out what the fuck they can all do because⦠well, what the fuck is he threatening them both with that even has Nox hesitating? What other gifts would give them both black glowing eyes, so close to my own?
âBassinger, youâre welcome to stay tonight with Oleander. We can discuss living arrangements tomorrow but for right now, we all have places to be in the morning.â
Even Nox canât argue with that.
NORTH WALKSÂ Atlas and I back to my room without a word and then locks the door after himself. Iâm still writhing with shame over the entire ordeal, but Atlas just immediately strips down to his boxers and climbs into the bed like this is all very normal and not the worst night of my life since I arrived here.
I sleep like shit and every time my eyes open overnight, I find Atlas frowning at the ceiling, so I know he hasnât slept a wink either. At six in the morning, I wake to a text from Gabe saying heâll pick me up for our morning workout and I decide to just get up and start my day.
I take a quick shower, excited as hell despite myself that I have a private bathroom with no gossips to talk shit about me while I get myself clean. When Iâm dressed and ready, I walk back into the room to find Atlas dressed and waiting for me on the bed, his face still solemn.
I panic a little and my mouth runs away from me a bit. âIâve been working out with Gabe, itâs a brutal routine Gryphon put together, but itâs been helping out with TT. Vivian has been impressed with how far Iâve come since I got here. Youâll like him, heâs grumpy and tries to get us all killed in the basement maze, but I like the old guy.â
âIâm well aware of who Vivian Wentley is, Oli, but Iâm more concerned about you at the moment. We need to figure out our game plan here because Iâve already spoken to my family. They want us to head back to Philadelphia, get some miles between us and the fucking Dravens until we have the chance to get to know each other a little better⦠You have a lot of options here, I donât want them making you think that this is it. Youâre not a prisoner. Youâre not property that Nox can just abuse.â
I cringe and rub a hand over my face. âYou heard what he said, it wasnât what youâre thinking. I could have shoved him off and I didnât. Thatâs on me.â
Atlas stands up and blows out a breath. âYou heard what I said too, Oli. He knew what he was doing. Youâre a Central, literally every fiber of your being wants the bond and he used that against you.â
I donât really like what heâs saying because itâs making me feel like he thinks that Iâm helpless to the bond within me and I think I proved last night that Iâm not. I clawed myself back from the edge like a freaking machine and even if the aftermath wasnât all that great, Iâm pretty freaking proud of myself for it.
âI donât want to talk about it anymore. Can we just⦠go to the workout and then decide everything else later? Iâm justâ Iâm tired.â
He lets out another breath and nods, rubbing a hand over the back of his neck and holding out the other for me to take. It doesnât matter if Iâm a little sore over his words, I still take it because at least I know heâs trying to do whatâs best for me.
No one else can say the same.
The moment the door shuts behind us, I realize I have no freaking idea how to get us downstairs but when I blanch, Atlas chuckles and pulls me along. âI memorized the way last night.â
I huff at him for being too fucking good with directions, but Iâm glad we donât have to call North and ask him to come direct us. When we get to the foyer, Gabe is already there waiting for us both, dressed in his workout gear with a frown on his face.
Atlas jumps on the offensive, always ready to fight with someone who isnât me. âIf you were hoping to have Oli on your own, youâre shit out of luck because Iâm not trusting her with any of you after last night. Fuck no.â
Gabeâs eyes flick over to me but I avoid meeting them. Honestly, I just want to get today over with as soon as possible. I want to jump on a treadmill and get some alone time to figure out what the hell Iâm going to do.
Should I go to Philadelphia with Atlas and start a new life there? Should I carry on with my plan to run away from them all?
Gabe doesnât say a word to either of us, clearly heâs already heard someoneâs version of what happened last night, and instead he walks back out to his motorbike and shoves his helmet on.
Atlas grabs my hand and leads me out to his car, opening the door for me and helping me in like the perfect gentleman. My head is a jumbled mess and I really donât have it in me to make small talk with him this morning.
We listen to music on the way over, neither of us speaking, and itâs only when we get to the campus and find roadworks blocking the entrance that Atlas curses softly under his breath. âDo you know where else I can park thatâs close?â
I direct him over to the other side of campus and we find Gabe already waiting there for us, as well as a dozen other cars.
The next hour is a special type of torture.
Atlas makes it his mission to beat Gabe at everything, the two of them snarking scathing remarks to each other the entire time, and Iâve never wished for headphones and loud pop music so badly in my life.
When Sage messages me to meet her for breakfast in the dining hall, Iâm ready to kill them both and just take off by myself. They both follow me out, flanking me like my own scowling guard, but I donât have it in me to attempt to lighten the mood.
Hopefully Sawyer is with Sage and he can pick up the slack.
Weâre halfway over to the main building when my gift starts squirming in my gut, the early warning from within me that something is very, goddamned wrong here. Both of the guys stop, grabbing my arms to get me to halt with them.
Atlas raises an eyebrow at me but Gabeâs eyes flash white as he looks around, using his shifting ability to enhance his eyesight, and then he curses viciously under his breath, his phone out in a second and his fingers flying across the screen.
âRun. We need to get to shelter right the fuck now.â
He doesnât need to say it twice.
We take off for the main building, my sore legs unhappy at running again, but Iâm much faster and more resilient now that weâve been training for so long. I silently send Vivian a thank you for all of the time Iâve spent on the treadmill thanks to him. I can see Atlas forcing himself to keep pace with me, obviously heâs faster without me to watch out for, but Gabe is used to sticking with me. He grabs his phone out without missing a beat, tapping on it and then shoving it back in his pocket.
âNorth is on his way and Gryphon is already on the campus, we just need to get you to an evac point,â Gabe says, his voice pitched so only we can hear it over the pounding of our feet on the sidewalk.
Atlas nods at him, ready to follow his lead even after theyâve been at each otherâs throats all morning because he knows more about this place than either of us do. As we make it to the dining hall, thereâs an explosion on the east side of the campus, the sound so loud that my teeth rattle and Atlas immediately grabs me, pulling me off of my feet and curling around me like a human shield. I canât breathe for a second and then Gabe is shoving us both off of the path and behind a building.
âIs this an evac point? I thought we had to get to the main building.?â Atlas snaps, but Gabe is barely listening.
âDara? Fuck, I canât see shit here, you must be around.â
Heâs literally talking to a brick wall and Iâm about to start checking his head for injuries when the air around us shimmers and then suddenly thereâs a group of students standing there together, as white as sheets and murmuring amongst themselves about what the fuck is going on.
âThank God! Ardern, where are Shore and the Dravens? Weâve seen at least eight groups of Resistance, there must be fifty or sixty of them here!â
Fuck me, I recognize the voice immediately and, sure enough, itâs fucking Martinez. I try to convince myself that now probably isnât the best time to be holding onto grudges, but I also canât help hating the guy.
âTacTeams are already neutralizing them, we just need to keep a low profile and wait it out,â Gabe says, his voice confident and clear. The change in the group is instant, some of the worry and panic easing like his word really does mean something to them all. I wish I felt the same, the fear is still coursing through me, but my head is still clear enough to see whatâs happening around me.
That isnât necessarily a good thing, especially when another group of Resistance comes jogging past us dressed in riot gear. I seal my lips shut, smothering my own breathing in case I inadvertently make some noise and give us away.
Then the doors to the building across the courtyard open and students come running out in all directions. The Resistance turn and immediately move in after them, one of the guys in the front sending out a wave of fire and I have to look away because thereâs no way Iâm watching people being burned alive right now.
âArdern, do leave Oliâs side,â Atlas snaps, and then heâs gone, sprinting through the shield and heading right for the Flame just as the screaming of his victims starts up.
Gabe curses under his breath, glancing around at who else is in the group with us, but none of them are moving to help out. He looks at me again and I nod at him. âDo it. Go help him, Iâll be fine.â
He hesitates again for a second and then grips both of my arms. âDara is the best Shield Iâve ever seen, no one will know youâre even here so long as sheâs with you. Donât move from this spot, Oli. Promise me.â
Thereâs another explosion sound and then Gabe is tearing his clothes off, kicking out of his shoes and shifting so fast I can barely say Iâve witnessed it. One second heâs standing there, all golden skin tight over his muscular frame, and the next thereâs a huge wolf standing in his place.
Iâve never seen a shifter up close.
Itâs fucking incredible.
I stand there with absolutely no intention of moving. I canât, not without using my gift, and thereâs no reason for me to do it right now. I canât help the people burning, and I trust Gabe and Atlas to do what they can to stop the fighting. Theyâre both more useful than I am right now and I have to believe that the others are on their way to us right now.
Then I hear it, Gracieâs screaming coming from behind us.
âOh my God, Sage! SAGE!â
No.
Absolutely fucking not. Over my dead fucking body am I standing by for something to happen to the one person who accepted me without any reason or expectation.
âFallows, are you fucking stupidââ I donât wait around for the rest of Martinezâs bullshit opinion, I leave at a sprint. Thereâs smoke everywhere but I follow the sound of Gracieâs screaming until I literally run straight into her, my vision completely impaired by the aftermath of the explosion.
âOli? Oh my God, please, where are your Bonds? Theyâve got Sage, theyâreââ
I grab her arms and shake her, as if I can shake the information I need out of her. âWhere, Gracie? Where the fuck is she?â
She doesnât get to answer me because I hear a voice I was hoping to never hear again in my goddamn life call out, âPower surge! Grab that one.â
I already know that Sage is strong, Iâve heard stories about how she came into her power, and her elemental control is elite. Itâs for this reason that I donât immediately run away screaming as Oliviaâs voice cuts through the chaos.
Olivia Turner.
The Resistanceâs sniffer dog is here to find the Gifted worth taking, which means theyâve already gotten Sage and now theyâve found me. I canât help Sage unless I let them take me too.
Itâs stupid and reckless and I donât give a fuck because sheâs my best goddamned friend.
So I stand there, shoving Gracie away from myself as I snap at her, âRun,â and then I let them take me too. The smoke is too thick to see them until their hands are already closing around my arms and I thrash a little as if I want to get away as they tug me along. The two men holding me both have masks on, completely covering their faces, so theyâve come prepared for the exact warfare they planned today.
When we stop at the back of a convoy truck, I look up to lock eyes with an absolutely terrified Sage, bound and gagged in the back. Her eyelids peel back and she starts to sob at the sight of me. Itâs not relief at having me with her. Nope, sheâs freaking out that Iâm in danger now too.
If I wasnât sure before that I was doing the right thing, I am now.
âGet her loaded, the Dravens are clearing the courtyard and if weâre not out in the next thirty seconds, weâre dead.â
I duck my head at Oliviaâs voice. Fuck, I hope she doesnât get an eyeful of me right now, and then the men holding my arms get me trussed up and thrown in the back with Sage. One of them slides in after me and then weâre off, the truck taking off too freaking quickly, and we all bump and jostle each other as we attempt to stay upright without arms to balance or hold on with.
Thereâs another shout and then the truck swerves on the road, hitting a bump that almost sends us into a ditch, but the driver manages to correct and keep us all alive. I look back out of the opening to see Kieran sprinting behind us, a gun in his hand already, but thereâs no clear shot for him to take, not without risking hitting one of the captives or causing the truck to roll.
The last I see of him is with the phone pressed to his ear.