Chapter 19: ch. 19 'teddy bear'

Gotta Love A Bad Boy {Watty Awards 2013}Words: 12536

I'm a little rushed with this chapter.. so if it's short or anything..I apologize in advance.

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Jay's POV

I woke up alone in my house. To be honest I'm not surprised after the shit I did yesterday. Yeah she seemed to have forgiven me while at the club, but once the alcohol induced mood wore off she asked Mark, the sober one, to drive her home. I regreted what I did, it's not like I wanted the slut, she was just there with the goods, so I did what I alway's did.

Sure I shouldn't of snorted the blow off her boobs, but I'm a man and old habits die hard. Sue me. Sadi knew coming into this shit who I was. Yes I have changed, I don't take random whores to my bed every night and I don't get high or drunk every night either. I have changed indeed. Being with her I don't feel the need to get high or just drink until I black out, but I made a slip last night. It happens and I just hope that she will understand that.

I took my phone off my nightstand and called her. I wanted to hear her voice and maybe see how pissed she was at me. It rang and rang and went to voicemail. Shit. I hope she is still asleep and not ignoring me. I called Mark next to make sure she made it home safe. I know she did becuase Mark knew what would happen if anything happened to her. Not just from me, but from the boss as well.

He picked up on the first ring. "Hello?" He said. "Hey man, she made it home alright?" I asked and he grunted. "You know me man, I wouldn't let shit happen to her, but bro, she is pissed." I sighed. I knew this was going to happen. She came out of that bathroom a lot faster then I thought. Not that I was trying to sneak the fact that I did some blow, but I just didn't want her to see it with her own eyes. "Shit, man what the fuck am I going to do?" I asked, while I ran my hand threw my bed ridded hair. "I don't know, but you better do something big. I had a feeling she was going to catch you doin that shit. I know you love that girl, but you showed her that you don't respect her as your girl." He stated. He was always the voice of reason and I respected that. I'm not used to this relationship shit and I'm glad I had him to go too.

"Ugh, alright I'm going to go to her house with some flowers and chocolate or some shit. Girls dig that right?" He laughed on the other end and I just rolled my eyes. "Yeah bro, and don't forget a big stuffed teddy bear to go with it." Huh, a teddy bear? "Alright.... I'm gunna get ready thanks man, I'll see you at the warehouse later." We said our goodbye's and I went to get ready to loose my ego. This is gunna be rough.

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I pulled up to her house with a bag of shit to give her, hoping she will forgive me. I walked out and rang the door bell. No one came for the first five minutes, but I did see the curtain move in the living room. I guess she doesn't want to answer the door. "Kitten, I know your in there I seen the curtain move...please let me in?" I groveled. Yes I the gang leading bad boy was groveling at a chick's front door.

The door opened a crack and seen her beautiful face. "What do you want Jay? There are no sluts here with cocaine on their boobs." She said as she opened the door wider and folded her arms across her chest. I seen her clevage become more prominent in her white tank and licked my lips, staring. I mentally shook my head. Get your thoughts out of the gutter Jay, your not here to put your hand in the cookie jar.

"I deserve that... and more. I brought you some stuff. I'm really sorry kitten, I'll even let you beat the shit out of me, just let me in...please?" I pouted and she frowned. She thought about it for a minute and moved aside to let me in, which I happily did. She closed the door and walked into the kitchen taking a red bull from the fridge. Damn, I should of boughten her like a case of that shit! Stupid Jay...

I handed her the big bag of stuff. She took it and started to take the items out and place them on the counter. A single red rose, a box of her favorite carmel chocolate, and a teddy bear. She looked up at me with a raised eyebrow as she held the teddy bear. I shrugged. She then squeezed it and the recording came on. 'I'm bearrrryyyyy sorry', It said. She must of thought it was funny because she bursted out laughing which caused me to frown. I guess she hates it.

"Alright.. I'm still super pissed at you, but it's cute, funny but cute. Let me guess...Mark told you to get me these things?" She asked. How the hell did she know that. Unless.... "Did you and Mark......" She smirked and that right there was my answer. That little....

"Look Jay, I know you always did that shit in the past and that whole old habits die hard saying applies, but it still hurt to see you basically all over that slut and her boobs that were popping out of her toddler sized shirt. I appreciate that fact that you have changed a lot since you met me, well from what I've heard anyways. Just... I don't do that shit on other women. I know I can't stop you froming doing it all together, but at least it's a step up." She finished her little speech and I smiled. It seems I am forgiven after all.

I walked up and attempted to give her a kiss, but she backed away. What the fuck? "Tsk tsk bad boy, I may have forgiven your little scene last night, but I am still mad about it. So I get to say when you get to touch me. No more of this until I say so." She dragged her hands down her body as she said the word 'this'. So she thinks she is going to cut me off. I snorted.

"We'll see kitten..how long you can last without having me deep inside you." I whispered in her ear and she shivered. Smirking I walked into her living room and plopped down on the couch to watch some tv. She has another thing coming if she thinks I'm not going to have a piece of her fine ass by tonight.

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Sadi's POV

Yeah I know, maybe I forgave him to soon, but I know how he was before I was around and he has basically done a complete 360. I can't expect everything to change one hundered percent of the time. I'm not saying I am going to allow what happened last night to happen again, cuz next time I won't hesitate to put a bullet in the slut, but sometimes people make mistakes. We aren't perfect so I gave him the benefit of the doubt. Besides, I have a teddy bear from him now. I bet he never did that for anyone else and it is so hilarious. Mark was a genius telling him to get me that. I wonder what he looked like shopping for that, poor guy.

Later that day, we ended up at the warehouse. I guess Trevor had some new info for us about the people who wanted me dead. I still hated thinking about that. I mean I am a good person and I never did a damn thing to those people....well until they did something to me. My car was an innocent bystander.

"Alright, so this is what I know so far. I did some research on our number one enemy, Wesley Marx. He is the one who seem's to be pulling all the strings on getting people to try and kill Sadi. I hacked into his computer to look up any files that he had, but all the shit I looked at didn't have anything worth while on it. There seemed to be some missing stuff though, like who was on his pay roll and so on and so forth. That is where you guy's are going to have to come in. He must have some info that is on a flash drive or just random paper work laying around." He stated.

Huh. I didn't know he was that good into the whole computer thing. "So what your saying is we need to break into his office and find the other info?" Nick asked and Trevor nodded a yes. Yikes, this was not going to be easy, but why did we really need that info?

"Um...why do we even need it?" I asked timidly, not wanting to seem stupid. Jay wrapped an arm around my shoulder. "Because kitten, once we see who is recently added on his pay roll, then we question those people. One of those people will know, if not be, the one who is closer then we think." Ahhhh, I understand now. "That makes sense. So how do we go about this?"

"There is no 'we' kitten, your not going it is way to dangerous for you to be there. Especially on their terf. If you were caught in there you would basically be handing yourself to them with a damn white flag." I rolled my eyes. It really pissed me off how he thought I was weak and couldn't handle myself. I mean for fuck's sake he was the one who trained me!

"I'm going whether you like it or not." I demanded and he shook his head. "Jay, don't pull this shit, you know I am capable of taking care of myself now and it's not like I'm going to be by myself." He though about it for a minute. "Jay she has a point, I mean we did train her and she is pretty good. She can be like a look out or something." Drake added and I smiled gratefully at him, recieving a wink in return.

"Fine, she can stay in the car and be a look out, but I mean it kitten you are to stay i the car." I sighed and nodded. It was better then nothing I guess.

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So here I was, sitting in the blacked out car Jay owned, with a walkie talkie kind of thing in one hand and a cigarette in the other. I was nervous, smoking helps, don't judge.

Everyone was in the compound. Nick, Kale, Trevor, Drake, Mark, and Jay. Some of them were there to cause a distraction, while the others got into the office to look for the flash drive and or papers. I was praying that nothing happened to any of them, they were my family.

"Sadi, we are close to the office now. How are the guy's doing with the distraction?" Jay asked over the radio. "They are good. They have their full attention it seems, but a bomb will do that I guess." I mumbled the last part. Yes I did say a bomb. Drake stated that they bombed my car so why not bomb theirs and that is just what we did. Having C4 on hand was a grerat thing, but the poor pretty car's had to suffer.

Jay didn't respond, but I figured he couldn't talk at the moment. Twenty minutes seemed to go by in a blur. Not a word from anyone and it seemed to get really quiet outside. Now I was really nervous. Someone should of contacted me. We made a rule that every ten minutes someone would contact me with some sort of progress or to let me know they were okay.

Another ten minutes went by without contact and I had enough. I made sure my gun was loaded and got out of the car silently. I was dressed in all black to help me blend in the the darkness. I was going to go all ninja on these assholes. I started making my way to the mansion or whatever this place was.

I didn't see anyone, well at least anyone alive, as I made my way inside. It was quiet and pitch black inside, which didn't seem normal, but I think Trevor cut the power to the place. I didn't have a flashlight so I was pretty screwed, but that is what I get for not thinking before I do things.

I heard a noise somewhere upstairs and decided that was where I was going to go. I had my gun in my hand and was sweating from being scared. I made it up the stairs and down the hall. I could of sworn I seen a flash of light from one of the five rooms that were in this hall. I made my way to the room and opened the door slowly, but I didn't see anybody or hear anything either for that matter.

What the hell was going on and where the hell was everyone. This was starting to actually piss me off. I decided that no one was up here and walked my way back downstairs. Maybe they were in a basement or something. I walked back down the stairs and began searching again.

I made my way though thr maze of hallway's this place seemed to have, checking the doors in the process. They were all locked, until I reached the last one I seen. I stepped into darkness. I didn't hear anything, so I just said screw it and turned to walk back out to the car. Maybe they were out there waiting for me.

I got back to where the staircase was and seen the door. It was open, so I was hoping that they were out there. This was beginning to be way to much. I walked out, not closing the door, and made my way to the car. From where I was I could see the figures of the guy's. I breathed a sigh of relief. They were okay.

I could hear Jay say something like 'where the hell is she' and I just chuckled quietly. I got closer and was about to call his name, when a cloth was put over my mouth. I smelled and tatsed something sickly sweet and struggled against the person who had a hold on me. I instantly regretted getting out of the car as the blackness took over.