Another chapter for you guy's :D
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I stood there stunned. I didn't move. I didn't blink. No one called me Mersadies, mainly because no one really knew my full name....but my parents. I studied the man in front of me, I looked just like him and now I knew why he seemed so damn familar to me. He was my father. I didn't even remember him. He left my mother and me when I was a baby and now I know why. He was a gang lord, even higher up then Jay.
I pondered why my mother would ever get involved with a man like him, but then thought of Jay. I had my answer, when you know you know, despite what what that person does as a living. You learn to accept and deal with it together. But why would she leave him or vice versa when I was born? Did he not want me?
"I see you know who I am now." He simply said and I nodded. "Yeah, your the bastard that left us when I was a baby." I spat. He frowned and shook his head. "Don't judge things before you know the circumstances Mersadies." I was angry. "My name is Sadi, don't call me by my full name...no one does, not even mom. I don't care about your circumstances. I mean shit a phone call once in a while or maybe a visit on Christmas, would of been nice, but no your nothing but a damn sperm donor." I yelled at him.
He stood up with an angry look on his face. I noticed Jay get up from the leather seat he was in and stood in front of me. He even looked worried, but I was to pissed to even care. "I left to keep you and your mother safe! If word got out that I had a child.. do you think you would still be standing here right now? No because you and your mother would be dead!" He shouted. I frowned and thought about that for a minute. That surprisingly makes sense. I mean look how I'm wanted dead just because I am with Jay.
"That still doesn't mean you couldn't call once in a while...Richard, or should I call you Dick?" Just because I somewhat understood his meaning behind abandoning us doesn't mean I was going to play nice. What really baffeled me was Jay. Did he know I was his boss's daughter? I walked around to the front of him so my back was facing my father. "Did...did you know I was his daughter all along?" I asked, he looked me right in the eyes. "Yes, I did." I shook my head in dissapointment and walked around him to the door. I turned my head back at them.
"I can't believe you would do that to me Jay, after everything I told you about that asshole and how he left when I was a baby and you still couldn't find the heart to tell me that you fuckin' work for him?" I had tears in my eyes, I was hurt and he knew it. "Sadi...I couldn't, I wasn't allowed. I was suposse to watch you from the sidelines without you knowing, but that night you came to party I knew I had to have you...I'm sorry." His was sincere, I could tell that by the way he looked at me, but I felt played.
"Just..stay away from me", I said to him and then looked at my father," and you, your a piece of shit, leaving me and my mother with nothing, I'm done with this. With all of this and you's." I turned the door handle and opened it ready to walk out when my father said one last thing.
"I gave your mother money every month! I provided for you even though I couldn't be there!" With that I walked out. I looked at the guy's who just seemed to be getting there. They seen my tear streaked face and must of known what happened, which mean's they knew too. Unreal. "Kale.. could you maybe drive me home..please? I need to get out of here and away from everyone." He looked undecided, but finally agreed.
We walked out to his car and got in. I gave him directions to my house and the rest of the ride was silent. I had nothing to say nor did I want to say anything. It was time to talk to  my mother. Now I knew what those envelopes were. She knew all along about my father and it was time to get some answers.
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I slammed the door once I was inside. My mother was seated in the kitchen doing paperwork or something and jumped when she heard the noise. She looked at me and knew something was wrong. "Sadi, hunny, what's the matter?" She asked, concerned. I scoffed. "You knew all along didn't you. You knew he was here and didn't bother to tell me at all. How could you?" I stated. At first she seemed confused and then reality hit her that I knew about my father...finally.
"H-How did you find out?" She stammered, cleary busted. "Funny story mom, I guess I'm just like you in a sense. You see I'm dating the leader of a gang and he just so happens to work for my father. Imagine my surprise when I met him today. He told me that he has been sending you money every month and then I got to thinking, those enevelopes where from him and you couldn't even tell me that?" I rambled on, I felt as if I was on a war path.
"Sadi, you need to understand that he was doing everything to protect us, but now that I see your involved with his work....I am so sorry you had to find out this way and furthermore why are you getting involved in this gang shit?" She asked. I shook my head. "Don't change the subject and I can't leave now, I am on a hit list with the ememy so I have no choice but to be involved. Especially after what I did..." I mumbled the last part, she didn't need to know that I killed someone.
"Your what?!" She screamed. "Mom calm down...everything is going to be fine, Jay won't let anything happen to me, either will the guy's and I have been trained to protect myself." She rolled her eyes. "Wait until I get ahold of your father, he has no business getting you involved in this shit. This is why we parted ways to begin with, so shit like this didn't happen to us. All we wanted to do was protect you and to not have you grow up with death." I sat down with her. I understood why things happened the way they did with my father, it just still hurt that everyone seemed to know what was going on but me. But what's done is done I suposse, no use crying and bitching about it because it won't change a damn thing. I just gotta deal with the hand that is dealt.
I sighed. I didn't want to push Jay out of my life, I truly liked and cared about him. After talking to my mom for awhile longer I calmed down drastically and she told me that if I truly liked him, regardless of what he does, she would support me and to not push him away just becuase he knew about my father. It wasn't his fault and I knew that, but when a girl is mad, she is mad and will say anything to anyone. Hell hath no fury like a women scorned and all that.
I went upstairs to my room to take a much needed hot shower. I got my clothes and was just about to jump in the shower when my mom called my name. "Sadi there is someone here to see you." I put my clothes inside the bathroom and walked downstairs to see Jay in the living room. My mom smiled at me. "I'll leave you two to talk", and she walked upstairs to I assume her room.
"Sadi, kitten, I am so sorry, but I couldn't tell you, I-" I put my hand up to stop him, I was the one who needed to apologize. "Jay no, I'm sorry for acting like a crazy whiney bitch, I understand. I talked to my mom considering she dealt with this in the past and all. She calmed me down." I took a deep breath, I had to tell him how I felt. "Jay...I-I... really care about you and I don't want to lose you..." I breathed out afraid of how he was going to react. He walked up to me and grabbed my face between his rough warm hands and kissed me hard.
The kiss was full of passion and I reveled in it. He bit my lip to deepen the kiss and we hand an intense makeout session for about 5 minutes until he pulled away from me. My eyes were still closed and I was breathing hard. "I care about you to kitten, so much. I will do anything in my power to protect you, your mine, don't ever forget that.", and we kissed again.
"How about we cuddle on the couch and watch a movie, I'm not ready for you to leave me tonight yet." I said. He gave me his usual cocky smirk. "Oh kitten, I'm not going anywhere, but I do thing you need a spanking for leaving earlier the way you did." My jaw dropped to the floor and I blushed hard core, but I'll admit, I was sort of turned on by that. "You behave, my mother is upstairs!" He bursted out laughing. "Your so innocent kitten, but I'll change that very soon." I bit my lip seductively. "I can't wait..." I whispered into his ear and he groaned. I walked away laughing to the kitchen. "I'm going to get you back for that kitten!" He said, chuckling. I bet he would.
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I spent Sunday with Ash, she was able to pry herself away from Erik, shockingly. She called me and asked me to go out with her for a day of shopping. I was excited, I haven't spent alot of time with her because of training and all that. Jay was hesitant to let me go without him and made sure to have my phone and gun with me at all times, which I did.
I updated her on everything going on, including my long last daddy dearest. She couldn't believe it to say the least. I told her about how I was growing strong feeling's for Jay and she knew that was going to happen and I just rolled my eyes at that. She was always the romantic type. The annoying talkative romantic type, but ya gotta love the girl for it. We ended up parting after shopping becuase Erik called. He was starting to get on my nerves to be honest. I mean the guy calls and she jumps like he as her damn master. So I stayed home, ate ice cream, watched movies, and eventually passed out on the couch texting Jay.
The next morning I was dreading school. I really hate it, honestly. I did my usual morning routine. It was quarter to 7 and I was wondering where the hell Jay was. He was usually never late picking me up, since my car blew up and all. My phone rang and I picked it up assuming it was him telling me how he was running late.
"You better have a good reason for running late bad boy." I stated without a hello. There was a deep chuckle, well that's not Jay. "He isn't coming...why don't you go out in your driveway and see why he isn't coming." I was confused... "Dad?" I asked. "Yes, now be a good girl and go outside." I did as he said, the phone still at my ear. I looked in the driveway and screamed. "OH MY GOD!" In my driveway was a brand new Infiniti G37. I frigin loved this car. It was black, with black rims and blacked out windows, it was so damn hot. "Jay told me what happened to your car, so I thought I would buy you a new one." I was speechless. "Thank you dad... really, I appreciate it." Maybe I shouldn't of accepted it, but screw that, I was taking it.
"Your welcome, now get to school and learn something." I laughed and we said goodbye. I jumped into my new baby and headed off to school. The day was looking up and I was ready for it. Let's just hope they don't blow this car up...
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Kinda  boring chapter but oh wells, I'll but some more action in it next update :D