Chapter 165: Center of Attention
Despite spending a large portion of my life learning how to behave properlyâwhat to say and how to say it in various situationsâI was still unable to muster up the appropriate words to respond to Claire.
I could only see any sort of apology or consolation coming off as pitiful or insensitive; after all, how could I dare tell her âitâll be okayâ after complaining about my lack of progress in the one part of her life sheâd never be able to get back, let alone improve?
To my surprise, Claire breathed out a soft laugh.
âIâm sorryâitâs just your expression. If I didnât know better, I wouldâve thought youâd just swallowed a bug or something,â she explained, noticing my confusion. âDonât worry. Iâve pretty much come to terms with it.â
âBut still...â I muttered.
âItâs fine,â Claire dismissed, shaking her head. âIâve already told my uncle this, but I plan on helping out where I can at the Bladeheart Sword Institution my family runs. I figured that training new soldiers could be my way of helping out in this war.â
I didnâtâcouldnât respond. She was the one who almost died and was now unable to practice magic, yet she was the one trying to lift the mood while I stood here, disheartened.
âClaire!â a clear voice suddenly boomed from behind.
The two of us gazed up to see the eldest son of the Glayder family and his sister at the top of the steps. Prince Curtisâs eyes were locked onto Claire, his sharp brows furrowed in concern and frustration. Princess Kathyln, wrapped in a shimmering white dress, though known for being expressionless, had red eyes lined with tears, her delicate pale hands clenched by her sides.
Before Claire could even say a word, the two of them rushed down and embraced their former leader.
âItâs nice seeing you both, too,â Claire puffed, struggling to breathe.
Prince Curtis released Claire, his expression still a mixture of worry and anger. âDo you know how worried all of us were? You being here means youâre okay, right?â
âWhat happened?â Kathyln added.
I took a seat and watched the three of them catch up. Claire told Curtis and Kathyln the same story sheâd told me. Seeing their faces darken, I imagined that I mustâve looked very similar to them now.
Just like me, Curtis froze, unable to form a response after Claire revealed her inability to manipulate mana. However, to my surprise, Kathyln spoke up.
âYouâre very strong,â she responded.
She lifted her watery gaze and locked eyes with her former leader. âI think that being able to overcome such a huge obstacle and move forward with a smile says much more about you than the color of a mana core ever will.â
Stunned at her powerful words. I shifted my gaze to see that Claire had stiffened from the princessâs response.
Tears began rolling down her cheeks. âHuh?â
Surprised at her state, Claire hurriedly wiped them away with her palms but the tears refused to stop. âTh-This is embarrassing. I canât believe Iâm crying now.â
My chest throbbed, watching her cry as Princess Kathyln embraced her once again. Curtis turned to me and dipped his head but otherwise, the two of them remained silent.
Claireâs sniffles soon turned to chuckles as she laughed at her own state. âLook at me. I was barely presentable before, and now Iâm a teary, snotty mess!â
âWho are you trying to be presentable for?â I teased, eliciting a laugh out of the three of them. Like that, the ice had melted and I walked to them.
âPrincess Tessia,â Curtis smiled as he nodded politely. âI apologize for not greeting you right away.â
âPrincess Tessia,â Kathyln echoed, dipping her head.
âNo problem.â I smiled back. âAnd we should be able to be a bit more comfortable with each other considering we were once schoolmates. Right, Curtis, Kathyln?â
âYouâre right,â Curtis grinned. âAnd yes, it has been a while, Tessia.â
âItâs nice seeing you again,â Kathyln said with a smile so faint that Iâd almost mistaken it for a twitch.
The three of us eventually settled around a patio table nearby. I wasnât particularly close to them but all four of us had a mutual friend that helped us quickly bond: Arthur.
The three of them had much to say about my childhood friend and soon enough, we were sharing laughs about stories involving him.
âHe always seems so put together and mature,â Claire chuckled. âAnd then I spot him doing weird things, like fighting over the meat on his plate with his bond at the cafeteria.â
âTell me about it. Iâve known him for more than a decade and I still canât always put my finger on what heâs thinking,â I sighed.
âWhat was Arthur like when he was younger?â Kathyln asked.
I had to think for a moment before answering. âI remember him being much colder. He kept his distance from everyone. Even during the times we laughed together and teased each other, there always seemed to be some restraint on his part. Of course, I had no clue back then, but looking back now, Arthur has come a long way as a decent person.â
âThereâve been moments when I was truly jealous of him though,â Curtis admitted, scratching his cheek in embarrassment.
âHeâs certainly someone most guys would be jealous of when it comes to magic and fighting, but heâs rather lacking in other aspects,â I replied.
âAnd what aspects might that be?â Claire grinned deviously. âIs it perhaps knowing the female heart?â
âI didnât have a specific aspect in mind!â I looked away, hoping the evening sky would mask my burning cheeks.
Claire turned her head to the quiet princess. âYour most fearsome rival in love canât even admit to her feelings, Kathyln.â
âWhat? Rival in love?â Curtis exclaimed, turning to his sister as well. âWho? Arthur?â
The princessâs once pale face turned such a bright shade of red, I feared she might pass out. âN-No. I mean, it doesnât matter. I think Arthur suits Princess Tessia much more.â
âThat wonât do!â Claire continued to tease. âYou canât give up without a fight.â
Curtis jumped in, lecturing his sister about how sheâs too young to date, while Kathyln denied all accusations made by Claire, taking quick peeks at me.
I smiled along, but I also took a long look at the princess sitting across from me. Large, dark eyes with long, thick lashes on a face so small you could cover it with one hand. Milky complexion and such a small, delicate body that even I wanted to protect. On top of the fact that she was an extremely gifted deviant conjurer, she had no flaws.
I wonder if Arthur prefers the cute, reserved type.
âTessia?â
I snapped out of my daze at the sound of Curtisâs voice. âAh, sorry. I was thinking of something else.â
âItâs okay. I was just curious where Arthur was. I havenât seen him anywhere around hereâ
âI saw him this morning,â I answered. âHe was still recovering so I didnât think heâd make it to the event but it turns out he will.â
âArthur got hurt?â Kathyln blurted, surprising her brother and Claire.
I nodded. âHeâs okay now. Supposedly, it was a blunder on his part, but I feel like theyâre not telling me everything.â
âArthur isnât the type to make a blunder during a fight,â Curtis noted. âI wonder what happened.â
Claire let out a deep breath. âYou know... I really have come to terms with my injury, but if thereâs one thing I regret, itâs being unable to fight by Arthurâs side during this war.â
âIâm curious as to what heâd be like too. If heâs anything like how he was during the incident at Xyrus, I know itâd be worth it,â Curtis said.
Memories of when the soldiers and I found Arthur atop the mountain of corpses still sent chills down my spine. It was a part of Arthur I wouldnât mind not seeing ever again.
We continued our conversations until it had become apparent by the drastic increase in noise level that something was going on.
âI think itâs about time we went back to the main hall,â Claire suggested, getting up. The rest of us began following her up the steps when she suddenly came to a stop.
âWhatâs wrong?â I called out as she stood rigidly at the top of the stairs, but my concern had been answered by the time we reached her.
Donning an elegant set of armor composed only of a pauldron and greaves made of mithril was the Lance Zero, Varay Aurae. Traditions that dated back to when the receivers of these legendary artifacts operated in the shadows forced them to be regarded only by their aliases.
After these bestowees were made public as lances, these âcode namesâ were rarely used, but I always thought that they were kind of cool.
âMaster.â Kathyln immediately bowed.
âGeneral Varay,â I greeted.
âGood evening.â she nodded, switching her gaze from Kathyln to her brother and back to me. âIâm here to escort you three during the event. Of course, Miss Bladeheart is welcome to join.â
âClaire. Are you okay?â I asked, shaking her gently.
Taking a step back, she turned to me with a wry smile. âY-Yeah, itâs just that since I canât use mana anymore, General Varayâs auraâeven suppressedâparalyzed me for a second. Iâm fine now,â she hurriedly added, seeing the concerned expressions on all three of our faces.
We continued walking, but my thoughts shifted back to Claire and all of the things that she was now incapable of doing that we had all taken for granted.
âEven in a place like this, they stand out,â a voice murmured a few feet away, pulling me away from my thoughts.
âYou really have to put them at a whole different standard,â another voice whispered, this time closer. âAnd here I thought the girls at Kalberk were pretty.â
âYouâre into those prim and proper ladies?â his friend replied. âIâve heard that the girls down at Blackbend are more âwilling,â if you know what I mean.â
His friend hid a snicker behind a gloved fist but immediately petrified when he realized my eyes were on him. I suppressed the urge to rebuke them; I probably wouldâve done so in a volume that everyone could hear in the past, but this wasnât anything new nor worth causing a scene over. Besides, my glare seemed enough to shut him up for now.
Needless to say, walking alongside General Varay with Curtis, Kathyln and the mysterious child of the Bladeheart family that had never been seen after the Xyrus incident until now, heads turned left and right. Looking around, I could see men of noble households nudging their companions, trying to be discreet the same way the girls tried to be discreet while they ogled Curtis.
I had to admit that, while he and Darvus wore very similar styles of clothing, the two couldnât look more different. While Darvusâwith his hair slicked back and attire ornamented with a bit too much goldâlooked more like an overdressed thug than a noble, there was no doubt for anyone here that Curtis was royalty.
Walking through the hall filled with staring nobles, I was grateful to have General Varay by our side. Even the more bold nobles didnât dare step in our direction with a lance beside us.
Claire leaned toward me. âHow do you guys get used to getting this much attention? Itâs absolutely nerve-wracking.â
I smiled and whispered back. âJust donât trip over your own feet.â
âGreat.â She looked down. âNow, Iâm conscious of my own walking.â
Arriving near the front of the stage, I caught sight of my parents along with the rest of the Council seated against the wall when the entire hall suddenly darkened.
Gasps of surprise and mutters of confusion erupted. While I wasnât able to enhance my vision like augmenters could, assimilating with the elderwood guardian had greatly improved my senses to the point where I could even see that the members of the Council were trading puzzled glances at one another.
The noise inside the hall slowly died down, as most had begun to assume that this was part of the event, until only the soft ruffling of clothes could be heard.
Footsteps echoed on top of the wooden stage, creating even more suspense amongst the guests until an illuminating artifact floating above the stage shined a pillar of light at the stage to reveal my grandfather.
âThank you all for waiting!â his sharp voice rang with authority, evoking applause from the nobles, but I could only groan in embarrassment.
Everyone seemed to love the theatrics but I found them tacky. My grandfather, the person with highest authority in Dicathen during this war, had certainly dressed for the part. With a rich burgundy robe embellished with gold trimming and gleaming black jewels. Even his hair seemed to shimmer like pearlsâmost likely with the help of the lightingâas he stood straight with his hands folded behind him.
After the applause died down, my grandfather spoke. âFirst, let me apologize to everyone here. I know that little was said about the purpose of this event. This was done intentionallyânot for security and certainly not for safety. No, this was done for the sake of surprising each and every person here today.â
Heads turned as nobles looked to one another in confusion, making sure that they had heard right.
âYes, you all heard correctly,â he chuckled. âSome positive news in the form of a surprise is something we all need in these times of duress.â
Murmurs of agreement sounded from those around us.
âSo... as Iâve kept you all waiting enough, allow me to present to you our first step toward victory in this war! We have come today to commend the one responsible for eradicating a central power of the enemy sideâa retainer!â My grandfather stepped to the side as a whirring noise resounded from below. The stage split in half as gruesome figure clad in a tomb of ice was raised.
The nobles closest to the stage all took several steps back out of fear, some of the weaker ones even stumbling.
Falling into a stupor as I gazed at the Vritra, I felt someone tugging on my arm. Looking back, I saw Claire barely managing to stay standing as her face turned deadly white. âClaire?â
I hurriedly grabbed ahold of my friend, keeping her upright by her waist. âDo you want to go further back?â
âNo.â She shook her head. âI need to be able to at least endure this much.â
It pained me to see someone I had once looked up to be so helpless, but I let her be and turned back toward the stage. For a being to be able to emanate such a noxious aura even after death, I could only imagine how strong it mustâve been.
When I first saw that the Vritra had been encased in ice, and to such a degree that I felt its chill from back here, my gaze unconsciously turned to General Varay, but she looked as stunned as everyone else in the room.
And her gaze wasnât fixed on the disfigured monster.
I looked back to the stage to see another person coming from the back, hidden in the shadows behind the column of light shining down at the retainer encased in ice.
And while I shouldâve come to expect something like this after all these years, I didnât. Just like General Varay and everyone else in this hall, I was stunned as Arthur stepped into view for everyone to see.