Chapter 147: Role
As Virion and Aldir headed back to the castle, I remained behind to wish my mother and father, who were insistent about rejoining the Twin Horns and helping out in the war, off. As we said our goodbyes, I had tried to dissuade them from going near the western shore where the fighting would be the heaviest, but they were against it.
What frustrated me was that I couldnât blame them for it either; for them, this land was their home and protecting it was only natural. For me, maybe there was a certain amount of detachment despite growing up here since I remembered my previous life. I treated Dicathen as my home because this was where my family was, and it was a large factor as to why I decided to fight against the Vritra.
Removing the last of my armor, I sank down into my seat and let out a deep breath.
âDamn it,â I cursed, rubbing my temples.
âGetting into an argument with them wasnât the best way to part,â Sylvie spoke as she laid down, resting her head on her paws from the top of the polished tea table.
âThank you for enlightening meââI rolled my eyesââI just donât understand why they wouldnât listen to my advice. I didnât say anything wrong.â
âYou basically told them to go off into some remote area and stay hidden,â she replied.
âThose were not the words I used,â I retorted, kicking off my boots.
âBut thatâs what you meant.â
âI just want them to stay safe,â I murmured, conceding.
Sylvie hopped off the tea table and onto the armrest of my chair. âIf they were more concerned about their own safety, your parents wouldnât have cared to join the war.â
âWell, Iâm more concerned about my familyâs safety than this war. Iâm thankful that theyâre at least leaving Ellie behind, but that doesnât mean they should just go out risking their lives.â
My bond nodded her head. âI know.â
âIâm just hoping that they know Iâm concerned for them as their son, not as some...â I let my voice trail off as I let out another deep sigh.
âItâs going to be hard for them to discern now that they know,â Sylvie said softly, placing a comforting paw on my arm.
I sank lower into my seat as I stared at my bond for a moment. âWhen exactly did you figured out what I was, anyway?â
âI think Iâve always known, but I just could never come up with the term to describe it. We do share thoughts, after all.â
âEvery thought?â I asked, stunned.
âMhmm.â
âBut you only answered when I directly spoke to you. And I donât hear your thoughts unless youâre speaking directly to my mind.â
âFor me, speaking to your mind is much like speaking out loud. Iâve learned to keep some thoughts hidden; I canât say the same for you though,â she giggled.
My eyes grew wide in horror. âThat meansââ
âDo I know about your constant emotional turmoil when it comes to Tessia? Yup,â she grinned.
I let out a groan.
âDonât worry. Iâve listened to all of your fleeting thoughts since I was born. I didnât start understanding until a bit later, but Iâve grown used to it over the years,â she consoled, her sharp teeth still showing as her grin remained.
âWell, I havenât âgrown used toâ anything at all,â I grumbled.
Sylvieâs grin faded as she stared at me with her bright yellow eyes. âWeâre going to battle soon. Grandfather told me while training me that while Iâm still far from reaching the level of a true asura, his blood still runs through me. This means that, while I can fight alongside you in this war, Iâm not invincible. The best way to stay alive is to rely on each other.â
âOf course,â I said, confused by what brought this on.
âIâm saying this because I have things that Iâve hidden from youâthings Iâve just found out recently, and I feel like youâre the only one that I can trust with my life,â she replied, reading my mind.
âSylv, you know that you can trust me with whatever it is. Iâve raised you since you were born, after all.â
âThank you.â My bond hopped off the armrest and onto my seat and rested her head on my lap.
There was a moment of silence as I pondered what she said. I knew she could read my thoughts but, as she mentioned, it really didnât matter. No matter how curious I was, I didnât bother asking her what these âthingsâ were that she had found out; she wouldâve already told me if she wanted to. What worried me was the fact that this was the first time she had expressed any sort of fear for her life. Despite our numerous encounters with dangerous situations, she had always remained strong and fearless, but now, I could feel her apprehension toward this war.
I gently stroked Sylvieâs soft head. âHow did you get so smart anyway? It seems like ever since coming back from Epheotus, youâve had this huge growth. And donât get me started on your growing ego.â
âYouâre just bitter because youâre taking life advice from a fox younger than you. And Iâve always been a fast learnerâwhy do you think I always stayed on top of your head?â
âSo you were learning by observing our surroundings?â I asked.
âYup. And it helps that you know a lot and I have free access to your thoughts,â she confirmed as she nestled in closer to my leg.
I could tell she was tired so, while I had a thousand questions about her seemingly sudden change in demeanor, I knew I had to wait.
My eyes remained focused on the steady breathing of my bond as she slept soundly. She hadnât really changed much. There was still a sense of immaturity in her voice despite the change in the way she spoke; It felt like she was forcing herself to become more mature.
I wasnât sure what Lord Indrath had drilled into my bond while training her but one thing was for sureâshe had become aware that she was an asura.
As Sylvieâs breathing became slower and more rhythmic, I leaned my head back on the chair, staring up at the flat ceiling of my room as I organized my thoughts.
While Virion and the rest didnât know this, Windsom had told me what Agrona and the rest of his clan was like. He and the rest of the Vritra had been experimenting on what the asuras called âlesser racesâ even before they had escaped to Alacrya. The few accounts of mages that had appeared at the Wall werenât anything special, but I knew they were simply cannon fodder meant to create mayhem with the mana beasts under their control to divide our forces.
If what Windsom said was true, then the horde of ships approaching our shores would include mages with asura blood coursing through their veins. And this was centuries ago. I could only imagine how much they had progressed since then and what they would do to the people of Dicathen if the Vritra won this siege. This place would just become a breeding ground for soldiers that Agrona would use to conquer Epheotus.
âArthur.â
The hoarse baritone voice snapped me out of my thoughts. âIsnât there some sort of etiquette to knock when entering someoneâs room, or at least using the door for that matter?â
âThe tone of your response tells me things didnât go well with the business that you had to take care of?â Aldir said as he calmly took on the couch across from me.
âWhy are you here? I thought you would be with the Council,â I said, ignoring his words.
âThere is something that I need from you,â Aldir replied, his glowing purple eyeâs piercing gaze directed at me.
I stared back, my gaze unwavering. âAnd what is that?â
There was a tense silence until Aldir let out a sigh.
âYour help,â Aldir admitted. âLord Indrath told me to rely on your judgment throughout the course of this war, and after your speech earlier, I think I understand why.â
âWhat did Lord Indrath mean when he said to rely on my judgment?â I asked. As I sat up, Sylvie stirred awake but drifted back to sleep almost immediately after.
âLord Indrath realized that your contribution to this war shouldnât be limited to just being a sword. While there will be times when youâll be needed in the field, sending you out to every battle that occurs will only tire you out. The times when you wonât be needed, youâll be by my side in the council, strategizing with us and giving us your input.â
âLet me get this straight; you want a sixteen-year-old making life-changing decisions with the Council?â I scoffed.
âAside from the fact that you are just a lesser, youâre not a normal child. Donât think that this eye is just a pretty decoration. I knew there was something off about you the first time weâd met, but it was only by Lord Indrathâs words that I had realized just how much.â
âIs there something I get in return for helping you?â I asked, resting my head on my hand.
Aldirâs eye narrowed. âI came in good faith to ask for your help, but it is to both of our benefit that you cooperate. Losing this war means either dying, getting enslaved, or worse. Not just for you, but for your loved ones as well.â
âYou couldâve at least thrown me a bone,â I sighed. âYeah, Iâll help, but Iâm not sure how much of my advice the Council is willing to listen to. Virion might listen, but everyone else...â
âLet me worry about that,â Aldir replied. âBesides, you wonât only be in meetings. I have other plans for you as well.â
âWhen you say âother plansâ like that, it sounds kind of ominous,â I chuckled.
âAs I said; you are a powerhouse in this warâmaybe more so than the lances given a few years. I would certainly not waste your abilities by having you sit through those lessersâI mean the Councilâbicker with one another.â
I shook my head and let out a helpless laugh. âIt must be frustrating for you, being here and restrained from helping despite the amount of manpower you could provide just by yourself.â
âMy time will come. If the defense of this siege is successful, then our army of asuras will be able to take care of Agrona and his weakened force with the help of the Dicathen army.â
âIt seems like this war is far from over,â I sighed.
âYes, but this fight will be the start of a new era. If Dicathen wins and fights alongside us asuras, Agrona and his clan of traitors and mutts will fall and everyone will gain access to a new continent.â
Aldir sounded hopeful, almost excited, despite usual calm demeanor.
âYouâve lost someone to Agrona, havenât you?â I asked, seeing the expression on the asuraâs face.
âMany of us lost a loved one in that battleâno, it would be better described as a massacre,â Aldir answered, the brow underneath his third eye twitching.
âWell, you heard what I said to Virion; I have no intentions of losing this war, but if youâre going to ask my help in this, you need to trust in the advice that I do give.â
Letting out a laugh through his nose, he replied, âNever did I think that in all my years, a lesser would speak to me like this.â
âWell, these lessers are fighting your battles for you, so at least have the decency to call them by the names of their actual race,â I replied with a smirk.
âYou ask for a lot, Arthur Leywin, but very well.â The white-haired asura stood up, smoothing out the creases in his ivory robe. âItâs about time I headed back down to the meeting room. It worries me every time I leave those lessâpeople alone for too long. We will be expecting you shortly.â
I let out a chuckle. âSure, Iâll go down soon, but Iâm curious about something.â
âWhat is it?â the asura replied, looking back over his shoulder.
âThe two remaining lances that couldnât join us today. I know you said two years ago that theyâre working under you, but you didnât kill them or something, right?â
Aldir shook his head. âEven I wouldnât be so rash as to kill a lance on a whim. While political envoys can be replaced, the power of a lance can take years to develop, even if they had a particularly high compatibility with the artifact. I planned on bringing up the subject on those two at the meeting, but since you brought it up, Iâd like your input on this matter.â
I nodded fervently as the asura revealed what he had been planning by using the two lances, when an idea struck me. My lips curled into a wicked grin as I let out a devious laugh. âNot bad, but I have a better idea.â