I sat on the couch as still as a rock, staring mindlessly at the blaring television. It was the last channel my dad ever watched. I was numb even when Zaff sat next to me, patiently watching my every move as he pulled on a pair of jeans.
I watched as Ruston, Chad, and Oscar carried a rolled-up rug out the front door after shifting out of their werewolf forms.
My dadâs body was inside that rug.
Time seemed to stand still as I wondered one question. Why couldnât I have had a normal family? I just murdered my own father.
âAm I a monster?â I asked out loud in a bleak voice.
âNot even close,â said Zaff, also watching his pack carry the body out. âHe was the true monster. No father should ever hurt his daughter the way he did to you. You are free from him now.â
âNo, youâre right,â I sighed, looking down at my hands covered in my dadâs blood. âHe was a monster my entire life- ever since he found out I was a beta.â
âIâm so sorry.â
âHe never liked me,â I said. âI hoped deep down he loved me but was afraid to show it. But he didnât have an ounce of love to give. He even killed his own wife.â
âNo, he didnât,â said a shrill voice from the front door.
I turned my head to see my mom bursting into the house with a little boy in tow.
Wait, she wasnât dead.
She was very much alive when she walked in. She wore a black hat with ribbons and a black lace dress. Her hair had greyed considerably, and her face had wrinkled over the years.
âYouâre alive,â I breathed.
âYou killed him!â she screeched with a hand over her chest. Tears were running down her face as if she was in physical pain. âDo you know how it feels to lose a mate? I felt it the minute you killed him.â
I didnât say anything as she continued to scream and rant right in front of my little brother. I couldnât believe she was acting this way, but it was better for me to stay quiet than add fuel to the fire.
âSettle down,â barked Zaff, but that made her angrier.
âYou!â she screamed, jabbing her long pointer finger at his chest. âYou helped my evil daughter kill Alan, didnât you?!â
âSister,â said a second female voice joining us in the living room.
My eyes widened with shock upon seeing Aunt Julie joining us with three alphas standing behind her. I was dismayed to see the mark on her neck, which meant the alphas had successfully claimed her.
I could barely focus on my aunt and her alphas since my mom was going off the rails at me. She tried to approach me but Zaff immediately stood up and blocked my sight of her.
âYouâre all murderers,â my mom wailed at the loss of her mate, falling to her knees in the middle of the living room.
âThere, there,â said my aunt, who hugged my mom. She winked at me, and I felt a little bit better. I wasnât the one who destroyed my family.
I really couldnât believe what was happening. The little boy standing at the door caught my attention. His big brown eyes looked frightened as he watched his mother collapse into tears.
My little brother was scared. And I had to take him out of here.
Everyone else forgotten, I headed towards him and knelt so I was his height.
âDo you want to play outside?â
âOkay,â he said uncertainly.
When I had finally gotten him out of the house, I tried to avoid the areas where there was fresh dirt dug up in the backyard.
âWhatâs your name?â I asked as he kicked a red ball around half-heartedly.
âEddie,â he said.
âHi, Eddie,â I said, noticing the similarities of our facial structures right away and our similar hair color. I felt sad that he still had to live with my mother. She didnât do crap to save me from Alan. But he looked like he was well-taken care of and chubby.
His white sneakers also showed that he could have been spoiled because no one had bought me anything new in my entire life growing up here.
âHow old are you?â I asked.
âIâm five,â he said, looking at me in surprise when I kicked the ball back to him. He probably didnât have many people partaking in games with him.
âMy name is Bree,â I said.
âLike the picture?â he asked.
âWhat?â
âFollow me,â he said, running back into the house. He was heading to my old room, and I didnât want him to go there after our dad was literally murdered there an hour ago. My mother had quieted down as my aunt consoled her. Zaff and his pack were standing huddled in the kitchen as they discussed something amongst themselves.
Zaff looked over at me curiously as I chased Eddie up the stairs to stop him from going into the room.
But there wasnât a drop of blood anywhere, and the only different thing was that the rug was gone. If I saw even one drop of blood on the wall, I would throw up, so I didnât inspect too hard.
âWhat are you doing?â I asked out of breath. He darted into the closet and pushed the door open, pointing to a scratch on the back of the door.
âIt says your name,â he said proudly.
I had completely forgotten about that. As a kid, Iâd lock myself in the closet and scribble on the back of the closet door when I didnât want to hear my parents arguing.
âYou know how to read?â
âDuh,â he said, rolling his eyes.
âI used to live here,â I said, hesitant to tell him the truth about who I was and if Mom would get angry. But she was such a disappointment for most of my life, and I didnât care anymore. âIâm your older sister.â
âSister?â
âYes,â I said, watching his face closely.
In seconds, his face broke into a wide smile, and his eyes lit up as he rushed towards me to give me a huge hug. I hugged him back, and tears sprung to my eyes in an instant.
âI always wanted a brother or a sister,â he said, voice muffled against my shirt.
âMe too,â I said, unable to let go of my baby brother. âI will always love you no matter what. If you ever need anything, Iâll be there for you.â
Downstairs was a depressing mess of crying, compared to my joy of reconnecting with my brother. We joined our mother, and this time, she was sniffling into a bunch of tissues, considerably calmer than before. The alphas had all left the house, instead chatting outside but keeping an eye on us inside.
My aunt was sitting next to my mom on the couch with her arm around her shoulders. I hugged my aunt and gave her a silent nod before addressing my mom.
âMom, I feel bad you have to go through this,â I said. âBut Iâm not sorry that Alan is gone.â
Her bloodshot eyes widened at my words.
âI know you never liked him,â she said. âBut thatâs not a good excuse to kill him.â
âHe tried to kill me,â I said. âAnd he said you were dead.â
âWhat?â she asked, hiccupping.
âWhat happened, Mom? Whereâs Rodmon, your second mate?â
âHe diverged from the pack,â she said, sighing heavily. âHe was my first true love, but he couldnât protect me from Alan.â
âHe left?â I asked, not so shocked. Alan was a lot, and that was the only way Rod could have saved himself. But I didnât appreciate him leaving my mother all alone and vulnerable.
âHe did. He couldnât take it anymore.â
âSo why are you crying over Alan?â
âDaughter, I wish I could tell you a reasonable answer,â she said, with tears flooding her eyes again. âBut when you experience the loss of a mate, it makes you want to join them.â
âBut he was horrible.â
âNo matter how terrible your mate is,â she said. âYou will still bond to them. You will bond with your entire pack. I lost both of them.â
She began to sob again while clutching her heart, and I bit my lip in uncertainty as I watched her. She couldnât be faking all this.
âIâm sorry,â I said. âBut you still have your children.â
âDonât be,â she said. âI wish I had been a better mother to you, and you didnât deserve anything Alan did or said to you. You are perfect the way you are, and youâve grown into such a beautiful person.â
I rubbed the tears from my eyes, shocked to hear those words from her.
âI donât know if I can fully forgive you now,â I said, and she nodded. âBut in time, I hope itâll get easier.â
We hugged, and I had to force myself not to cry into her shoulder. I didnât trust her yet, and the years of pain within me were not easy to erase completely.
Later that day, we were all gathered at my auntâs house since the ghost of Alan seemed to linger at my parentsâ house. Everyone was in better spirits, and the males had gone out to buy dinner. My mom was organizing the dining room despite crying every few minutes. I had been wanting to talk to my aunt all day when her new alphas werenât around, and finally, I had the chance while she dug for paper plates in the bottom cabinet.
I couldnât stop staring at the bite mark on her neck. Three small puncture wounds indicated the marking that had taken place.
âAuntie,â I said. âI think we can escape tonight.â
She pushed her gray hair back from her face and bit her lip.
âI have to tell you something, Bree,â she said as she sat on the kitchen floor.
My palms turned clammy, and my pulse started to race. Deep down, I already knew what she was going to say. And I wasnât thrilled about it.
She was an omega, after all.
âYes, Auntie?â
âI donât want to leave them,â she said slowly. âI believe Iâm meant to be in their pack. And you can live with us as our daughter.â
I shut my eyes tight with annoyance.
âItâs the claiming mark thatâs blinding you from whatâs really going on,â I said. âThe alphas kidnapped you, Auntie. You really canât be serious.â
âBut I am serious,â she said passionately. âThey really care about me, and we spent a half-day in the best hotel Iâve ever been at.â
âOkay, I donât need to know the details,â I said. âI just want to make sure youâre not brainwashed.â
âIâm not dear,â she said. âItâs nice not having to worry at my old age and having alphas taking care of me.â
âBut they have an omega already. Did you know about that?â
âYes, they told me what kind of affliction she has,â she said slowly. âThey have a heart not to break things up with her, no matter how eccentric she might be. I plan to be her best friend and be there for whatever she needs.â
My aunt got along with anyone, and I started to see how this might work out for her even though I may disagree with her choice of lifestyle.
But something within me felt broken.
âIâm going to miss living with you in our trailer,â I said, letting out a long sigh and wondering what I was going to do with my life.
âIâll miss taking care of you as if you were my own. But itâs time for you to be free and live as you want. Either with the humans or here with me.â