I sit in the stands with Hendrix on one side and Lori and Kian on the other.
The noise from the rest of the Titans fans surrounding us makes the seat beneath me vibrate. I donât need to fuel my nerves. Theyâre already out of control.
Iâve watched Wilder play a million times before. But I have never been this invested.
Thanks to him and his passion for the sport, I know everything about the Titan roster for this season. I know everyoneâs strengths and weaknesses. I know the players he thinks are going to make it to the NFL and the ones he doesnât think have it. I know how much he respects his coach, and how much he looks up to Benny and a couple of other teammates who have become close friends to me and Hendrix now as well as Wilder.
Iâm no longer just here to support Wilder; Iâm here for all of them. For the team, my extended family.
âAre you okay?â Lori asks, squeezing my hand as if thatâll help.
âYeah, of course. Why?â
âYou look like youâre about to vomit.â
Honestly, I might.
I just need to see him. Everything will settle once he comes running out onto the field.
He knows where weâre sitting, and something tells me that heâll be searching me out just as much as I do him.
He was disappointed with where they finished last year, so heâs feeling the pressure already to ensure that they go all the way this season. And of course, theyâre starting the season going head-to-head with last yearâs national champions.
He has this idea that if they can beat them tonight, theyâve got a one-way ticket to the final next year.
I want it for him so much. I just wish I could do something to help, aside from being his number-one cheerleader.
âTheyâve got this,â she says confidently.
âI know,â I choke out.
Hendrix reaches over and squeezes my knee. On the outside, he appears to be much calmer, but I know the truth. Beneath his cool facade, heâs freaking out too.
I gaze out over purple-filled stands opposite us and try to imagine what it must have been like for them earlier in the year when their team lifted that trophy.
Goosebumps erupt and rush down my arms as I think about just how epic that must be. All those years of hard work, the sacrifices theyâve made for the game they love and to make it right to the endâ¦
Itâs going to happen.
Wilder deserves so much good and happiness in his life.
All the bad shit is behind us now. From here on out, our lives are going to be full of laughter and light, and wins. All the freaking wins.
Suddenly, the crowd around us erupts when smoke begins to billow from the Titansâ tunnel.
âOh my god,â I breathe as we jump to our feet to watch our boys appear.
Hendrix grabs one of my hands as Lori continues to grip the other, and the second he appears, I scream bloody murder for him.
And just as I predicted, the second he clears the smoke, his eyes lock on my position.
He lifts his hand to his mouth and blows me a kiss.
My heart shatters all over the floor right there and then.
Iâm so lost in him that I donât realize that everyone is looking at me until Hendrix points at the jumbotron where a replay of that sweet moment is playing with little hearts on the screen.
My face burns beet red, and I turn to hide in Hendrixâs chest.
âOh no, heâs going to want you watching,â Hendrix says, pulling me back so I can focus on the field.
When I look back at Wilder, heâs laughing.
No one else would be able to tell because heâs wearing his helmet, but I know, and so does Hendrix.
âIâve never seen him happier than he has been this year.â
âI could say the same thing about you,â I shoot right back.
âYouâre all happier than Iâve ever seen you,â Lori says, using her proud mom voice. âYouâre all good for each other.â
Unable to argue with them, I keep my mouth shut and watch the coin toss. Both teams line up ready to begin, and my nerves quadruple.
âTheyâve got this.â
Benny claps Wilder on the shoulder and then everyone stops.
Please, please, please, I silently beg.
But then the ball is snapped and all my fear and nerves drift away as I watch Wilder do what he does best.
It feels like the entire stadium erupts when we get our first touchdown of the game in the third down.
âSee,â Hendrix says smugly once the volume has reduced. âI told you.â
The game continues with the Titans dominating.
At no point do they lose their win, and by the time the final whistle blows, the previously excited sea of purple is looking a little dejected.
I guess it just goes to show that a winning streak never lasts. Itâs been a long time since their huge championship win. The roster has changed, and many of their senior players last year are now embarking on their rookie year in the NFL.
As the guys celebrate, Wilder looks up at us and rips his helmet off.
The smile and happiness on his face takes my breath away.
It takes every ounce of restraint I possess to keep my feet on the ground and not run to him. All I want to do is jump into his arms and tell him how proud I am.
We sit there long after the players have celebrated and disappeared into their locker room.
Iâm still buzzing, and I know that Hendrix and Lori are too.
Weâre all going out for dinner before Lori and Kian need to fly back out.
We invited them to the teamâs party tonight, but unsurprisingly theyâve graciously declined.
Kian might be up for a laugh, but Iâm not sure a college football party is really him. His younger brother Kieran would be, though. But then, he is just one of the guys. Heâd probably love a throwback to an old-school college party now heâs living it up in the NFL.
Once weâre confident that Coach will let them out soon, we make our way out of the stadium and around to the locker room exit.
Thereâs a small crowd gathered, many of the playersâ friends and families, but obviously there are more than a handful of jersey chasers hoping to get in on the celebrating early.
The wait is excruciating, and when the door finally opens, my heart jumps into my throat. But heâs not there. Instead, Benny and a few others come running out.
Bennyâs eyes light up at the sight of someone waiting for him, and when I follow his line of sight, I find a blonde lady holding the cutest little girl.
She squeals and holds her hands out for him. He rushes over, takes her in his arms, and spins her around. The pair of them laugh like no one is watching. Itâs incredible. And when I look at the lady, sheâs got tears shining in her eyes.
âThatâs Bennyâs sister and niece,â a familiar voice whispers in my ear.
My entire world freezes as my brain tries to catch up.
âWilder,â I squeal, spinning around and jumping into his arms.
âHey, little rebel. Were you waiting for me?â he asks before finding my lips and kissing me as if weâre not surrounded by people⦠and his big sister.
âIâm so proud of you,â I whisper as he kisses along my jaw. âYou were so awesome.â
âI was, wasnât I?â
âModest too,â Hendrix says, clapping him on the shoulder.
Wilder releases me and embraces Lori. âThank you for coming.â
âYou know we wouldnât have missed it for the world. Are you hungry?â
The two of them share a look. We all know that Wilder is ravenous after a game.
âYeah,â he says nonchalantly, âI could eat.â
âIâve found a place that does wings just a few blocks away. Sound good?â
âSounds good,â Wilder says, holding his hand out for Kian.
âGreat game. Kieran said to tell you that you smashed it.â
Wilder preens at the praise. Kieran tried to get here for Wilderâs first game of the season, but he couldnât make it happen. He promised to watch, though, which made Wilderâs day.
Together, the five of us head toward our cars and then the restaurant Kian has found with matching smiles on our faces.
âCome and dance with me,â Wilder slurs when he finds me hanging out with some of his teammatesâ girlfriends on the couches in the living room.
The guys have been playing some kind of drinking game in the kitchen, and we decided it was something we didnât need to witness.
The party is raging around us, but despite having been to a couple of team parties now, I still donât feel entirely comfortable.
Iâm just not a party girl. Although, Iâll do anything for my boys.
âAw, youâre not going to deny that face, are you?â one of the girls asks with a laugh.
Wilder puts on his best puppy dog face and holds his hand out for me.
Unable to do anything but comply with his demands, I slide my palm against his.
âGood girl,â he whispers in my ear once Iâm on my feet.
âIf youâd have lost tonight, you might have received a different response,â I tease. We both know itâs a lie. I canât deny my men anything.
He tugs me through the room, out into the hallway and then to what should be the dining room. But seeing as this is a full of college football players, itâs actually the party room with speakers permanently set up and a makeshift dance floor.
The people who are already here seem to part for us. I guess I shouldnât be surprised; Wilder is a god tonight.
âNow thatâs more like it,â Wilder muses as he pulls me into his hard body. âMissed you, Rebel.â
âI havenât been anywhere,â I point out.
âI love having you watch me play,â he confesses, his lips dropping to my neck.
A shiver of desire races down my spine, zeroing in on my clit.
The song filling the air around us fades to nothing as we move together, his hips locked against mine as his hands and lips roam.
As per his demand, Iâm still wearing his jersey. He told me that the only person whoâs allowed to take it off me tonight is him, and Iâm more than happy to comply.
His lips find mine as his hands grasp my ass, hitching his jersey higher.
For the game, I wore pants and sneakers, but for the party, Iâve gone a little⦠wild.
His kiss is frantic, almost violent, and I match him move for more.
Iâm so proud of him.
âCanât get enough of you,â he confesses into our kiss. âYouâre my everything.â
As our kiss and our touch become more and more indecent, my body temperature spikes. It can only mean one thing.
Glancing over my shoulder, I find Hendrix leaning against the door frame, watching us with heated eyes.
Oh god.
Over the past few months, the three of us have found a good rhythm, and the guys are getting pretty good at sharing.
Most nights, the three of us end up crashing in my room. We upgraded the bed early in the new year, so thereâs space for all of us to sleep comfortably. But every now and then, Iâll spend a night with each of them alone. Being together as a group is fun, but there is something so intimate and special about being one-on-one with them.
âI think we should take this upstairs, donât you, Rebel?â
âBut itâs your party,â I argue, albeit lightly.
âTrust me, the only place I really want to celebrate is upstairs with you.â
He sucks on the sweet spot beneath my ear and I cave, obviously.
âOkay. Take me to bed, Wilder Kemp.â
âFuck. I want to hear you say that every day.â
I gasp as he picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist.
âThen youâd better keep winning.â
âI fully intend to, donât worry.â
He walks us through the crowd before slowing at the door.
Hendrix is still watching us, and I expect him to follow as we move past him, but to my surprise, he stops us.
âYouâve got thirty minutes,â he states. âMake the most of her before I come and take my share.â
âB-but I won,â Wilder pouts. He doesnât mean it. Both of them love our little group activities as much as I do.
âYouâre wasting your time, hotshot,â Hendrix mocks, looking at his watch. âIf I were you, I wouldnât be standing here arguing.â
âGood point,â he mutters, taking off again. He runs us up the stairs and in only seconds, weâre in his room.
The door slams behind us and my back crashes against it.
Wilder is⦠well⦠wild. His hands frantically roam over my body, pinching and squeezing in all the right places as he kisses me into a frenzy.
In only minutes, Iâm panting and grinding myself against him, desperate for more. And just when I think the friction from his jean-covered erection will be enough, he takes a step back.
âTake your panties off,â he demands as he drags his shirt over his head.
My eyes drop to his body. Heâs worked harder than ever in preparation for this season, and it shows.
âBut leave the shoes and the jersey,â he adds.
Tucking my thumbs into the sides of my panties, I shimmy them down my legs before kicking them off.
I donât mean to send them flying, but Wilder catches them with ease and lifts them to his face.
âNow get on your knees and crawl to me. Then I want to watch you suck my dick.â
Oh, he is on fire tonight.
With my blood flowing through my veins like lava, I drop to the floor and do as Iâm told.
He watches my every move. His jaw ticks and his chest heaves with desire, and his pants⦠well theyâre barely containing his excitement.
My mouth waters to get closer and discover just how much he needs me.
âGood girl,â he praises when Iâm in front of him. âNow get him out.â
Without missing a beat, I rip his jeans open and drag both them and his boxers down his legs.
His cock glistens with precum as it bounces free. But Wilder isnât messing about, and he takes himself in hand, threads his fingers through my hair, and drags me forward.
I moan as he pushes past my lips, filling my mouth.
âArch your back,â he demands, making me frown.
Looking up, I donât find him staring down at me like I was expecting. Instead, his eyes are locked on something behind me.
Curious, I pull my head back and turn to look.
Knowing what Iâm going to find, he allows the movement, and I gasp when I discover what has him so enthralled.
Thereâs a mirror. And itâs giving him an uncompromised view of everything.
Jesus.
âFucking hot, right? Now I can see how wet your pussy gets when youâre sucking me.â I stare at our reflection, oddly enthralled by the sight.
âDonât worry, Iâve got one for home, too,â he tells me before turning me back around and pushing inside me again. âI know how badly you want to watch us fuck you.â
A moan rumbles deep in my throat at the thought.
âOur dirty girl,â Wilder mutters, his thumb caressing my cheek.
With my eyes locked on his, I suck him as deep as I can.
His lips pop open and a groan spills. It fires me up, knowing that Iâm pleasing him.
I work with fervor, wanting to drive him right to the edge, but just as his dick begins to thicken in my mouth, he pulls me back.
âNot tonight, Rebel. I have plans for how this ends, and itâs not in your mouth.â
Effortlessly, he lifts me onto the bed and then drags me on my hands and knees right to the edge.
âYou look hot as fuck,â he tells me as he pushes my jersey up to my shoulders, exposing my ass and back to him.
âWilder,â I squeal when he spanks me.
âMine,â he growls possessively.
âYours. Always yours.â
With his hand locked around my hip, he drags his cock through my folds.
âSo wet for me,â he muses before pushing the head inside.
My muscles clench, desperate to drag him deeper.
âBest celebration ever,â he announces before sinking balls deep inside me. âYes, Rebel.â
He fucks me hard and fast, using up some of the adrenaline thatâs still pumping around his body.
âWilder,â I cry as he hits me so deep over and over.
âMine,â he barks again before twisting his hand in my jersey and pulling me from the bed.
My back presses against his front as his hips continue to move.
His hands slide up my stomach to cup my breasts.
âI love you, Noelle.â
âI love you, too,â I gasp as he pinches both of my nipples before dropping one hand to my clit. âOh god.â
âIâm not coming until you do, Rebel. And I want it loud enough for Hendrix to hear.â
âYes, yes, yes,â I chant as he works me, my release building.
âDo you want us both tonight, Rebel?â
âYou know I do,â I whimper.
âGood girl. But youâre mine right now. All fucking mine,â he rasps in my ear. With one hand on my clit, the other lifts to my throat, and he squeezes with just the right amount of pressure that I shatter.
Iâm just coming down from my high when he groans and his dick jerks inside me.
âFuck, Noelle. Fuuuuck.â
No sooner has he finished than the bedroom door slams closed.
âLooks like Iâm just in time,â Hendrix says.
I donât need to turn around to know heâs smirking; I can hear it in his voice.
âWell, what are you waiting for? Sheâs ready for you.â
Wilder lifts my jersey higher, exposing my tits to Hendrix, who eagerly crawls onto the bed.
Heâs already lost his shirt and opened his pants. This boy is ready for some action.
âSo she is,â he muses before his lips find mine and his hands land on my body.
I love being with them individually, it makes me feel closer to them each time, but nothing beats us being together.
Nothing.