I felt like an escaped prisoner crossing state lines.
âSo, letâs discuss red lines.â I cracked open my laptop in front of two-time Oscar nominee Hailey Johansson, double-clicking the questionnaire I used for all my clients. âDo you have any?â
Hailey pouted from across the twelve-seater table. She twirled a tight black curl around her slender finger, her chin propped on her fist. Ethereal and breathtaking as a doe-eyed cartoon princess, she appeared bored out of her mind in the Magnolia Room of the Grand Regent, Fifth Avenue.
Yup. Iâd booked us a two-grand-an-hour table at the seven-star hotel, taking full advantage of my fake fiancéâs facilities.
When weâd entered the conference floor, men in three-piece suits had paused to gawk at us from their positions hunched over round tables and printed spreadsheets. To say we looked out of place in the backdrop of high-power investment brokers, vaulted ceilings, and million-dollar chandeliers was an understatement.
âI mean. I guess full penetration?â Hailey snapped her pink gum, her big brown eyes following handsome businessmen through the glass windows as they sailed past us. âThough, to be honest, even thatâs not a hard line if I finally win an Oscar.â
I let out a weak laugh. She stared at me, dead serious.
Filming started in less than fifteen weeks. Iâd bet my entire salary that Hailey would spend every one of them stabbing voodoo dolls of actresses who won trophies on the years of her nominations.
I cleared my throat, sipping my green tea. âThere must be something you donât feel comfortable doing.â
âNo.â
âFull nudity? Touching in specific places? A certain number of staff on set when you film the intimate scenes?â
She offered me a slow blink. âI donât think you understand, Briar. I want an Oscar. The more whacky my process is, the more chances I have to win it. For all I care, I can do a creampie scene if it earns me a win.â
I examined her from across the table, careful not to let my jaw drop to the floor. Nothing wrong with Haileyâs approach. I just wasnât used to it, as someone who worked with humans that tended to be very self-conscious about their bodies and images.
âMay I ask why you hired me, if you donât need an intimacy coordinator?â
âMy PR team thinks itâs a good idea.â She rolled her eyes. âEver since my fling with Tony DiLorenzo.â
Her âflingâ with Tony DiLorenzo was a Vegas wedding followed by an annulment. The media might have given her more grace if Tony hadnât been expecting a baby at the time with his long-term girlfriend, whom he dropped off at the hospital â just barely â to deliver the baby before running off with Hailey.
It was pretty obvious that Hailey and I wouldnât be a good professional fit, but I always tried to give people grace. Came with the territory of not being given it often growing up. I liked to think that weâre all unedited stories. That a little grace can sharpen the worldâs hardest edges.
âDo you have red lines?â Hailey slurped her green shake from a paper straw. âMaybe I can draw some inspiration from you. You seem like the touchy type.â
âYes.â I ignored her dig. âI have red lines.â
She readjusted her barely-there miniskirt, spitting her gum into a napkin and disposing it beneath the leather unholstered seat. âLike what?â
I opened my mouth to answer, when from the corner of my eye, I caught a suspicious movement next to the entrance. A tall, well-dressed figure with a mass of golden tresses and seductive lips.
I shook my head.
No. It couldnât be.
Iâd told him not to come.
Iâd warned him.
You canât even control your hormones around this man, and you want to control him?
A hysterical laugh jammed my throat as I watched Oliver weave between tables like a demon. Strawmen in sharp suits tried to grab his attention, flagging him down with half waves, desperate for his conversation.
One man caught him by the arm. Oliver stared him down, sneering at whatever he said. The businessman laughed in response, obviously embarrassed.
As if sensing my gaze, Oliverâs eyes traveled up, zeroing in on me.
His prey. His conquest. His little toy.
I swallowed hard as Hailey screwed her face, clearly annoyed.
âHello? What are your red lines, Briar? I could use some inspiration. I donât want my co-star to think that Iâm easy. I heard heâs single, you know.â
Oh, so now you care.
I wrenched my glare from Ollie with whatever willpower I had left in my body, flashing Hailey a patient smile. I wouldnât let Oliver ruin this in the name of our stupid who-blinks-first game.
This was my career. My passion in life. How dare he come here.
âBoundaries,â I heard myself say.
âBoundaries?â Hailey cocked her head sideways, as though the mere idea confused her. âLike, safe words and shit?â
âLike, if I tell someone they cannot come to see me, they have to respect that or bear the grave consequences.â
I said the last part loud enough for Oliver to hear as he cracked the door open. He sauntered behind me, clasped my shoulders, and dropped a kiss to the crown of my head.
âDarling,â he drawled in his Count of Wherever-the-Fuck tone, dripping patronizing charm and seduction. âThere you are.â
âHoney.â I smiled tight, clutching onto his palm and squeezing it until I heard his bones crack. Two could play this game. I refused to show him my fury. âWhat a surprise to see you here.â
âNo need to be surprised. Every employee of the Grand Regent Group has strict orders to let me know if they see you on the premises, so I can court you.â He waited for the outrageous piece of information to trickle into my system. âYes, all 184,000 of them, worldwide.â
âHow â¦â
âRomantic?â
âI was going to say deranged.â
âMissed you too much to stay away.â He slid into the chair next to me. âHope you donât mind.â
Mothertrucker.
I was in the middle of a business meeting.
âNot at all,â I cooed, grabbing his cheek and giving him a pinch that nearly tore his skin off. âBut my client here understandably wonât feel comfortable with sharing her intimate preferences with a complete stranger.â
âOh, I donât mind him joining us at all.â Hailey giggled, thrusting the back of her hand for him to kiss. âOliver von Bismarck, I heard so much about you.â
âThe pubic lice rumors are unfortunately true.â Oliver sighed, rounded the table, and took her hand, giving it a limp shake, as opposed to the kiss she wanted. âBut my lovely fiancée here was kind enough to pluck them out one at a time when we first got together. The woman is a saint.â
He returned to the seat beside mine, clutched my shoulders, and smushed our cheeks together.
I was going to kill him.
Life in prison was a small price to pay, circumstances considered.
Hailey glanced between us, obviously disappointed. âYou guys are engaged?â
Now I knew we couldnât work together. For one thing, she was ogling my fake fiancé like she wanted his face as her new favorite chair. For another, she purposefully leaned forward, so he could get a better look at her cleavage.
She flipped her hair over her shoulder. âHow come I havenât heard about it? I follow you on the gossip columns, Oliver.â
âWe made an announcement on a double New York Times spread just the other day.â Oliver seemed completely unaffected by her heavy flirting. âI had no choice. She wore me out, Hailey. She was relentless in her pursuit. Day in, day out. I couldnât even take a piss without her showing up in my bathroom, opening her mouth to be my own personal toilet.â
My blood simmered in my veins, hot, thick, and full of anger. He was about to find out that payback is a bitch, and so am I.
âReally?â Hailey eyed him with a grin, tracing the bust of her shirt with a single fingertip. âI like bold women. I was just telling Briar I have no red lines. No hard limits. None,â she enunciated, in case he missed it the first hundred times. âWhatsoever. Iâm game for everything. Totally open minded.â
âWow, sounds like you two would make an amazing couple, yourselves,â I exclaimed, sliding my hand under the table toward his lap.
I nestled my palm over his groin, aware that if someone peered through the glass, they might see it. Behind his smart slacks, Oliver was fully erect, hard and throbbing. The heat of his cock pulsed through the rich fabric.
My breath caught in my throat.
Iâd done this to him.
Not her.
Not Hailey.
âMissed that train, Iâm afraid.â Oliver groaned through his answer, holding his breath as my fingertips traced the shape of his cock, root to crown.
She winked. âYou can always visit my station if you feel like visiting a different place.â
Yup, I definitely planned on sending her an itâs-not-you-itâs-me break-up email.
âIâm a homebody,â Ollie barely managed.
My hand slid to the button of his pants, which I undid, before tugging down his zipper. To my surprise, his cock sprung out, thick, long, and engorged. He wasnât wearing any underwear.
Of course, he wasnât.
This was Ollie. I should be lucky he came out of the house wearing a pair of pants.
I fisted him in my palm, giving him a good squeeze full of depraved intentions. A moan slipped past his lips.
âEverything okay?â Hailey leaned forward, trying to catch Oliverâs attention. âYou look a little pale.â
âThatâs because all of my blood is now concentrated in my dick,â he mumbled under his breath, only for me to hear.
He squirmed in his seat but didnât remove my hand. I began stroking his cock in lazy movements, up and down. The velvety skin didnât need lube. It was already smooth enough.
I squeezed my thighs together, drunk with need. If he didnât cash out his prize soon, weâd end up doing something drastic. I wanted nothing more than to feel him inside me.
Hailey pouted at Oliver, now completely ignoring me. âWhat was that?â
I picked up my pace under the table, jerking him off, fueled by desire, and jealousy, and pent-up rage. It occurred to me that I wasnât jealous of Hailey. I knew she did nothing for him. I just couldnât â and wouldnât â shake away the images Iâd painted in my head of Ollie and that Instagram chick. Fifteen years was a long time to hold a grudge.
And still â¦
âI said,â Oliver choked out, âIâm not big on public transportation anyway, so the point is moot.â
âShe doesnât even seem to like you,â Hailey sneered, completely dismissing me. Her reputation truly preceded her.
I quickened the pace. Oliverâs precum slicked his skin, forcing my hand to move faster over his long shaft. Heat and wetness pooled between thighs. I could come, myself, I was so turned on. The adrenaline rushing through my body made me bold.
âIâd take her hatred before anyone elseâs love any fucking day,â Oliver groaned.
Done pretending he was still in control, he tipped his head back. His Adamâs Apple bobbed as he closed his eyes and enjoyed me masturbating him in full sight of at least a hundred people. No way did Hailey not figure it out.
Maybe sheâs too enamored to even care.
âYou know, Hailey,â I murmured in my sweetest, most innocent voice. âMaybe your issue isnât that your movies arenât brazen and cutting edge enough. Maybe youâre just not good enough for an Oscar.â
I was surprised her jaw didnât hit the table. She certainly seemed to have the experience running her mouth and doing unholy things with it.
âWhat did you just say to me?â
I ran my tight fist up, thumbing a pearl of precum on Oliverâs crown and using it to moisten the rest of him. He quivered next to me, his shoulder vibrating against mine. I was drunk on the power of knowing I could do this to him. Render this man every man and woman clamored for speechless with just my hand.
âI said you simply might not be talented enough.â
âYouâre a terrible intimacy coordinator.â
âWell, you seem to be a terrible human. So, I guess weâre kind of even.â
She shot up, yanked her pink Lady Dior bag off the back of her chair, and hiked it up her shoulder. âYouâre not hired, in case youâre wondering.â
âThatâs fine.â I smiled, milking Oliverâs cock with my fist, enjoying the way he shuddered, nearly reaching his peak right next to me, completely checked out of the conversation. âI only work with kind people, and youâre not it.â
She made a show of stomping her way out of the room in a blizzard of uncharitable curses. As soon as she left, I pulled my fist from Oliverâs cock. It swung toward his stomach, thumping it comically.
Ollie grunted. âOw.â
âTuck yourself back in,â I ordered, trying to appear unfazed as I rose, collecting my sunglasses and phone.
Oliver stared at me, first in a daze, then with unabashed frustration. âYouâre not finishing what you started?â
âPlease, Oliver.â I rolled my eyes, gathering my laptop into my bag. âYou canât even finish an email. Iâm not going to be lectured about finishing anything from you.â
âWell, if I donât finish, my bones will fall off.â
He shoved himself back in his pants, chasing after me as I strolled out of the Magnolia Room and toward the reception area. Weâd drawn an audience. I wondered if people around us knew what weâd just done.
Somehow, I couldnât bring myself to care. Iâd spent my entire life trying to be lovable to the people around me. Iâd only begun to feel worthy in the last few weeks, when I showed Oliver, Sebastian, and his friends my true, imperfect self.
I poured myself out of the revolving doors. âSounds like a you problem.â
The young valet returned my smile. A cab slid onto the curb in front of me, the driver signaling for me to get in. Obviously, I couldnât afford a night at the Grand Regent, so Iâd booked a nearby hotel.
Oliver slammed the backseat door before I could slide in. He bracketed me it, a hand on either side of my waist, breathing fire down my face and neck.
âWhere do you think youâre going?â He looked feral, baring his teeth at me.
âTo my hotel room, to rest. Iâm tired after a long day of work. Youâd know that if you held a joââ
âI do hold a job, and we both know that. Now cut the bullshit. Why would my fiancée stay anywhere thatâs not my hotel?â
I snorted out a laugh. âPlease stop pretending this engagement is real.â
Turned out, I might be the first to blink.
âIt is to me. You said I donât finish what I start? Well, I sure as fuck am going to seal the deal here.â
âYou canât be serious.â
He cocked his head sideways, dead serious. âWhy not?â
I felt my neck heat up. âWhy would you want to marry me?â
His nostrils flared, and his mouth thinned into a straight line. âIf you want to bail on us this time, fine. Your prerogative, I guess. But I wonât be the one to fucking ruin us. Not this time.â
Us? There was no us.
âBriar.â
He grabbed the front of my throat, tilting my head up, ignoring the poor cab driver, who probably knew his identity and didnât want to rush us. Somewhere in the back of my head, I acknowledged that Oliver and I were always a hot mess in public, and neither of us cared much, because we couldnât keep our hands off each other.
âListen carefully.â His lips went to the shell of my ear. âI have no morals. No ethics. No fucks to give. I may be more put together than I let on, but donât mistake my productiveness for principles. What I want, I take. And what Iâve always wanted is right in front of me. You. If you donât want me, you better run fast and hide well. Because once Iâve had a taste of you again, I am not letting you go.â
Before I could get my head straight and answer him, his mouth clashed against mine, hard and determined, silencing my protests. Fireworks exploded inside my stomach. My hands shot out, desperate to push him away. But instead, they betrayed me, clinging onto the labels of his suit jacket.
I drew him closer, urging him to shield me with his taut muscles and imposing height. He opened his mouth, his tongue tangling with mine. I knew, without doubt, that we were being watched. Recorded. My skin prickled with awareness at the uncomfortable camera flashes, blinding me, even through my closed eyes.
This was bad.
I was losing myself all over again to the man who once discarded me.
I got drunk on his kiss. He cupped my cheeks, like I was something precious and unique, tilting me slightly to devour me even more.
Then, tires screeched to my right. Another vehicle slammed to a stop behind my cab.
Oliver cut the kiss short, suddenly and abruptly. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, his eyes pinned on mine. I nearly collapsed onto the pavement in a heap of unsteady knees and lust.
He didnât bother helping me gather myself together. I latched onto the cabâs roof to steady myself. The disguise dropped. Gone was teenage Ollie, and in his place was a man that thrilled me.
He was cold yet intimate. Familiar yet strange.
This, I thought, is the real Oliver von Bismarck.
And against my better judgment, I wanted to get to know him.
In my periphery, three Grand Regent employees in uniform marched out of a white van. They held my suitcase and the things Iâd dropped off earlier at my hotel, transferring them onto a luggage cart.
âBy the way, sweetheart, Iâve made this a weekend vacation for both of us.â Oliver checked the time on his watch. âYouâll be staying with me in the penthouse. Top floor. We have reservations for a restaurant later tonight, but before that, we have a date.â
âW â what?â I chased after him as he tossed the cabbie two hundreds, breezing back into the hotel. âI havenât even agreed to go on a date with you.â
He strode back to the conference room. When we reached the doors, two bodyguards blocked my way.
I pointed at Ollie, who disappeared inside. âHey, Iâm not finished talking to him yet.â
âMy apologies, maâam.â One of them bowed his head. âAn order from above.â
âLet me take you up to your penthouse.â A pixie-sized woman materialized seemingly out of nowhere, heavily made-up and dressed in uniform. She laced her arm through mine. âLetâs get you ready for your date with Mr. von Bismarck.â
âI donât want to go on a date with him.â I jerked my arm back but followed her, nonetheless.
Oliver had the tendency to cancel my leases and hotel rooms. I didnât want to be homeless here just to prove a point.
âAh, of course. The gods send nuts to those who have no teeth,â she murmured under her breath, ushering me into the elevators.
âHe broke my heart,â I ground out after we rode up to the top floor.
She opened the penthouse door for me, not too impressed by this confession. âWell, heâs trying to piece it back together, isnât he? It takes courage and dedication.â
It was becoming clear that Oliver wouldnât let me go this time.
Problem was â I didnât want to run away, either.