âTake your summer Friday off,â I told my assistant. Christy and I stopped in front of my office. âI can survive an afternoon by myself.â
âAre you sure? I canââ
â
. Go.â I shooed her away. âEnjoy the weather. Itâs gorgeous outside.â
âOkay,â she said reluctantly. âText or call if you need anything. Which reminds me, I forgot one thing.â A sly smile replaced her anxiousness at leaving work early, even if it was part of the companyâs vacation policy. âYou have a visitor.â
My brow furrowed at both the unexpected addition to my schedule and the mischievous twinkle in her eyes. âWhoâ¦â
My question cut off with a sharp inhale when I opened the door and saw who was standing inside.
Dark suit. Whiskey eyes. And a bouquet of the most gorgeous roses Iâd ever seen.
A slow, devastating smile spread across his face when he saw me.
Beside me, Christy sighed and visibly swooned.
She wasnât the only one.
Even after three years of marriage, that smile never failed to make my heart flutter.
âMorning, Butterfly.â The lazy timbre of his voice sent a whoosh of warmth through my stomach.
âWhat are you doing here?â I breathed. âI thought you were on a business trip.â
Heâd left for London two days ago and wasnât scheduled to return until Sunday.
âFlew back early.â He gave a casual shrug. âI missed you.â
It was a good thing I was still holding onto the doorknob. Otherwise, I might have melted straight to the floor.
âAhem.â Christy cleared her throat. âIâm taking that summer Friday now. Have a good weekend.â
She winked at me before she left.
I wouldâve been mortified by the insinuation in her voice had I not been so distracted by the gorgeous male specimen standing less than five feet away.
âItâs been five minutes, Mrs. Harper,â Christian drawled. âAre you going to make your husband wait even longer for a kiss?â
âYou,â I said. âAre unbelievable.â
Then I ran and threw my arms around his neck, my heart swelling as the rumble of his laughter filled the room.
I kissed him, drinking in his taste and smell like weâd been apart for months, not days.
âI canât pass up the opportunity to visit my talented wife at her office,â he said when we finally broke apart. He wrapped his arms around my waist while I buried my face in his chest and breathed in the rich, familiar scent of him. It was the scent of love and comfort and safety. My favorite smell in the entire world. âOffices in Soho. Youâve officially made it, Stella Alonso Harper.â
The Stella Alonso brand had expanded rapidly over the past few years to include clothes, accessories, and fragrances. Its office had expanded accordingly.
I smiled at Christianâs teasing, but a sudden pang of melancholy hit me.
Weâd moved to New York after we got married, and both our businesses were now headquartered in Manhattan.
Jules and Ava remained in D.C., but the three of us plus Bridget saw each other in person at least twice a year: once for our annual girlsâ trip and once for the holidays.
My family visited a few times a year and vice versa.
It was a wonderful life, but there was one person I missed greatly.
âI wish Maura were here to see it,â I said softly. âShe wouldâve loved it.â
Maura had made it to our wedding, where sheâd been the most lucid Iâd seen her in years.
A month later, right after Christian and I returned from our honeymoon, sheâd passed away in her sleep.
Iâd been devastated, but I knew sheâd been ready to go and that she was in a happier place now. Even though she hadnât remembered me in the last years of her life, a part of me wondered whether sheâd been waiting for me to find my home before she moved on.
âShe knows.â Christian sounded so confident I believed him.
âSince when did you become the optimist out of the two of us?â
âSince I married you.â He ran a hand down my back. âI blame it on those wheatgrass smoothies you make me drink every morning. They must be laced with something.â
My burst of laughter shattered my remaining melancholy. âTheyâll extend your lifespan, Mr. Harper. I want many, many years with you.â
âNot years, sweetheart. Forever.â Christian tipped my chin up, and my heart tingled all over again. âBut just in case, we should make the most of what we have.â
A half gasp, half laugh poured from my throat when he swept the papers off my desk and set me on top of it.
â
,â I admonished with no fire. âThat was a weekâs worth of work!â
âIâll clean it up later,â he said lazily. âBut in the meantime, I can think of some ways to make it up to you.â
Then he knelt before me and spread my legs, and suddenly, work was the last thing on my mind.
One thing no one told me about being married was how often I had to interact with my wifeâs friends.
Holidays, birthdays, dinner parties when they were in townâ¦my once business-oriented calendar was now bursting with things like fucking Broadway nights and Christmas at the von Aschebergs.
We alternated hosting the holidays, so this year, we were at Rhys and Bridgetâs getaway villa in Costa Rica.
Specifically, we were in their living room for the annual Christmas Eve board game night.
I finished my wine and waited for the inevitable complaints. It happened every damn year.
âThereâs no way youâre not cheating.â Josh stared at the Monopoly board with disbelief.
âHow do you win ?â
âWhat can I say? I work in real estate,â Alex drawled. âPerhaps if we play a medical board game, you might stand a chance.â
âI refuse to believe it.â Josh sat back on his haunches. â
Christmasâ¦â
âThere, there.â Jules patted his arm. âItâs just a board game.â
Her diamond ring flashed beneath the lights with every movement. She and Josh had finally gotten engaged last summer, though they hadnât set a wedding date yet.
âItâs not just a board game, Red. Itâs my pride. My dignity. Myââ
âFake money?â Ava raised an eyebrow. âYou say the same thing year.â
âYes, well, it doesnât make it any less true,â Josh grumbled. He leaned down until he was eye level with his three-and-a-half-year-old niece and nephew. âYour dad is a cheat.â
Neither child seemed impressed by his accusation.
âDaddy won!â Sofia insisted.
âThatâs right, Little Sunshine.â Alex cast a smug look in Joshâs direction before he swept her up and kissed her cheek. She giggled with delight. âYour Uncle Josh is a sore loser.â
Her twin brother Niko sat back on his haunches and pounded the board with tiny fists. âUncle loser! Daddy winner!â
The Monopoly pieces went flying from the force of his pounding.
I silently cursed as one of them landed in my wine. There was no fucking way Iâd drink the rest when itâd been tainted by a dirty game piece.
Meanwhile, Josh playfully tackled Niko, who shrieked with laughter when he started tickling him.
âCanât believe you betrayed me like that, bud,â Josh growled, his voice thick with amusement. âWeâre supposed to be a team.â
Next to them, Bridget and Rhysâs daughter watched their roughhousing with a mystified expression that was far too mature for her years.
With her blond hair and gray eyes, little Camilla von Ascheberg was a miniature clone of her parents. She also looked surprisingly regal for a two-year-old in her blue dress and matching hair bow.
Her brow scrunched when Josh and Niko accidentally knocked over a glass of water.
âDaddy.â She tugged on her fatherâs sleeve and pointed at the spill.
I couldâve sworn I heard a note of disapproval.
âDonât worry about it, sweetheart.â Rhys sighed. âHappens every year.â
âI never thought Iâd say this, but Rhysâs kid is the only one who isnât a little terror,â I muttered to Stella. At least Camilla had the decency to sit still.
I watched, appalled, as Sofia played with Alexâs hair.
âDaddy! Braids!â She twisted the strands into something that did not resemble a braid in any way, shape, or form. âLook!â
âThey look great,â he said indulgently while she continued to massacre his perfectly styled hair.
I was convinced an imposter had swapped bodies with the normally ice-cold Alex the day he became a father. It didnât make sense.
Stella laughed. âThe twins are adorable, and you know it.â
âI know no such thing,â I said, even though, as far as children went, Sofia and Niko pretty cute.
I glanced back at Rhys.
âI thought seeing you whipped for one girl was bad,â I drawled as he and Bridget cooed over a now giggling Camilla. âTwo is even worse.â
Now that the game had ended, the rest of the group had broken off to do their own thing until dinner.
Josh was still trying (and failing) to get Niko to say Ava was taking pictures of Alex and Sofia, who had moved on to climbing over her father like he was a jungle gym.
Stella sat next to me, watching our conversation with amusement. She was used to my strange friendship with Rhys. Once, she tried to call it a bromance, which I shut down immediately.
I was not a kind of guy, and neither was Rhys, who appeared unfazed by my last comment.
âYou talk a lot of shâ
for someone whoâs already eaten words once,â he amended when Bridget gave him a warning look.
âCome on, sweetie. Letâs go look at the pretty flowers while your father, uh has a chat with Uncle Christian.â She scooped up Camilla and took her out to the gardens, no doubt worried we would slip into profanity at any second.
âIâll also be back,â Stella said quickly. âIâm going to get some water.â
I waited until she left before I arched an eyebrow at Rhys. âNo idea what youâre talking about.â
âSure you donât, Mr. I Donât Believe in Love.â
Aggravation lit in my chest. âAre you going on about that? Itâs been fiveâ¦â I lowered my voice so Sofia and Niko couldnât hear. âFive years.â
âOh, Iâm going to give you shit about it for the rest of our lives, so get used to it,â Rhys said. âAnd when you have children, youâll eat your words again.â He leaned back and laced his hands behind his head with a smug smile. âGood track record of that happening.â
I couldnât stand his ass.
Before I could respond, Stella poked her head out from the kitchen. âChristian? Can you come here? I need your help with something.â
âBe right there.â I rose and pinned a laughing Rhys with a cool stare. âWhile I help my , you think about when Camilla grows up and starts dating,â I said, wiping the smile off his face. âHave fun.â
Satisfaction filled me when I heard his low growl.
When I walked into the kitchen, I found Stella downing what mustâve been her fifth glass of water that night.
âAre you sure you donât want any wine?â She wasnât a big drinker, but she usually had a glass or two. âItâs a great vintage.â
âYes, Iâm sure.â She set her glass down and looked at me with an oddly nervous expression. âI canât drink alcohol right now.â
She said it with meaning, like I was supposed to know what that meant.
Why would it matter that she wasnât drinking alcohol? Granted, it was a bit odd that sheâ¦
I replayed her words.
Not She drink alcohol, which likely meantâ¦
My pulse slowed into one long, disbelieving beat.
âI didnât want to tell you in front of the others, but I also couldnât wait anymore.â Stellaâs voice lowered. âChristian, Iâm pregnant.â
âYouâre pregnant,â I repeated.
The words echoed in my head, too gilded with shock to sink in fully.
Stella confirmed with a nod, her face glowing with equal parts excitement and nervousness.
Pregnant. Babies.
baby.
The breath left my lungs in one fell swoop.
I closed the distance between us with two long strides and kissed her fiercely, my heart thudding hard enough to bruise.
Forget every uncharitable thought Iâd had about children.
I was going to be a father, and I was going to see Stella swell with our child. A little boy, perhaps, with curls and brown skin. Or a little girl with her motherâs green eyes and sweet smile.
A fierce protectiveness gripped my chest.
The baby hadnât even been born, and I already wanted to guard them with my life.
A boy or a girl, it didnât matter. All that mattered was that they were ours.
âDoes that mean youâre happy?â Stella asked hopefully when we broke apart.
My laugh was rough with emotion. âOf course Iâm happy, sweetheart. How could I not be?â
I needed to find the best obstetrician in the country ASAP, plus redo the penthouse (which was currently as non-childproof as it could get), take Stella shopping for maternity clothes, book a babymoonâ¦
âWell, you just called our friendsâ children little terrors, soâ¦â Her voice held a teasing note.
âYes, but that wonât be child.â
Our child would never do to my hair what Alexâs did to his.
Stella gave me a wry look. âAs much as Iâd like to believe our baby will be the first baby in the world that doesnât scream or cry, thereâs a chance that wonât happen. I want you to be prepared.â
âI donât care. They could scream and cry all they want, and theyâd still be like their mother.â I brushed her lips with mine. âPerfect.â
A small shudder of pleasure rippled through her body.
âI was right all those years ago,â she murmured. âYou, Christian Harper, are a softie at heart.â
I laughed softly. âOnly for you, Butterfly.â
I kissed my wife again, and I let her warmth wrap around me while our friendsâ laughter drifted over from the living room.
The scene was so cheesy and cozy that the old, pre-Stella me wouldâve despised it on principle. But that was the difference between then and now.
Once upon a time, I hadnât believed in love.
Now, I realize that love was the last piece thatâd been missing in the puzzle of my life.
With it, I was finally whole.