âAre you packing for three days or three months?â Christian eyed my mountain of luggage with a raised brow.
âItâs , Christian.â I wedged another swimsuit into my overstuffed suitcase. âMy hair care alone takes up an entire bag. Do you know how much havoc the beach and humidity wreaks on curly hair?â
âNo.â His gaze was alight with amusement.
âExactly.â I stood to catch my breath.
My muscles ached from hours of packing. Iâd put it off until the last minute, but I needed to get it done since I left tomorrow for Delamonteâs big photoshoot in Hawaii.
I didnât mind. Packing was a welcome distraction from the nerves swimming in my stomach and the specter of my family.
I hadnât heard a peep from them since our dinner two weeks ago, nor had I reached out to them.
Old Stella wouldâve called them the next morning, apologizing profusely and wallowing in guilt over what had happened.
Granted, I feel guilty, but not enough to back down from the silent battle raging in the Alonso family. While I regretted hurting my parents, I was stung that they werenât even attempting to understand where I was coming from. Plus, I was still stewing over my mother calling Maura a and my father insulting Christian.
I was more surprised than anyone by how my protective instincts had surged during my fatherâs rant. Christian didnât need help defending himself. I didnât even think heâd been offended; insults bounced off him like rubber bullets off titanium.
Still, Iâd hated hearing how my father spoke to him. He hadnât deserved that.
âHow are you feeling about Hawaii?â Christian asked.
He was working from home today, but he was still dressed in a suit and tie.
âGreat.â My voice came out higher than usual. âExcited.â
I wiped my palms on the outsides of my thighs and tried to calm the rapid of my heart.
It was half true. I excited. Hawaii was beautiful, and the photoshoot was the cornerstone of Delamonteâs new campaign. The photos would be âonline, in magazines, maybe even on billboards.
I didnât want to be a professional model, but the Hawaii campaign could do huge things for my career. Iâd already made enough money from brand partnerships this past month to cover my expenses for the rest of the year; the Delamonte print campaign would skyrocket my profile even further.
But such an important shoot also came with a ton of pressure. It weighed on my shoulders and ate away at my excitement until my head spun with worst-case scenarios.
Iâd gotten more comfortable posing in front of other peopleâs cameras since my first Delamonte shoot in New York, but Hawaii was different. Hawaii was the big one.
What if I froze and didnât recover the way I had in New York?
What if all the photos came out horrible?
What if I got sick and shoot or broke my leg on my way to set or something?
The brand was spending a ton of the money on the trip, and we only had three days to get it right.
If I messed it upâ¦
I dipped my head and focused on folding a sundress so Christian didnât see the panic in my eyes.
I shouldâve known that wouldnât fool him.
âNervous?â he asked, eerily astute as usual.
I swallowed past the lump in my throat. âA little.â
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Could Delamonte fire me for incompetence in the middle of the campaign? I have to talk to Brady and go over the contract again. Maybe theyâll think they made a mistake and hire Raya instead orâ
âDonât be. Youâll do great.â
âYou have too much confidence in me.â
âYou have too little.â His voice was closer this time, a velvet touch against the bare skin of my neck and shoulders.
I turned, my pulse skipping a beat at his proximity.
The memory of his words sparked like electricity between us. His eyes flared with something bright and hot before they dimmed again, and my heart returned to its normal rhythm.
âWe leave tomorrow morning at eight.â Christian nodded at my luggage. âIâll hire a sherpa for you.â
âYouâre exaggerating. Iâm not taking much stuff.â
Two large suitcases, one duffel bag, and one tote seemed perfectly reasonable for three days in Hawaii.
âWeâll agree to disagree. On a security-related noteâ¦â Christianâs dry amusement faded into something more serious. âThe Hawaii shoot isnât a secret, but I still want you to hold off on posting youâre there until weâre back in D.C.â
My stomach swooped for a whole other reason.
Between Christianâs confession, my family dinner, and preparing for the shoot, Iâd pushed worries about my stalker to the back of my mind. Now they came roaring back in one giant wave.
âDo we have any leads yet?â
I hadnât asked him for regular updates. The more I focused on it, the more anxious I got, but I couldnât resist this time around.
âNothing concrete, but weâre getting there. He might not follow you to Hawaii, but itâs better safe than sorry.â
âRight.â I rubbed a thumb over my crystal necklace. âRight.â
Christianâs face softened. âEverything will work out, with the shoot the stalker. Trust me.â
That was the scary part. I did.
âGet some rest. We have a long flight tomorrow,â he said. âAnd Stella? Leave the unicorn.â
âI wasnât planning on taking him,â I grumbled at Christianâs departing back.
After he left, I set Mr. Unicorn back on his perch near my bed. âWeâll visit Hawaii together another time,â I told him regretfully.
He was my trusty companion whenever I traveled solo, but since Christian was joining me, I didnât to bring him. I just liked having a bit of familiarity when I visited new places.
I finished packing.
My emotions swung from excitement to dread to nervousness and back again, but I felt better knowing Christian would be with me.
The butterflies in my stomach fluttered again at the thought of three days in paradise with him.
It was a work trip, but still.
I had a strange sense whatever happened in Hawaii would change my life.