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Chapter One Hundred ThirtyâEight
Alpha Blake
I lost track of time as I watched from the tailgate of Walterâs truck. Firefighters were doing their best to get the fire under control. When Channing became alpha, all the fight ceased, and cleanâup began. Not that me and the boys were much help. I couldnât wrap my head around the fact she was gone. This all had to be a bad dream and I would wake up soon and she would be wrapped up in my arms.
Both boys had their heads resting on a shoulder as we watched together. It was moments like these where you ask someone how much they can live through and itâs not much more than this. I may have the boys but they donât need me anymore. In a few months, they will move on with their lives while mine died. It comes down to, do I want to continue to live without her. Because I donât think I can.
Gunner hasnât stopped whimpering and my tears have only stopped for a moment or two. The pain in my chest was raw and it was only getting worse. Nothing was ever going to be able to ease this pain. I knew from the second she stormed her sassy ass into my office that she was going to be mine. She was mine.
âAlpha Blake, Iâm sorry to disturb you but there are a few people who wish to speak with you.â One of my warriors announced.
âGet Luca or Connor,â I demanded, more than what was needed but I wanted to be left alone.
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âItâs a Beta Eli and a Luna Elaine North,â he stammered. My attention snapped to him. North? As in Ryleyâs mother? Now she decides to show up.
âWhere?â I growled and he pointed behind me.
âDad, who are they?â Aspen sniffled.
âIt doesnât matter. You both stay here and Iâll be right back.â I kissed both their heads before hopping off the tailgate. I quickly wiped my cheeks before rounding the truck. I stopped in my tracks as I stared at an older version of Ryley. My heart twisted painfully and my sadness turned to rage.
I stormed up to both of them and their warriors ready for a fight. If they had come to take Channing, they would face my wrath just like Dorian did.
âNow, you decided to show up,â I sneered, not holding back. I didnât even bother to introduce myself.
âAlpha Blake, Iâm,â she said but I held up my hand.
âI know who you are. And you see that fire?â I pointed back to the pack house, still burning.
âThatâs where your daughter and grandchild lost their lives. I donât know why after a month of knowing your daughter was still alive you bothered showing up, but both of you can fuck off.â
âBlake?â I heard Walter.
âShow these people to the gate. I donât want to see them again.â I commanded before turning my back.
want to know my grandson,â Luna North exclaimed,
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âAnd that will be his decision. But that wonât be one he will be making today. He is my son. And your daughter was my mate. And you had a second chance to know what an amazing woman she grew to be, and you didnât take it.â I turned around to face her. Her blue eyes were red and puffy and tears streamed down her face. I should be consoling her, but I canât see past my grief to care about hers.
âNow, my sons have lost their mother. Anything else you have to say, you can say it to my beta.â
âOr to me,â Walter stepped in clasping my shoulder.
âI got this. Get back to the boys.â I gave him a nod before turning around and leaving. I didnât care what either one of them had to say. Eli was my mateâs childhood friend and I saw firsthand how knowing he was alive affected her. The guilt she felt. And then for him to not even bother to show up again to talk to her. It took everything I had not to turn around and rip him apart for hurting my mate. She may be gone but she didnât deserve the venom he spat at her.
âBlake!â I heard Luca yelling from across the yard. A bunch of paramedics were rushing in his direction. I ran to catch up with him. Some of the building was still on fire and ash covered the ground like snow.
âI canât find a pulse,â I heard someone yell.
âSheâs cuffed in silver,â I heard another.
âGet the silver off and start CPR,â another yelled.
I wasnât prepared for what I saw. Ryley was lying on the ground behind the pack house covered in ash,
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Ryley,â I screamed pushing the medics out of the way.
âAlpha, we have to work,â one growled at me but I ignored him. They can work around me because Iâm never letting this woman out of my sight.
I grabbed the cuff of silver on one of her wrists and broke it off while a paramedic started to do chest compressions.
âRyley, baby, breath. I need you to come back to me,â I pleaded with her.
âEveryone get out of my way,â I heard a woman screech.
âIf you want your Luna to live, you will get the fuck out of my way,â she growled as she pushed the medic doing chest compression. I watched as she cut her hand before she opened her daughterâs mouth forcing her blood inside.
Seconds felt like hours as she covered her daughterâs body in her blood trying to heal her.
My heart stopped when Ryley began to cough. I pulled her against my chest, holding her tightly. My eyes met her motherâs.
âYouâre a Luna wolf,â it was a statement, not a question. I have seen firsthand what Luna wolves can do. She nodded before leaning down and pushing an ear into Ryleyâs belly.
âStill beating strong but she needs a hospital.â She told me.
âThank you,â I whispered to her before I scooped up my Luna and ran to the nearby ambulance. I wasnât going to lose her or our baby.
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