Sophia
Max kissed me once more and said, âWe should probably eat. Unless youâd rather do other things?â His tone was pure suggestion.
My stomach fluttered. I was more tempted than I cared to admit, now that Iâd gotten used to the idea I was actually dating this man.
Holy crap, dating. I wasnât just dating anyone, I was dating Maxâthe man Iâd loathed for weeks.
âFood,â I said shakily. âProbably best we eat.â
âPity,â he said, staring at my lips before returning to his seat.
Max served us, and we didnât waste any time digging in. For me it had more to do with keeping my mouth busy and not focusing on his lips.
And then I realized something as I stared at my plate and chewed. âHey, this is pretty good.â
He chuckled, a low, rumbly sound that sent a frisson of awareness through my core. âYou sound surprised.â
I pointed my fork at him, ignoring my bodyâs autonomic response to his deep, sexy tone. âYou were the one who said you couldnât cook.â
âI said I didnât cook often. But like anything I put my mind to, Iâm good at it.â He winked.
âOh, wow.â I shook my head. âNow Iâm not sure we should date. Your ego might smother me.â
He shoved a forkful of food in his mouth and chewed. âToo late. You signed on the dotted line with your lips.â
I so had. âThat was very sneaky of you.â
âI will use whatever skills I have to spend time with you.â
My gaze narrowed, and he grinned. But I was all bluster, because regardless of whether we fit or had anything in common, I was attracted to Max. And it wasnât only his beautiful appearance, though that was distracting. He had a sense of humor beneath that designer fabric, and it made him ten times more appealing.
When I thought back, Max had never been cruel. A cocky ass, yes. Misguided out of a protective instinct, which I could get behind. And now he was showing me the real man. A sometimes rumpled, occasionally silly, decent human being. And he kept bringing up those abs, which intrigued me. Did he really have a washboard under those suits?
I studied him as we polished off our plates. Apparently, Iâd been ravenous, because mine was licked clean. âSo how often do you cook for women?â
He glanced up as though calculating, then said, âNever.â He scraped the last of his food into his mouth.
Part astonishment and part excitement rushed through me. âYouâve never cooked for a woman?â
Watching him chew was mesmerizing. Jaw muscles flexing, tongue sensually sneaking out to lick juices from his lipsâ¦and the man wasnât even trying to seduce me! Not at the moment, anyway. He shook his head. âIâve made espresso for my mother. Does that count?â
âNot even a little.â
He nodded. âSo, never.â
I tilted my head. âBut you had a girlfriend. You dumped her in front of our building.â
He leveled me a look that said he might chase me around the island for such insolence and attack me with aggressive kisses. Or was that just my imagination?
A girl could dream.
âWe broke up months ago,â he said pointedly.
âDetails,â I said. âYou never cooked for Gwen?â
âNo.â
âInteresting.â
âIs it?â he asked.
âKind of.â I leaned on my forearms and tapped my lip. âIâm trying to figure out to what I owe such effort.â
He sat back and took a sip of wine, looking at me over the rim of his glass. âI find myself wanting to do nice things for you.â
I chuckled, but I was all squirmy on the inside. âLike steal my chocolate?â
âFunny you should mention thatâ¦â He stood and crossed the kitchen to a cupboard above the fancy espresso machine. He opened it, then faced me and leaned against the cabinet, legs crossed at the ankle, as though he were revealing a treasure.
And he was.
I blinked several times, making sure I was seeing correctly. Four three-inch by three-inch golden boxes rested on an empty shelf. Not actual goldâthey were probably made of cardboard, with a patterned surface to make the boxes look like theyâd been plated gold. But I recognized the emblem. âNo way. Those arenât La Fleur au Truffe.â
His eyes twinkled. âArenât they?â
âThey canât be,â I said, half sitting, half standing in my excitement. âThey cost two hundred and fifty dollars a chocolate.â
He reached for two of the boxes and set them on the island in front of me, and I sank back into my seat. âI thought we should see what all the hype is about,â he said.
My heart raced. I looked between him and the chocolates and touched the surface of the box in front of me. I was in the presence of La Fleur au Truffeâand it blew my mind. âWhere did you find these?â
He opened one of the lids and pulled out a truffle. âMy assistant put in an order a couple of weeks ago. They donât last long, so we better eat them. Say ah.â
I opened my mouth, and he slowly placed the chocolate inside.
Rich ganache, vanilla, cream, and straight-up decadence, if decadence was a flavor, filled my senses. âOh my Godâ¦â Mouth orgasmâthatâs what this was.
He notched his chin up. âAnother?â
My eyes widened and I nearly choked. âHave you lost your mind?â I said, chewing and savoring. No way would I wash it down with wine and ruin the flavor. âI canât believe I just ate two hundred and fifty dollars. We canât eat two; thatâs too much.â
Max opened the second box and tossed the truffle in his mouth. He chewed and nodded. âItâs good. Not sure theyâre worth all the effort. Some of the chocolate I stole from your apartment was just as nice.â
I pointed at him. âSo you admit to stealing my chocolate!â
He lifted an eyebrow. âWas it ever in question?â
I thought back, trying to remember if heâd ever denied it. Heâd certainly suggested Jack might have bought the chocolate for him, which was ridiculous. Jack didnât eat chocolate. âYou played it like you didnât know it was mine.â
He walked back to the cupboard and grabbed the last two boxes. âWe better eat these before they go bad. Think of it as repayment for all the chocolate I stole and conservation of the planet. They donât last long, and we wouldnât want to have to throw them away.â
This was madness. âI canât believe you bought La Fleur au Truffe for a date.â Jack was rightâMax and I had more in common than I thought, because reckless spending on chocolate was something I would do. âI canât believe it, but I respect it.â
He shrugged, pleased with himself. âI owed you.â
âYou did, right?â I smiled, willing to justify this gift in any way possible. He owed me for all the emotional turmoil heâd caused with his early Max attitude and chocolate scavenging.
As though remembering something, Max said, âWhy were you so jumpy earlier?â
It might be rude, but I didnât care; I blatantly ogled the last two boxes of chocolate. âWhen?â
âWhen I came looking for Jack.â
My eyes narrowed because Iâd just thought of something when he mentioned coming to find me. He said heâd ordered the chocolate weeks ago. Which meant the dinner date tonight had been pre-planned. âWere you really looking for Jack?â
âNo, I came to ask you out. But why were you jumpy?â
Butterflies erupted in my belly. A girl could get used to this kind of attention.
Had I been jumpy earlier? Iâd just gotten off work, and yeah, a lot had gone on today. âWell, first, because you showed up unannounced, and your presence has that effect on me. Second, because I have a big decision to make with work, and I was stressing about it.â
Max knew about my momâs place, but no way would I admit how bad it was below the surface with a rodent infestation. I skipped to the other major distraction of Victorâs offer.
âMy boss offered to sell me his business.â I glanced up nervously, hands clenched together. âI donât know that I can afford it, but Iâm considering it anyway because Iâve always wanted to run my own shop.â Max knew I came from humble beginningsâno point in sugarcoating it.
He topped off my wine, and I didnât fight it. Not like I had to drive home. âWhat are the conditions of the contract?â
Max was a businessman. Heâd be the first to look for strings attached.
âConsidering what Iâd be gaining,â I said, âthere donât seem to be many. Victor, my boss, has asked for a small percentage of the profit each year, and heâll stick around until Iâm up and running on my own. Iâve skimmed the proposal, but thereâs a lot of legalese, and Iâm not a lawyer. Victor isnât the type of person to screw me over, but I need to know what Iâm agreeing to. I guess when you showed up this afternoon, I was thinking about where to go for a second opinion.â
He corked the wine and lifted his glass, clinking it against my own. âCongratulations on the offer. Though Iâd be leery of a contract stipulating a portion of the profits in perpetuity. You might be better off settling on a price and paying him off with interest over time.â
âFrom what he said and what I saw in the contract, thatâs the idea. Though I need to look more closely.â
âI can look it over, if you like,â he offered. âJack would be a good person to review it as well. He has a law degree and might catch a few things I donât.â
I set my glass down abruptly. âJack has a law degree? He builds video games.â
âIâm assuming you know that Jack beat out hundreds of smart kids in San Francisco to attend a prestigious middle school on scholarship, yes?â
Jack had mentioned that. âBut heâs so laid-back. He doesnât look like a lawyer.â
Max laughed. âWhat does a lawyer look like?â
I smiled and shook my head. âI guess saying someone in a power suit is cliché. Still, Jack doesnât give off the lawyer vibe.â
âHe doesnât, which is part of his charm. Aside from designing video games, heâs passed the bar and is a savvy businessman.â
I shook my head, mind blown. âIâm impressed, and yes, absolutely. Iâd love for both of you to look at the contract. Like I said, Iâm not sure Iâm the best person for the job this early in my career. I have a lot of family financial obligations. But if it worked out, it would be incredible.â
He nodded, his brow furrowing slightly. âIf the business is profitable and has been for some time, you might not need much saved.â He hesitated a moment as though just realizing something. âSophia, you never mention your father. Is he still around?â
This was the question that, no matter how kindly asked, always made me sad. Iâd probably miss my dad forever. âNo, my father died a while ago.â
He sighed and glanced down before looking back up. âIâm sorry.â
The apology was sincere, unlike the automatic responses I received from most people, and it comforted me. âIt happened when I was a teenager.â
He studied my face. âThat had to have been hard.â
âIt was,â I said, thinking back. âIt was brutal for me and Elise, but it mentally changed my mom. She never got over my dad. Honestly, neither have Elise and I, but my mom has been the most altered. Youâve seen our family home. You have some sense of whatâs going on there.â
âThe hoarding,â he said, and my back stiffened.
Max spoke of hoarding as though it were no big deal and offered every sign of wanting to still date me, knowing how bad things were.
âIs it too sensitive a subject to ask how he passed?â Max said.
âItâs not too sensitive, itâs just kind of tragic. My mom had been asking my dad for years to paint the house. Heâd just finished getting it done in her favorite color, and the workers left behind some paint cans. My dad loved our neighborhood because it was an easy walk to the restaurants and shops. Heâd been on his way to the hardware store down the street to recycle the cans and was hit by a drunk driver in the middle of the day.â
The same shaky feeling overcame me every time I told the story. Iâd never get over how my dad was there one day and the next day gone.
I looked up and tried to smile. âThe police said he died on impact, so that was one blessing.â
Iâd debated as a kid if it was better that my father hadnât suffered, or if I would have liked to say goodbye. Selfishly, Iâd wanted one last moment with my father, but in the end, I was grateful he hadnât been in pain.
Max stood and walked around the island. A second later, I was engulfed in a warm, strong embrace. âIâm so sorry, Sophia.â
I pressed my cheek into his chest, taking in the clean scent of him. Usually, Elise and I were comforting our mother, rather than the other way around. But in this moment, I was being comforted and cared for. In this moment, the weight of the world was lighter.
I could get used to it. Too used to it. Max wanted to date, but how long would it last? That was something to worry about later.
âMy mom never forgave herself for what happened to my dad. She says that if she hadnât asked him to get the house painted, he would still be alive. Sheâs been stuck in what-ifs ever since and unable to get rid of anything in our house out of fear it will shift the wind in some tragic directionâthat whole butterfly effect. Thereâs no logic to it, but thatâs the way her mind works now.â
He looked down, his arms still holding me tight. âDo you believe that too?â
I shook my head and smiled sadly. âI donât believe my mom controlled what happened. If not the paint store, my dad would have been running some other errand. It could have happened at any time.â
Max pulled away, and I pressed my lips together, holding back the urge to cling to him. Iâd already grown used to his arms around me, and the absence was unsettling. âI think this sad story calls for more chocolate, donât you?â
Maybe my dad had sent Max to me, because a man who supplied excellent chocolate would be on my âideal partnerâ list. âIs there a time when chocolate isnât called for?â
âA fair point,â he said and reached for one of the golden boxes. He plucked out the truffle and ate it before I could blink.
I was a champ at wasting money on chocolate, but even I was having a hard time with this level of extravagance. âDonât you have anything else?â
âUnfortunately, no. Thereâs a reason I wander into your apartment.â His smile was mischievous.
âI thought it was to see me,â I said, crossing my arms in mock anger.
âYou and your chocolate.â
That wasnât a satisfactory answer. âBut which do you prefer?â
âHmm,â he said as though he needed to ponder it. âShall we do a taste test?â
I gave him a skeptical look. This man was crafty with his kisses and expensive chocolateânot that I minded his tactics. âWhat kind of taste test?â
He pushed a lock of hair over my shoulder and stared at my lips, giving me a very good idea of what he had in mind. âIâm thinking of comparing chocolate-to-mouth versus mouth-to-mouth.â
I shook my head. âMax Burrows, is this another excuse to use your kissing skills on me?â
âIs it working?â
âYes,â I said indignantly, when, in fact, I was eating it up. Both the chocolate and his kisses.
He opened the last box, pulled out the truffle, and placed it in my hand. âWeâre doing a public service, remember? These would go in the trash and become landfill without our hard work.â
I laughed. âThese wouldnât last two seconds in your home. Iâm surprised you held out as long as you did.â
He gave me a pitiable look. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
I ate the chocolate and gave him a peck. âYou know exactly what Iâm talking about.â
He studied my lips. âIt looks like youâve got chocolate on you.â He leaned down and kissed me, deepening the kiss while at the same time picking me up.
I let out a squeak of surprise as he carried me to the living room, where the kissing continued on the couch with me sitting on his lap, my legs hanging off one side.
I eased back. âYouâre a lot bigger from this vantage point.â His thighs felt massive beneath my rear, his chest twice as wide as my own.
He grinned and pulled me toward him at the same time he slid down the back of the couch until he lay flat, and my body tumbled over the abs I wasnât brave enough yet to investigate. But I was doing a thorough investigation of his mouth.
He slid his hand up the nape of my neck and tangled it in my hair, holding me in place. âYouâre not an especially large person. More cute and compact.â He kissed me softly.
I wasnât compact. I was average height and had a nice layer of fat on my belly from all the chocolate consumption, but I wasnât about to point it out.
The kissing and light stroking continued, leaving me lax with sexual brain fog. Max was the best kisser. There, Iâd said it. But not to his face, because he was still LD, and that shit would go to his head.
He ran his hands up and down my sides, slipping his palms beneath my top to the bare skin at my waist, but not any farther. He wasnât trying for more, and it was refreshing, if frustrating. Because the same couldnât be said for my gutter mind.
I sensed my hair mussed in some places, but his seductive, tender kisses left me feeling beautiful. âThis wasnât what Iâd planned to do tonight. I was supposed to be studying the proposal.â I was still getting used to the idea of kissing Max and not killing him. Though the kissing part was becoming more natural by the second.
He slid his warm hand back and forth over my chocolate baby belly. âWould you rather get back to the proposal?â He shifted slightly, and I felt just how excited he was, even though his actions were slow and controlled.
Chills ran down my spine. He knew exactly what he was doing. âNot even a little, but I probably should. Today is the one night I gave myself to thoroughly review it.â
Proposal or more kissing? Why was the universe putting these sorts of decisions in front of me? I was a weak, sexually frustrated woman who would like nothing more than to take this further. But I was also a breadwinner and supposedly responsible.
He sighed, mimicking my mental turmoil. âI suppose I should let you get to it. Unless youâd rather do other things?â
I laughed. âStop encouraging me!â
âI would never do such a thing,â he said and slid his hand around my waist to my ass, where it rested possessively.
I lifted my eyebrow.
âJust making sure you donât fall off the couch,â he said with a smile that wasnât the least bit innocent.
His hands were large and warm, and they felt exactly right owning my rear.
âWhy donât I walk you back?â he suggested.
âI live downstairs.â
He sat up and adjusted me until I was square on his lap again and not using him like a lounge. âI wouldnât want you to fall after all that chocolate.â
âChocolate drunkâthat would be a first. Though not improbable, considering my obsession.â I felt high right now, but it had more to do with the kisses.
In the end, and after a few more lingering kisses, I got up and used the bathroom. And saw what I looked like in the mirror.
âShit.â I looked like Iâd just had wild sex, with my face flushed, lips chapped, and my hair every which way, and we hadnât even gotten past first base.
I quickly smoothed down the locks, wishing for the thousandth time in my life I had Eliseâs hair, and returned to the kitchen where Max was waiting, composed and only slightly ruffled. Which made him look hot as hell and had me questioning my decision to leave.
I shook my head sharply and walked past him. âBetter get going or I wonât.â
He snickered behind me, but he walked me to the apartment. The two of us snuck glances every now and then, and my face flushed every time. I was going to have to pinch myself once I got home.
At the door he leaned down and kissed me on the lips. âIâll call you tomorrow?â
âOkay,â I said and reluctantly opened the door. I glanced back one last time and smiled before closing it behind me.
With my back to the entryway wall, I slid until my butt hit the hardwood, my legs like jello. I breathed in and out and tried to calm my heart.
Max Burrows was my boyfriend. My boyfriend. He knew about my family, and he still wanted to date me. How was this reality?