Resignation rose when Qin Yining heard her motherâs question. âMother, thereâs all sorts of gossip about me outside but I donât care about any of that. I donât even mind what the old dowager says behind my back. But does my own mother not trust me?â
âAi...â Née Sun actually regretted her question as soon as it left her mouth. Qin Yining wasnât at fault in this matter, it hadnât been her will that sheâd been carried off. No matter what sheâd suffered, she was the victim. A mother not sticking out for her daughter and instead, questioning her offspring?
That really was wrong.
âDonât think too much, my daughter. I didnât mean anything by it.â Pulling Qin Yining into her arms, née Sun patted her shoulder. âDonât be afraid. Weâll go back and ask your father what to do. Heâs so very smart and can handle everything. Your father was already thinking about this anyways. Itâll be fine.â
Hearing the trust and worship in her motherâs tone, Qin Yining nodded with a smile. âI know, Iâm not afraid.â
She really wasnât.
After the events of today, she could see even more clearly Pang Xiaoâs sincerity towards her, and she anticipated the future even more so.
He was willing to take a stand against the Lus for her in front of the empress dowager and other noble ladies. As she fretted over how to turn down Lu Heng, heâd already handled everything with a flourish. If this wasnât a sign of his truest feelings for her, then what was?
But current developments were out of her scope of expectations. It seems like it was indeed time to go home and discuss her marriage with her father.
Though it was a bit embarrassing for a girl to mention who she wanted to marry, Qin Yining didnât consider so much when it came to her lifelong happiness.
After returning home, the old dowager summoned both of them with great curiosity, asking them in detail what they had seen and heard with the old dowager.
Mother and daughter picked the harmless parts, not mentioning with unspoken accord that the Faithful Prince of the First Rank had upended a table.
To be summoned by the empress dowager was a great honor already. The old dowager was actually slightly jealous. Her son was an important official, but the one basking in glory wasnât his mother, but that née Sun.
Due to her preoccupied thoughts, née Sun actually didnât clash with the old dowager for once. She kept musing over the consequences of Pang Xiaoâs actions today.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
When Qin Huaiyuan returned from court, the three gathered in the married coupleâs bedroom.
Née Sun dismissed all of the servants and anxiously relayed the events of the day in great detail.
âMilord, our daughter is a pure and innocent girl, but her reputation has been completely ruined by uncultured sorts. The empress dowager obviously wanted to bestow our daughter onto that widower, but we donât know anything about Lu. He looks to be pretending what heâs not, so who knows if heâll be genuine to our daughter?
âAnd that Faithful Prince of the First Rank, he really is too overweening in style! Heâs nursing a grudge against you from back in the day. Such a personality and the hatred of his father means that heâs not good man either!â
Perturbed, née Sun started crying and tugged on Qin Yiningâs hand. âWhy does my poor daughter have such a hard life? She didnât have an easy childhood and needs to suffer all this crude discussion about her after only a few days of peace and quiet! I want to rip all of their mouths to pieces when I see them!â
The Qin fourth miss could never bear to see her mother cry, so she quickly rose to hug née Sun in comfort.
Qin Huaiyuan also brought out a handkerchief and handed it to his daughter, indicating for her to wipe away her motherâs tears.
The Qin patriarch sighed and asked, âDaughter Yi, tell me what you truly think. Do you want to marry Pang Zhixi?â
Née Sun immediately bounded to an upright position. âNo! That bruteâs brought so much pain to our daughter. I wonât agree to it!â
Qin Huaiyuan patted his wifeâs shoulder with a smile. âDonât be in a haste, madame. Letâs listen to what our daughter says first.â
âMarriage has ever been dependent on the order of the parents and word of the matchmaker. Though our daughter is smart, sheâs an unmarried girl at the end of the day. What does she know?â added née Sun urgently. âThis is precisely when we need to keep tabs on things, so that she wonât tread down the wrong path!â
âYouâre quite right.â Qin Huaiyuan smiled comfortingly in affirmation. âHowever, our daughter is different from the usual simple-minded girl. We should respect her opinions.â
Née Sunâs voice rose. âSpoiling her like this will be the death of her! What good is there about that Pang Zhixi!â
âDonât fuss, this isnât something to be fussed about like this,â replied Qin Huaiyuan with equanimity. âOur daughter is different from those typical noble daughters, and sheâs seen more of the world. Thus, she naturally has her own thoughts about her marriage. And another is that we havenât brought much good fortune to her since young. After so many years of hardship, did she return to our side for her life to be allocated by us?â
Struck dumb by her husbandâs rejoinder, née Sun couldnât find a response.
The man turned to Qin Yining. âMy daughter, letâs hear from you. Do you want to marry Pang Zhixi? You donât need to think too much about other things or matters at court. You just need to think about whether or not heâs worth of entrusting the rest of your life with.â
Qin Yining nodded faintly. âFather, I will marry none other than him.â
âYou foolish child, you!â Tears spun in née Sunâs sockets.
Qin Huaiyuan took his wifeâs hand in his and patted it, successfully stopping the outburst. He turned back to his daughter. âAnd you donât plan on changing your mind?
âTo be honest, your future will be more stable with Lu Heng. The Lus are an eminent family more than a hundred years old. The roots of their power are complex and interwoven. Even the emperor must show a few degrees of respect. Lu Heng is genteel and noble without any unsavory habits. Though youâd be marrying a widower, he has no official children. And according to my observations, he seems to be interested in you.
âMarrying Pang Zhixi would mean you face more dangers and hardships. Though he has no military power in hand, his prestige in the army is something that the emperor has always been wary of. Throwing your lot in with him means that youâll face the same uncertainties and trials. It will be a very tiring life.â
Qin Huaiyuan patiently laid out the pros and cons of each choice but refrained from pointing fingers or denouncing any choice. He merely waiting for Qin Yining to make up her own mind, and his own attitude was clear. He would unequivocally support her no matter what she chose.
Deeply touched, Qin Yiningâs eyes grew moist. âFather, I know everything you say.â
But she still chose Pang Xiao.
Qin Huaiyuan nodded with a smile. âI understand. In that case, I may as well facilitate your marriage. Leave the rest to me. You should go rest for now.â
Qin Yining left when she looked at her bawling mother and her father doing his frantic best to calm née Sun.
She couldnât guess at what Qin Huaiyuan would do, but she felt particularly at ease having received his promise.
News of Pang Xiao flipping over a table in the Palace of Benevolent Piety swiftly made the rounds at court. Everyone was guessing at what the Lus would do.
The next morning at court, Qin Huaiyuan cut in front of the Minister of Military Affairs and fell to a kowtow in front of everyoneâs shocked eyes.
âYour Majesty, this subject requests that you deliver justice for my only daughter!â