CHAPTER 28
Premonition
LUO FAN
The way back to Xianru had taken us over two months. Along the way, we had dropped by the residence of a famous alchemist named Ma Huan.
He was a level six so I was confident that he would do a fine job with the rare plant. It would take him a month to finish refining the elixir so Ruan Yanjun had decided that we should just come back for it later because anyway, weâd be traveling back to Kan Empire after a couple of months.
I suspected that Ruan Yanjun had intentionally set that up. He knew it would take a while to refine the herb and had decided to leave it in Wun Empire so Iâd be forced to travel with him again.
I really meant to fulfill my promise to him, but he probably could not trust me enough and wanted an additional guarantee.
It was already late at night when we made it to Jinjingâs house. Ruan Yanjun got out of the carriage first and reached for my hand as I went down.
âYou have a week to rest,â he said. âEarly morning on Monday, Iâll come pick you up.â
I nodded. âLord Ruan, thank you very much for all the help.â
Just as I turned away, he grabbed my hand. I stopped and turned back to him.
âYour enemies are now aware that youâre here,â he said. âAre you sure youâre safe here? Why donât you stay in my residence instead? Take the woman with you.â
âI thank you for the offer, but we wonât feel very comfortable surrounded by servants. We are both servants ourselves.â
âTell her Iâm offering her a job in my residence. Iâll pay three times what she earns in that brothel. That way, she may be saved from peopleâs prejudice. It will save both yours and her reputation.â
âI have to talk to her about that.â
He sighed and stepped closer to me, too close that I froze. I may not have stepped back, but I put my guard up. The moment he attempted to touch me inappropriately again, I would not hesitate to punch him in the face regardless of the consequences.
âA-Fan.â His voice was very tender as he gently squeezed my hand. It gave me that spine-chilling sensation once again. âIâve given my word to your former master that I will protect you, but since I have to attend to some important matters and you refuse to come along, Iâll be leaving some of my disciples to look after you. So if you see them lurking about your house, donât mind them. Theyâre just doing their job.â
I nodded. âLord Ruan worries too much. I donât think those who wish me dead will come all the way here. They might have already seen how worthless I have become. They will not waste their time on me anymore.â
He smirked and gently tapped my cheek. âMy A-Fan is really naïve. Once you learn the truth, you will not think that way.â
I did not bother to let him elaborate anymore. He had been telling me that same thing several times already. Even if I asked, he would not answer me anyway.
I pulled my hand off his grip and took a step back. âGoodnight, my lord,â I said and turned away again.
âIâll wait here until she opens the door for you.â
I knocked on the gate. A moment later, I heard the door open.
âWho is it?â Jinjing asked. That was already her soft voice, but it was still too loud especially since the night was so quiet.
The wall surrounding the front yard was only at the height of my chest. From where I stood, I saw a frame of an approaching woman holding a lantern.
My heart fluttered. It had been months and I missed her. âItâs me.â
She suddenly stopped with a gasp. âFan?â she asked. Suddenly, she ran to the gate and pulled it open. âFan!â she exclaimed as she put down the lantern and hugged me tight. âI was so afraid that you had forgotten me already. Youâve been away for too long.â
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I gently wrapped my arms around her and stroked her back. âWhy should I forget you? I promised you Iâd be back, didnât I?â
âIâm so happy! I miss you so much!â
âI miss you too.â While she was on the verge of laughing and screaming, I tried to pacify her, especially since Ruan Yanjun was just behind me.
Then I heard the sound of a carriage leaving. When I turned, Ruan Yanjun was not there anymore, and the carriage was already several yards away.
He did not even greet Jinjing. Not even a word of goodbye to me.
Did he get jealous? Was he annoyed by the emotional reunion between me and Jinjing?
I smiled inwardly. If he were indeed jealous, I should be happy. That must have hit him hard. That would teach him not to take me for his toy, because unlike him, I was not into men.
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I stroked my forehead. My surroundings seemed to spin around and I felt dizzy. Everything was pitch black.
I tried to feel the ground under my feet, but there was nothing but air. It felt like I was floating in the abyss.
Where am I? Have I gotten totally blind now?
Then in the middle of that darkness, a faint purplish light appeared, and from that light, a man emerged, and he was heading in my direction.
The frame of his body looked familiar. The way his long, thick hair swayed with the breeze and the way he walked with those pair of long legs told me it could only be one person.
âWhere are we?â I asked.
He did not answer.
As he approached, my vision became clearer, until the face of a handsome man came into view.
My lips parted as I stared in disbelief.
Is this the face of Ruan Yanjun?
No. The face of a devil isnât supposed to look this good.
He stopped about two steps away from me. There was a soft glow in his eyes as he stared at me, and when he smiled, it looked so warm and tender.
I frowned.
Something was not right. They said that Ruan Yanjunâs eyes were the very devil themselves, but that wasnât what I was seeing at that moment.
This must be another person.
âThis is your dream,â he said.
His voice made me frown even deeper. Compared to Ruan Yanjunâs authoritative tone, this manâs speech was both polite and mellow, and he displayed a very modest personality.
âMay I know who this esteemed gentleman is?â I asked.
His lips pulled to a slight smile, and as he did that, his eyes brightened.
This would have been a normal sight for any other person. Itâs only natural for the eyes to glow when a person smiles, however, I would not have expected anything normal from Ruan Yanjun.
This has to be a dreamâa nightmare. How in the world could that devil turn into a very pleasant man such as this one?
When I looked at him again, the glow in his eyes had suddenly vanished, replaced by a fierce gaze instead. His soft facial expressions hardened.
This must be the real Ruan Yanjun revealing himself.
He breached the gap between us until our bodies almost touched. I tried to step back but I found myself unable to move.
âA-Fan,â he said.
A shiver ran down my spine when I recognized the voice of the Ruan Yanjun that I knew. Where did that man from earlier go?
He held my chin and tilted my head upward. I quickly closed my eyes, unwilling to look at him while we were too close.
âOpen your eyes,â he said. âThereâs something I need you to see.â
I did not want to, but then I remembered that this was just a dream. There should be nothing to fear.
Slowly, I opened my eyes and I regretted it instantly.
His eyes were black as obsidian. It looked hollow and terrifying.
I froze in horror.
âYou are mine,â he whispered. His eyes glowed red as flames literally burned in them.
I woke up with a startled gasp.
I found myself seated on the mattress on the floor, panting, cold sweat all over my forehead.
What was that?
Why did I dream of something so horrible?
Is that the real Ruan Yanjun? Is he really a devil in the guise of a human? Or is that a premonition of what he would soon become the moment he breached the stage of Descension? And those words that heâd said⦠Is he claiming me?
I shook my head.
I must not think about it. I must not remember anything about that dream, not especially those final words that heâd said.
I put myself in a lotus position and closed my eyes. Only by meditating could I calm myself down. I had to get that dream off my mind. I did not want to remember even a fragment of it.
I didn't know how long had passed when I felt a light tap on my shoulder. Slowly, I opened my eyes and saw Jinjingâs frame.
âAre you alright?â she asked with a hint of worry in her voice.
I briefly examined myself. My breathing had regulated and my pulse was back to normal. Daylight was already creeping through the window. I must have been meditating for hours already.
I smiled at her. âIâm fine.â
âWhy did you spend the night sitting like that?â she asked.
âI had not meditated for so long. I thought it would be nice to start again.â
âYou mean youâre going to start cultivating again?â
âNot necessarily, but it can help me fight off this illness.â
She nodded. âThatâs good. Continue what youâre doing then. Iâll go prepare breakfast.â
I started to rise. âI should help you.â
âNo.â She pushed me back to a sitting position. âYouâve been traveling for so long. Just rest.â
I watched as she stood up and headed for the kitchen.
âJinjing,â I called. âThank you.â
She chuckled. âNo need to tell me that all the time. Weâre like a family now.â
Family? Of course, we are, except thatâ¦
I remembered how the neighbors mocked her behind her back, calling her derogatory names for taking in a man she was not married to in her house.
She had been really good to me, and this time, I wanted to repay her kindness. I also wanted to save her reputation that my arrival had damaged.
âJinjing,â I called again. âDo you want to go somewhere later?â
âSure,â she replied. âWhat do you have in mind?â
I smiled. âItâs a surprise.â