I awoke submerged in warm water. Every ache and bruise and sore throbbed in the healing heat. When I opened my eyes, King was hovering over the edge of the tub, washcloth in hand.
I gasped and sat up quickly, sloshing water over the side and onto the floor. I scooted to the far edge, crossing my arms over my breasts. King forcefully grabbed my wrist and pulled, removing the only protection I had against his gaze. With his other hand, he trailed his calloused fingertips from my collarbone to my breast. When he made it to my nipple, he pinched.
HARD.
I yelped.
âIâve already seen them, pup. No need to hide them from me now.â King was shirtless, his ab muscles rippled and his tattoos became animated with his every movement.
âYou killed Ed,â I blurted out. The events from the night before tumbled over each other into my mind, one horrific detail after another.
âEd?â King asked, cocking an eyebrow.
âThe guy last night,â I clarified. âThe one youâ¦â
âKilled,â King finished. âI didnât realize you two had gotten to know one another.â King raised the washcloth. I flinched. âIâm just wiping off the mud.â
âYou donât sound very remorseful. You seem fully convinced that you have the right to be judge, jury, and executioner.â I said.
âA simple âThank you, King, for saving my life.â would do.â King said. âBut what you should know, and what Ed found out, is that if you fuck with me and whatâs mine than yes, I am the judge. I am the jury. And sometimes, when the situation calls for it, I am the motherfucking executioner.â My stomach flipped.
âBut why do you give a shit if he hurt me or not?â
âBecause youâre mine.â
âWhy do you keep saying that?â
âBecause itâs true.â
âI never agreed to be yours, whatever that means.â
âItâs not something you need to agree to. This isnât a negotiation. Would you rather Iâd let Ed do whatever it is he planned to do to you?â
âNo, thatâs not what Iâm saying.â Even in the warm water, my skin turned to gooseflesh when I thought of what would have happened if King hadnât saved me.
I would be dead.
Was I upset that Ed was dead? No. It was a him or me situation, and I was glad Iâd come out on the other side with my life.
âThis is why I needed a biker,â I mumbled.
âWhat was that?â King asked.
âNothing,â I said. Not realizing Iâd said that last part out loud.
âNo, you said thatâs why you needed a biker. What the fuck exactly does that mean?â
âFor protection!â I snapped. âYou donât know what itâs like out there on the streets. There is an Ed on every fucking corner just waiting for you to fall asleep or not pay attention or wander into the wrong alleyway. Itâs not like it was my first choice, but I didnât know what else to do. Nikki said there would be bikers at your party. That if one liked me that he could protect me.â
âYou came to the party to whore yourself out to a biker?â He sounded angry and disappointed and for some stupid reason, I really hated the idea that Iâd somehow disappointed him. Almost as much as I hated the fact that Iâd disappointed myself.
Or her.
âYes,â I answered honestly. âAt least for a little while. But I realize now how stupid that idea was. Thatâs not what I want anymore.â I didnât realize how embarrassed I was until I spoke the words out loud.
âAt least, it all makes a lot more sense now. Here lean back,â King ordered.
I tilted my chin back and he supported my neck with one hand. He grabbed a cup off the floor and scooped up water, slowly pouring it over my hair.
âYou killed your mom,â I whispered. As nice as the bath was, I was still completely unable to get a hold of my mouth and stop the words before they poured out like water from Kingâs cup.
âFucking Preppy.â King shook his head. âHe shouldnât have said anything. Itâs none of your fucking business,â he spat. Iâd hit a nerve. âItâs none of anyoneâs fucking business.â After a moment or two of silence, his breathing again evened out and the vein in his neck stopped pulsing. He finished rinsing my hair. âYou know I was in prison then, yeah?â
âYeah.â
âDo you know how long I was locked up for?â
âThree years,â I said, recalling what Preppy had told me.
âYeah, three years. You know anyone that gets three years for murder?â
I donât know why I didnât think of it before. It didnât make any sense. I shook my head.
âThereâs a lot more to that story. But, Iâm not in a story-telling mood tonight.â
âBut you killed Nikki,â I cursed myself for not being able to keep my trap shut. Much to my surprise, King laughed. An actual laugh as if I told a joke. I didnât think the man was capable.
âNo,â he countered. âI didnât.â
âYes, you did,â I argued. âI heard you tell Preppy you killed her. Why would you deny it?â
âThink about it. Did you actually hear me say that I killed her?â
He was right. I didnât hear him say the actual words.
âI only said she was dead. Iâm sorry, pup, but she is. I found her with a needle in her arm in a shitty motel a town over.â
King wiped a wayward tear from under my eye with the pad of his thumb.
âShe shot you. Does she really deserve that tear?â He surprised me by sucking it off his thumb.
âShe didnât shoot me,â I defended. âShe was trying to escape. She shot me by accident. She was aiming at you. She was desperate. We both were. Desperate people do desperate things.â
It was then I realized that I missed her. As fucked up as our relationship was, she was all I had.
And now she was gone.
âPup, on purpose or not, the bitch shot you. To be honest, if Iâd found her alive and she drew that gun again, sheâd be dead now anyway.â
âMy life seems to be a bunch of questions piled on top of a bunch of questions, and frankly, Iâm ready to add some fucking answers into the mix before my brain explodes and leaks out of my ears.â
âHowâ¦graphic of you.â
âIâm serious. Why did you look for me? Why did you even bother bringing me back here?â
âWhen I let you go, it was a momentary lapse in judgment. The reason why I let you go doesnât matter. The fact is that your friend is dead, and you still owe me. Youâre my property, and you will be mine until I decide otherwise.â
He ran the washcloth down my legs and brushed over the wound on my foot. I cried out, and he scowled. âYouâre pretty banged up.â
âI guess thatâs what happens when youâre left in the woods to rot and then walk miles barefoot in the blazing sun,â I spat. I expected him to argue with me, fight with me, but he surprised me.
âIâm sorry about that. As I said, momentary lapse in judgment.â
âDid you just apologize to me?â
âNo, I said I was sorry about having a momentary lapse in judgment. I didnât say I was sorry to you.â
âHow exactly am I supposed to pay you?â I asked hesitantly. âWeâve been through this. I donât have anything to give you,â I sighed. âI donât have anything at all.â
âIn whatever way I want, pup.â
âWhat if I donât want to be yours?â
King didnât hesitate. âThen, Iâll let Preppy have his way with you. He may seem nice, but youâll learn that kid is a sick fuck who will smash your back door in without warning. He likes it when they scream. He likes it when theyâre passed out. He likes it even better when they say no. Or maybe, Iâll loan you out to Bearâs crew. I hear Harris and Mono have a fetish for knife play.â
There was no humor in his voice.
âBut if you cooperate, youâll be mine and mine alone. Youâll be under my protection. When Iâm tired of you and I feel your debt has been paid, you will be free to go.â
âProtection,â I repeated. The very thing Iâd been looking for. âWhat happens if you donât get tired of me?â
King chuckled. âOh, It will happen. Always does. But until then, youâll do what I say. Youâll live in my house.â His eyes narrowed to the space between my legs. âYouâll sleep in my bed.â
âYouâre going to rape me?â My heart hammered in my chest. âBecause itâs one thing to sell myself. Itâs another thing entirely to have the decision taken from me. If thatâs your plan, you can just shove my head under the water and get this over with now.â
âYou may be weak in body, but it doesnât seem that mouth of yours got the message.â Adrenaline sprung to life inside me, coursing through my veins, readying my body for another fight for my life.
I stood up, splashing more water onto the tile floor, my nakedness on full display. I didnât bother to cover myself.
King surprised me by standing up and stepping into the tub, soaking his jeans up to his shins. I held my clenched fists out in front of me like I was going to box him. He laughed and wrapped both arms around my waist, hauling me into his colorful, bare chest.
âYouâll find out that Iâm a lot of things, but Iâm no fucking rapist. Before I fuck youâand I will fuck you, pupâyouâll be begging me for it,â he whispered against my neck.
I clenched my thighs together to try and ease the ache he created there. The adrenaline surge I was ready to use for combat changed into something else entirely. I was still ready for him. Only in a completely different way.
Traitorous body.
âBut first, you need to heal. Your feet are all sliced up and your ear is bleeding again.â King stepped from the tub and lifted me out with him, setting me onto the cold tile my teeth started to chatter. He opened the cabinet under the sink and wrapped me in a soft towel large enough to double as a blanket. âAnd there are a few other things I need you to tell me.â
âLike what?â
âPreppy told me what youâd told him, what happened to you. But how is it that someone like you is missing in the world?â
âSomeone like me?â
âThere has got to be someone out there who misses these beautiful eyes.â He locked his fingers into my wet hair and tilted my head back.
âI tried to find someone who knows me,â I said with my teeth still clacking together. King dried me with the towel, treading carefully over my injuries. âThe police tried, too, but there was no missing persons report that matched my description. My fingerprints arenât on file anywhere. No paper trail.â
King unbuttoned his jeans and stripped them off, hanging the wet fabric off of the shower rod to dry. All that was left of his clothes were his black boxer briefs, his enormous erection straining against the stretchy fabric. He noticed me looking and made no move to make an excuse for his arousal. He didnât make any move to cover himself. He smiled out of the corner of his mouth, took a few steps toward me. He lifted me up into his arms as if he were cradling a baby and carried me out into his bedroom where he set me on the bed.
The cuffs from the night before still hung from the headboard.
âSo thatâs it? Iâm your prisoner? Youâre just going to keep me cuffed to the bed?â
King shook his head. âNo, pup. Youâre not my prisoner. I donât think we need these anymore.â He gestured to the cuffs. His well-built, highly-tattooed, muscular physique gleamed under the light of the moon shining through the window. My mouth went dry, and I again had to press my thighs together to quell the building ache that was starting to overshadow my other injuries.
He may have been the devil, but his body was sculpted like a god.
I scrambled to form my question. âThen, what am I?â I whispered. My exhaustion beginning to take hold.
âI told you before.â King leaned in close stripped the towel away, letting his gaze linger on my body before covering me with the bed sheets. With one knee on the mattress, King leaned over and sucked my bottom lip into his mouth. A tingling sensation started in my belly. He released my lip with a pop. âYouâre not my prisoner. Youâre mine.â