To Each Their Own Growth
Everyday life on the luxury cruiser full of luxurious experiences quickly came to repeat itself over and over again.
The wallets of the students, who were enjoying themselves as much as they could for the remaining days, were loosening like never before. Logically, this was a shocking thing for students who aimed for the top to do. But splurging for a short break wasnât necessarily a bad thing.
While refreshing themselves from their accumulated exhaustion, they could experience euphoria and happiness.
Well, though I speak as if I advocate it, I myself am using what little private points I have, so it might just sound like an excuse.
After changing to my swimsuit and stepping past the door, a large pool where no one else was barged into my vision. This large pool has been prepared for the luxury cruise ship, but there is also another pool that has been furnished. Itâs referred to as a private pool which one can enjoy after they book a reservation. It costs 20,000 points per 60 minutes, so itâs not cheap. But time spent with only your close friends has value that transcends money. But the most people who can use it at once is 40. If one class were to reserve it then they could do so with 500 points per person.
Because of that, this private pool is unexpectedly popular with the students. From 8 in the morning when it opens to 8 in the evening, itâs just about fully booked.
Swimming freely in a pool packed with many people is difficult, but if it were a private pool it would be big enough for anything. You could enjoy yourself without bothering others.
âUoh, so big-â
Akito, having shown himself by the poolside a bit later, said in zest. Itâs the same size as the free pool, but because of the reservation it seemed as if the scale was different.
âWhat will you do Keisei?â
âIâll go after I use the toilet. As I thought, the girls will be later.â
The fact that they wouldnât be finished with changing their clothes in such a short time like the men didnât need to be confirmed at this point.
For whatever reason, Akito took the menu placed beside the beach chair.
âUoh⦠thatâs even more expensive.â
The drinks here at the private pool were more expensive than the drinks at the free pool, almost twice as much. If you compare the amount of personnel to prepare it and the amount of people who would order here itâs only natural, but itâs harsh. It means theyâre exploiting us without restraint even here. They could have also banned food and drinks. The door to the locker room opened just a little bit.
We looked at it about the same time, but nobody seemed to be coming out.
Instead, a voice reached our ears.
âCome on Airi, what are you doing? Go already.â
âBu-bu-bu-bu-bu-but-but! Itâs embarrassing, Haruka-chan!â
âWhatâs embarrassing? You have a lot of embarrassing pictures of yourself on the net so itâs fine isnât it?â
âThat-thatâs different from seeing me directly!â
âIn my opinion, I think thatâs more embarrassing. Come on.â
âWah! Wait wait!â
Such an inexpressible conversation was happening between Haruka and Airi.
âHow should I put it? Sheâs better than she seems.â
Akito said that out of the blue.
âWhat is it?â
âI just thought that even you think of that sort of stuff.â
âHey⦠itâs normal for guys isnât it? Though I wonât talk about it all day like Ike. Youâre the same too, right?â
He looked at me with baffled eyes and an air about him that wouldnât allow for denial. Itâs not as if he realized he was doing that, but I understood that it took courage for Akito to say that.
It wouldnât do me good to deny it so I acknowledged it.
âWell, yeah.â
After I said that, Akito laughed as if he had won.
âIf the girls hear this they would probably call us idiots or something.â
Usually, Akito was relatively relaxed and wore a poker face. But from how much he was talking, even a bystander would be able to tell that he was nervous.
But it seemed that they were still talking. They wouldnât come out.
âHow embarrassing!â
âYou know!? I feel the same way too!â
âHaha⦠Haruka-chan, your outfit is so daring.â
âThatâs because you promised that if I wore this you would show yourself in front of everyone!â
âHyan!â
Waiting for them to appear, we felt that we were in some sort of life and death situation.
âDaring, they said.â
âSeems so.â
Expectation, and a feeling of embarrassment that followed.
When they come out, where should we look and what should we say to the girls.
âI canât, I canât! A-at least lend me some kind of coat!â
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âNo! Hey, you canât run!â
âUu, this kind of swimsuit really is embarrassing Haruka-chan!â
âItâs the same for me too, you know? It canât be helped so Iâm going along with you!â
âI didnât ask for this~!â
We were getting tired of anticipating when they would come out, but it looked like the fuss would continue for a little bit longer.
âHey Ayanokouji. What do you think about Airi?â
Akito had been looking in the girlsâ direction since a while ago, but when I noticed he was looking at me. He didnât say that half-assedly.
âWhat do I think?â
I understood what he was talking about right away, but I deliberately pretended to not understand.
âThere are some complicated parts about being in a group with girls isnât there? Like someone might fall in love with someone else.â
It wasnât difficult to answer that question but-.
âWhat about you?â
When I tried replying with that, Akito showed a slightly more troubled look.
âWell, uh.â
After a short silence Akito spoke again.
âIt might be a lie to say, not at all.â
Instead of denying it, he somewhat acknowledged that there was someone.
âBut if that might destroy this group, I donât feel like forcing it.â
Putting his heart aside and leaving it as it is. Whether itâs Haruka or Airi, I canât judge yet⦠Whatâs the correct thing to say here?
Unlike Mathematics, when it comes to guiding others thereâs no such thing as giving a sure answer.
âKiyotaka, you-â
âKyaaa!â
Just when Akito was about to say something, the half-closed door slammed open. Then Airi and Haruka fell forward. She screamed, and my eyes met again with Akitoâs.
âP-pushing me is mean, Haruka-chan!â
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âItâs because you wouldnât come out since a while ago.â
Saying that, Haruka showed herself right after Airi did.
âO-oi oiâ¦â
Akito was visibly astonished. It goes without saying that I was the same.
What should I say? Both of them wore unbelievably daring swimsuits.
If this werenât a private pool, many people would be staring at them, men and women.
Haruka looked up immediately and saw us.
We felt some sort of guilt from being seen and averted our eyes at the same time.
But as if he was already captivated by something, Akito spoke while looking away.
âAiri really gives a different impression doesnât she?â
I donât want him to pass the ball to me here, but he must be suffering too.
âYeah. She looks sophisticated.â
âExactly, exactly.â
When we mentioned our impressions about Airi, Haruka openly made a disappointed face.
âConventional and common.â
âDonât say that. Uh, weâre so surprised that words wonât come out.â
We absolutely want Haruka to understand that our vocabularies have failed.
ââ¦Letâs go swim.â
As if their stimulus was too strong, after saying that Akito turned his back on them, stretched hurriedly and dove into the pool. Splashing water everywhere, he swam in the pool alone. I understand that he wants to escape. Itâs exactly because we donât usually experience going to a private pool that the destructive power these two have shown prevents us from escaping.
In order to expel various worldly desires, swimming away like that is the correct answer.
Nevertheless, if two boys suddenly start swimming as hard as they can, the atmosphere will obviously become strange. Here there is no one to act like a shield and confront them but me.
Whatâs to be done with this⦠As I peeked at the pair, Airi was blushing and couldnât seem to calm down. Seeing her like that, Haruka happily circled around to her back and grabbed both of her shoulders.
âHya!â
âLook, look Kiyopon. How is this new Airi?â
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Saying that, she shoved Airi forward. She was already close before. If Iâm not careful she can get close enough to make skin contact. In fact, she really will touch me with that much force. I retreated to preserve a close distance.
âWa-ahâ¦â
With a swimsuit that was already showing that much skin, touching her would be problematic.
Not being able to bear the situation any longer, Airi opened her mouth to escape.
âI-I guess Iâll enter the pool too!â
âHey Airi-â
Haruka extended her hand to try to catch her, but she didnât make it in time and failed to grip her arm.
From there she jumped into the pool⦠is what I thought she would do, but she tightly gripping the stainless steel bars and slowly descending into the pool was more like Airi.
âGood grief. Even though Iâm super embarrassed myselfâ¦â
Thatâs right, isnât it?
While having the chest emphasized, her swimsuit obviously didnât cover much at all in her lower half.
Even though itâs tightly secured with a string, itâs still unsettling to think about what could happen in the worst case scenario.
âFor now Iâll say this in advance. The one who picked this absurd swimsuit was Airi okay?â
âI canât retort. What happened specifically?â
In the first place Haruka isnât the type of student to enjoy showing skin to others.
So such an emphasis on her lower half wasnât normal.
âSpecifically â specifically huhâ¦â
She made a difficult face for a second then started her explanation while choosing her words.
âHow should I say this? Iâm going along with Airi or something?â
âWhat do you mean?â
She picked her words too carefully. I canât understand.
âThat girl is trying her very hardest to change. I am, too. Though if I were to say it myself⦠that girl has parts that stand out a little bit more than others doesnât she?â
She put it vaguely, but she means without a doubt the thing that troubles the eyes on where to look.
âEven though she knows she shouldnât mind it, I guess sheâs not comfortable being looked at.â
I can understand that, but from a guyâs mentality, ignoring it is extremely difficult.
No matter what we do we canât avoid our eyes being drawn.
âWhen I picked a bit of a bold swimsuit to help her become braver, she replied that she would if I do it too.â
That was a good reply. If it were Haruka then I can easily imagine her rejecting the idea of wearing an imposing swimsuit.
Then if she wouldnât wear it then Airi wouldnât have to wear it herself.
âI couldnât allow Airiâs reimagination of herself to be set back. That was my pride.â
If she were forced to do it by her own proposal, not even Airi could escape, is what it is.
âBesides, neither I nor Airi wouldâve been able to wear these swimsuits if it were in the public pool, but itâs not.â
Since itâs with three boys they were close with, it looks like they were somehow able to do it.
But even men could imagine that despite that, they would feel shy.
ââ¦Well?â
Rather than shyness, Haruka asked as if to hide fear.
âWell, even if you tell me not to look itâd honestly be hard not to.â
To begin with when you talk with someone theyâre usually within sight so it couldnât be helped.
Looking up or down wouldnât work. Aside from turning your back, there was no longer a way to avoid looking at her.
âOkay. I intend to understand the differences between guys and girls, but Airi doesnât.â
The fascination regarding the chest, hips and abdomen is something that men and women donât share.
No, not just between men and women but between individuals, there are preferences and intensities. Of course they wouldnât understand each other.
âOh? By the way, whereâs Yukimu?â
âIt looks like heâll take a bit longer.â
Maybe he had a stomach ache. He didnât seem to be coming out at all.
âHhhmmmm?â
Haruka was probably checking without being so interested. She hummed looking away.
The conversation stopped for a second, allowing a short silence to flow.
ââ¦Ah-I canât. This makes me think of a lot of things.â
âSorry. I was being careful not to look.â
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No matter what I do, as long as I look at the other personâs face in a conversation it enters my vision.
âThatâs not it. You havenât done anything wrong, Kiyopon. Iâm just too self-conscious to start with. I know that youâre not looking as much as you like at least.â
Eh, no⦠itâs not like Iâm not looking as much as I like.
Iâll keep that to myself.
âIf something stands out itâs bound to turn eyes. That goes for anything. Itâs just that when I think thatâs happening to me I canât get into a good mood.â
In Harukaâs case, itâs not just the eyes of boys. Even if it were from the same sex, she doesnât welcome attention focused on her chest.
âSorry, I think Iâll take more time to calm down.â
âItâs fine. If you donât think you can, you can change.â
âI canât. As long as Airi is doing her best, I donât want to give in after all.â
She did talk about Airiâs reimagination. I understood that she had thought about it.
âLet me change the subject. Iâm only saying this now, but it looks like Kiyopon barely made it in the island test.â
Since the Ayanokouji group couldnât gather for several days, Haruka touched on the topic late.
Maybe itâs exactly because this topic is completely irrelevant that she brought it up now.
âWell, I was kind of the same so I canât laugh.â
âTo be honest, it was really harsh. That was the result of me fighting with all I had. Sorry.â
âItâs not your fault at all. Rather, maybe I should say itâs a bit reassuring.â
âReassuring? Even though the result was so harsh?â
âLook, thereâs even been a rumor that when it comes to math youâre absurd, Kiyopon. Wonât the people around you calm down a bit with this? You donât like being pressured for weird reasons right?â
Somehow, it looks like she said that after thinking about my future.
âAs I thought, you have some parts to you that are more saintly than other guys.â
âWhat makes you think that?â
I thought she was over-evaluating me so I had my doubts.
Like normal people I, too, experience lust and interest in the opposite sex.
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âYour facial expression and your gaze. I feel like I get that sort of stuff from you less than other guys.â
How should I say this? If I let my facial expression out here then a lot of people might notice. Iâm also thankful that other people are sort of assigned to panicking. Isnât that synergy?
âUohâ¦â
Keisei changed his clothes, showed up late and made a surprised voice.
The sensation of seeing the reserved private pool⦠it was obviously not that.
He saw Harukaâs bold figure standing beside me.
âHey, hey.â
Haruka greeted Keisei while playing dumb in an attempt to preserve normality.
âU-uohâ¦â
He pushed up his glasses which were slipping down and turned his eyes to me.
It means that even Keisei, who usually always studies, is also a healthy young man.
The reaction and escape patterns of being the same for everyone here makes it feel just like this group.
If he were someone like Ryuuen or Kouenji, he definitely would have shown a different reaction.
âWell then⦠I guess Iâll swim a bit.â
He dove into the pool and swam violently in order to escape towards Akito.
Airiâs feet touched the pool floor because she wasnât able to swim well. She waved her hand towards Haruka.
âHaruka-chan come here~. It feels good, you know?â
âYes yes Iâm coming. Wait a little.â
It canât be helped. Feeling like that, she started stretching beside me to prepare.
âAfter fighting together on the island, it feels like you got closer.â
âThatâs true, I guess? We had to share a lot of things from the top and bottom.â
âWaah, itâs a little embarrassing so donât say it please!â
Airi, who had been waiting and looking here at the edge of the pool got flustered and started splashing around.
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âLike, Airi is basically helpless but I couldnât leave her alone. Sheâs my close friend and my little sister, or something?â
A declaration that would have been unthinkable from the time they had met. Thatâs not limited to Haruka.
Keisei is also like that. And although thereâs no big change in him, so is Akito.