When the alarm goes off, I can hardly be arsed to face it. Iâm too comfy in Reubenâs deluxe bed with the gorgeous hulk of him lying beside me. He switches off the bleeping and I snuggle closer, hoping I can drift back into dreamland and heâll come there with me, but of course not.
Itâs another day at the grotto. For both of us.
But not just yetâ¦
Reuben doesnât shake me awake and announce the morning dawn like a cockerel. He leans over and places a gentle kiss on my forehead, peppering a line down to my ear, where his breath makes me tingle.
âMorning, Tiffany.â
I yawn. âMorning. Canât believe we stayed up so late.â
âI can.â
My body moves on instinct when itâs touched. My knees part wide as Reuben coaxes them open. Iâm happy as Larry to feel his horny cock on my thigh, despite the fact it had to be after two by the time we got to bed.
A selection of my clothes are now hanging in Reubenâs wardrobe, having dashed like a thief in the night over to my apartment to throw some into a suitcase. I knew Josh and Ella were working a double proposal â a mega hardcore one, over in Notting Hill. No chance of seeing me and asking questions. And no chance of spotting Reuben by my side.
I love how strong my saucy Santa is as he positions himself on top of me. My arms reach up around his shoulders.
âHey there, Santa Claus. You got a present for me?â
âYes, indeed. Santaâs sack needs some attention before the grotto.â
I giggle. âMy elfish pussy always needs attention. Grotto or not.â
âNo getting too grotto this morning. Letâs keep it nice and gentle, shall we?â
âGentle sounds good to me for once.â
Reuben and I had such filthy fun after the clothes dash that Iâm still battered and bruised to shit from it. My ass is gonna be purple from paddle blows, and my tits were bound so tight that the twine grooves are still hurting. The founder side of Reuben sure showed himself in its full glory, and I loved it.
I love his morning glory, tooâ¦
In fact, I love every single filthy, sweet side of him. My beautiful silver fox Santa. Santa, boss, founder, lover. Jealous, possessive, and selfless. All in one package. With a package that can send me sky high.
His dick glides all the way in, Iâm so wet for him. He slides his thumb between my puffy pussy lips as he circles his hips, seeking out my clit. It doesnât take long for him to find his target, and heâs a fucking pro â hitting double whammy on the sensation spots. Inside as well as out. But he takes it so fucking slow. Teasing so gently.
He lowers his head and flicks his tongue across my nipple. Itâs still so fucking sore from being clamped. The tenderness is divine as he sucks, just a touch.
âYou were such a good girl last night. Incredible,â he says, and I smile up at the ceiling at his praise.
My five-star reviews have always given me a massive glow of accomplishment, and I figured Iâd miss that without the constant stream from my clients â but Reubenâs words are worth a ton of five starrers.
âI made you take it so fucking bad,â he says, shoving his cock deep and pressing on my clit. âAnd you played the game like an absolute dream.â
I arch my back as he laps at my tits, my breaths already ragged from the way heâs using my pussy.
âIt wasnât a game,â I say. âIt was all real. Everything is real with you. Thereâs no Creamgirl here anymore. Itâs just me.â
He puts his face up to mine, brushing my lips with his.
âIâm glad about that, because Tiffany is the one I want, princess. Sheâs the one I need.â
The contrast in him is like yin and yang. The brutal Reuben from last night, who treated me like a slut while I cried and screamed, and the loving, tender Reuben in bed with me this morning.
Iâm in love with all of his flavours. Every single one of them.
âYouâll drive me mad with the teasing,â I tell him as he pulls out a little way and strokes his thumb over my clit.
âGood. I want you needing me so bad, it drives you to insanity.â
âWeâre already long past the insanity point,â I say, and pull him in for a kiss.
My tongue sweeps against his so softly, itâs like a brush of wet velvet. Our kiss is delicate but desperate, both at once. A fascination that captures us like moths to a flame.
âDo it, Reuben,â I whisper against his lips. âFuck my bruised cunt nice and hard.â
âNo,â he says. âIâm going to fuck your bruised cunt so slowly youâll be begging to come.â
He stays true to his word, in complete control of every flex and every plunge. Heâs a man of steel.
Only he wasnât so calm and calculated when we first got home last night, and he dragged me through to the living room. There was no calmness in him as he shot his load into my petulant face after I talked about taking other menâs cocks.
Jealousy.
I canât help myself wanting more. Iâm moaning at the thought of that fire in his eyes.
Praise and jealousy from a man like Reuben Sinclair is enough to light up the world.
âTell me what youâre thinking, princess,â he says, sliding his cock in slowly enough that I moan for more. âYouâd be a terrible poker player. Your face is too beautifully expressive.â
I look into his gorgeous dark eyes.
âIâm thinking about how annoyingly fucking good your cock feels.â
He wonât break the stare.
âDonât lie to me. Youâre thinking about more than that.â
âIâm not.â I buck my hips. âIt is annoyingly good, and you know it. You like driving me insane, donât you?â
âI think weâre both insane. You said it yourself. Itâs very clear to see.â
I wrap my legs around him, trying to spur him on. The slow builds are always the mightiest, but so infuriating when youâre a gagging bitch wanting a hit of cum.
âWhat are you really thinking about?â he asks again.
I wish I could tell him. I want to.
I want to share my deepest everything with him, but Iâm still too scared to be that vulnerable. I want to tell him about my hurt and devastation when my relationship with Kian fell to pieces, and how I lost my head after the miscarriage that followed. How I swore I didnât want anything serious again. No risks, no depth, nothing but dirty, filthy fucking. Carnal pleasure and a healthy bank account.
No stress.
No soul.
I look up at the man fucking me tenderly, and a part of me hates the fact that the stress is showing its face again, like roots growing back up from dead earth.
Reuben Sinclair could hurt me. Destroy me. Tear the world from under my feet.
Because I love him.
âWhat are you thinking, Tiffany?â he repeats, and his voice has more bite to it, even though the rhythm of his hips stays in line.
âIâm thinking about us,â I say. âAbout how fucking insane we really are.â I smile. âNo, scrap that. Iâm thinking about how insane I am. For letting myself be so crazy.â
âKeep going.â
He sucks at my other nipple, sending sparks down to my clit.
âSince we saw each other, itâs like weâve lost our heads, isnât it? And the thing is, I donât want mine back. Not yet.â I groan. âI never thought Iâd be alright with all my proposals slipping out of my calendar. I never figured Iâd hack being so consumed with just one guy.â
âMonogamy? Is that what youâre referring to?â
I urge him on with my hips, his cock right on the fucking spot.
âYeah, I guess so. Hardly a thing for a hooker, is it?â
âThat depends if you want to be a hooker anymore.â
He laps at my nipple as his eyes look up at mine. I must look so unflattering from this angle, but the adoration is still obvious on his face. It makes my pussy sparks worse â or better.
âDo you want to be a hooker anymore, Tiffany?â
My heart races at the question, battling my head with all its might.
Iâm torn. Split. Divided.
I love my job. I love the anonymity of my clients, and being the top of the tree. I love the income. I love being a dirty bitch, without consequences. Without having to hope for anything more.
But I love Reuben.
I crave the idea of a life with him.
If heâll give me oneâ¦
âI donât know,â I tell him, and run my fingers through his hair. âDo you want me to be a hooker anymore?â
âGood one-eighty.â
I grin. Soppy and stupid.
âGot a bit of time to decide yet, havenât we? I havenât got any more proposals booked in yet besides the founders gig. We can get that out of the way and have a jolly Christmas. Think it through in the New Year.â
He tenses up, pausing with his cock all the way inside me.
âWhat?â I ask, his face so close to mine. His eyes have the same fire they had when he dragged me through to the sofa.
My butterflies do a spin in my stomach.
âGo on,â I say. âBe honest. Do you want me to stop being a hooker?â
I run my nails down his back. Part of me wanting him to admit it, part of me not.
âFuck waiting until New Year until you make the decision. I want you to cancel the foundersâ proposal in the meantime.â
My eyes widen in shock, because he canât be for real. Him tampering with my bookings and me blagging to Orla that Iâve got some personal shit going down is one thing⦠but to cancel the founders, with their reputation, and status and the huge sum of money involved. Thatâs a whole other ballgame. A serious one.
I stiffen underneath him.
âAre you being serious?â
âDeadly.â
âBut thatâsââ
âInsane, yes. I know. It wonât please them. But people get flu, Tiffany. People get unwell.â
I have to laugh. âIâd have to be pretty fucking unwell to cancel a foundersâ gig. Hardly a gold star on my agency resume.â
Reuben slams me deep. Harder.
âI donât want other men to give you gold stars, Tiff. I donât want other men to give you anything, especially not while Iâm in the same fucking room as them.â
So much for slow and sensual. He angles his cock into me so sharply that Iâm wriggling, groaning like a bitch as he works me up.
âI want you to cancel the foundersâ proposal,â he says. âI canât do it for you. Not without raising suspicions, so it would have to come from you. Youâd have to be the one to feign illness and hit the cancel button.â
I donât want to answer him yet, because the idea of cancelling the founders gives me serious heebies. Itâs not anything I ever thought Iâd be doing. Most of the hardcore team of entertainers would give anything for a night of that value. For the recognition in the Agency that brings. Iâve relished it, time after time, like a status symbol.
What I do want right now is for Reuben to make me come, and unload into me before we leave for the grotto today. I let out a grunt and urge him on.
âMake me come, please. I need to fucking come, Reuben. Take my insanity and use it. You drive me fucking wild.â
The kisses come back, deep and all consuming. Weâre a sweaty mess of flesh and lust as he unleashes the pent-up want that heâs been stoking. I donât give a fuck when I gush and soak the sheets underneath us. I keep pushing down on his dick, spraying like a hose until he curses against my lips and comes inside me. Deep inside me. Thrusting hard with every spasm of his rock-hard cock.
My sex god Santa.
Mine.
Anyone would be lucky to have him, even for a few days. Christmas is being kind to me for once, but will my good fortune last?
It feels like for ever, our panting breaths as one as he holds me, his dick still inside me.
âThat was amazing,â I tell him.
He drops a kiss on my nose and eases his cock free.
âWe need to make a move,â he says. âDonât want to be late,â and heads off to the ensuite.
I feel so awkward as we shower together. There is no soaping each other up. No languorous kisses. Santa is in a hurry, that much is obvious. Itâs also obvious that Santa is stewing over the fact that I didnât grant his Christmas wish.
Fuck.
âJam? Marmalade? Butter?â he asks when we hit the kitchen. âIâm still unsure of your breakfast favourites.â
âJust butter, thanks.â
I watch him making my toast, sitting at the breakfast bar and kicking my heel against the leg of the stool.
Can I do what he wants of me? Really? Is it worth the risk of pissing off the Agency, and leaving a black mark on my scorecard, AND missing out on nearly one hundred grand?
Itâs one hell of a fucking decision for 7.30 a.m. after a few hoursâ sleep.
Iâm supposed to be acting like an elf today, not a headcase. So, I should leave it. Think things through when Iâm not high on Santa vibes and waiting for the toast to pop from the toaster.
Shame that the word impulsive might as well be my middle name. I hate hanging in no manâs land.
I take my phone from my pocket, and Reuben does a double take when he reaches for the butter â catching sight of it in my hand. He knows what app Iâm scrolling through. The look between us says it all.
âIâm sorry,â he says. âUpstairs earlier, I got jealous, and possessive, and that isnât fair on you. Itâs your career, and your accomplishments at stake, not mine to impose upon. I need to keep myself in line.â
âNah, you donât,â I say, and turn the screen around. I rub some fake snot on my sleeve with a sniffle. âHad to message Orla and break the news to her. Seems I am coming down with flu after all.â