Shen Fangyu felt as if the nerves in his brain had suddenly collapsed, and for a long time, it was as if he couldnât hear the outside world, and even his consciousness was a little chaotic.
âThat⦠is great.â He spoke distractedly, as if he could no longer quite understand what he was saying and why he was saying it. âCongratulations.â
Jiang Xu looked at him with a somewhat complicated expression.
âWhy do you have that expression?â Shen Fangyu said, âyou should be happy.â
He sat up straighter, opened his laptop, and started searching for the latest news. Sure enough, Dr. Kennâs article had stirred up a thousand waves in the field, and the discussion was raging. He clicked on the magazineâs interface and it still couldnât be refreshed, the interface got stuck.
âForeign websites are prone to lagging. Countless colleagues from around the world were flocking there to download and read Dr. Kennâs article and related data.
âThe internet sucks.â Shen Fangyu said, âI canât get into the website.â
Jiang Xu paused at his words and then said, âIâve entered.â
âSure enough, itâs your homeâs WiFi; it only lets you log in and not me.â Shen Fangyuâs words were tinged with a self-deprecating smile.
Jiang Xu frowned slightly and asked, âWhat are you talking about?â
Perhaps because he had been drinking a little, his already tired brain had become a little numb, and Shen Fangyu was a little less inclined to hide his emotions. âIs there a problem with what I said? Iâm just a guest, you know, and your home WiFi also understands.â Only he didnât understand.
âStop your drunken nonsense.â
Jiang Xu used WeChat to transfer the data to him. He then turned on the projection in the living room, connected the computer data to it, opened the video of Dr. Kennâs surgery, and started playing it.
The video was over four hours long, and the view was clear. They both sat at one end of the sofa, each watching it in silence, occasionally exchanging a word or two in the middle, just as they had done when they were studying under Director Cui.
Dr. Kenn was a cold and arrogant man, but he was indeed very skilled, and his judgment in the face of intraoperative emergencies was decisive and accurate, making him a great surgeon.
Four hours seemed like a long time, but they seemed a little short tonight. With a series of excited âCongratulations!â, the video ended and the screen began to scroll with a list of acknowledgments.
Jiang Xu reached out and pressed pause with the remote control, and the living room suddenly fell silent, but no one made a sound.
In the past, they would have quickly started to analyze and discuss the surgery, but the atmosphere between them was a little strange today. Jiang Xu didnât say anything, and neither did Shen Fangyu.
The moon was cool outside the window, and the first batch of leaves for autumn had begun to fall.
After a long silence, Shen Fangyu spoke first.
âI did some research; there are few relevant cases, so there is not sufficient evidence to show that male abortion surgery is necessarily less risky than cesarean section. Although you are going to have an abortion, I advise a direct laparotomy rather than a laparoscopy if you are to consider potential risks.â
He pointed to the projection and said, âAlso, Dr. Kenn did a laparotomy, and this is the most complete video footage we have right now. In addition, the male body is built differently from that of a female, and a laparotomy gives the attending surgeon a clearer visualization of the state of the entire abdominal cavity.â
âIâll have to watch the video and the patientâs case notes a few more times, and if you decide to let me do the surgery, Iâll draw up a preliminary and complete surgical plan and send it to you by tomorrow evening. You can try to free up your evening and weâll discuss it,â he said, â Iâll send an email to Dr. Kenn and try to communicate with him before the operation.â
âIf you want to go abroad to do-â
âShen Fangyu,â Jiang Xu interrupted him abruptly, âI donât want to discuss this with you for now.â
He wasnât quite sure how he felt mentally, he just remembered the several large plastic bags filled with clothes and toys in the study.
They had bought her so many presents only a short while ago, and now they were discussing how they should murder her.
âItâs late,â Jiang Xu said. âIâm going to take a shower.â
He was tired today, having first gone to dinner after work, then suddenly receiving such news, and then sitting motionless on the sofa for four hours, concentrating on studying the surgery procedure.
âDonât procrastinate,â Shen Fangyu pressed his brow, âget the childâs affairs settled sooner and you can go after Miss Cao sooner.â
His already depressed mood was now getting turbulent under the stimulation of alcohol, and he was more or less shocked by what he was saying.
What he wanted to say was â¦â¦ if he had known it was a matchmaking show, he would not have worked so hard to make Jiang Xu perform.
When Jiang Xu heard these words, the movement of getting up suddenly stopped, and he looked at Shen Fangyu with a bit of disbelief, his voice slightly trembling from anger.
âWeâve known each other for ten years or so, Shen Fangyu,â he asked, âAm I that kind of person in your mind?â
âJiang Xu â¦â¦â
âShut upââ
He stood up with a jerk and walked into the bedroom with a surge of anger, slamming the door behind him. Shen Fangyu remained seated in place, wiping his face in annoyance.
Half an hour later, the door was opened violently, and it slammed against the wall with a loud bang.
Shen Fangyu looked over and saw Jiang Xu dragging his suitcase to the door to change his shoes.
âWhere are you going?â He leaped to his feet, saying, âWeâll talk about it tomorrow if itâs so late, donât run around.â
Jiang Xu ignored him, he only dropped the word ârollâ and opened the door. Shen Fangyu hurriedly chased him out, he was already a bit dizzy from the wine, so when he suddenly moved, he felt himself spinning, and because he didnât pay attention, he tripped over Jiang Xuâs shoes.
When he got up again, the elevator was already closed. He quickly changed his shoes and ran down the stairs, only to find that Jiang Xu hadnât gone to his car when he reached the parking lot, so he continued running to the entrance of the community, where Jiang Xu had just gotten into a taxi, leaving him with a nose full of car exhaust.
Shen Fangyu was wearing a single shirt, but he was sweating profusely, the heat steaming above his head. It was after midnight, and the location wasnât a good place to get a taxi.
Shen Fangyu took a few breaths and didnât care about his demeanor anymore, he frantically waved at the passing cars, and a grey car probably saw that he was in a real hurry and stopped in front of him. The kind big brother in the driverâs seat rolled down his window and looked over, asking, âYoung man, whatâs wrong?â
âBig brother, can you give me a lift,â Shen Fangyu pointed at the back of the taxi that was taking Jiang Xu away, bending over and panting, âCatch up with that car for me, I can give you as much as you want.â
The big brother In the car took a look at him. The young man in front of him was still wearing home clothes, and he seemed to have been caught off guard when he started chasing after someone. He nodded and said, âOkay, you can come up.â
Seeing Shen Fangyu get into the car, he stepped on the accelerator while saying, âChasing your wife, huh?â
âNot â¦â¦â
âThen itâs a girlfriend?â The driverâs voice had a bit of a flirtatious tone, âDonât worry, thereâs nothing to be ashamed of. Brother has experience- my wife has a temper and tends to run away from home in the middle of the night.â
Shen Fangyuâs heart was in turmoil at the moment, and he couldnât say anything polite. He smiled somewhat reluctantly at the driver and handed over two hundred yuan.
âNo, Iâm not a taxi driver, Iâm just doing you a favor,â he said, waving his hand, âThereâs a quarrel at the end of the bed and reconciliation at the end of the bed. What conflict canât be resolved?â
The big brother, who had been working late and was planning to go home, thought he had met Shen Fangyu, who had fallen into the same quagmire, and promised to chase after the taxi in front of him no matter what.
When Jiang Xu saw Shen Fangyu getting into a car from the rear-view mirror, he said to the driver, âMaster, get rid of that car behind you, heâs chasing me.â
If the warm-hearted brother Shen Fangyu met was carrying a script for an emotional dispute in an 8.30 p.m. family ethics drama, then the driver Jiang Xu met was a fan of Hong Kong movies about gangsters and police. The small, middle-aged driver narrowed his eyes at his words, looked over at Jiang Xu, and promised solemnly, âDonât worry.â
Then he stepped on the accelerator and, in an instant, became the most dashing, handsome man in the early hours of A City.
Jiang Xu was pushed back by the huge recoil, and his whole body was stuck to the seat, watching as the driver went past the maximum speed limit, madly changed lanes on the traffic-filled street, and passed through alleys again and again. After taking several thrilling turns, he asked Jiang Xu, âWhere are you going again?â
Jiang Xu: ââ¦â¦â
At the quiet entrance of a certain building, the driver, who was immersed in the scene of a gangster-police movie, slammed on the brakes and brought Jiang Xu to his destination.
He helped Jiang Xu carry the suitcase down, rubbed his hands together, and asked, âHow was my driving?â
Jiang Xu thought he wanted more money and was ready to go through his wallet, but the driver hurriedly refused, âI donât take tips.â He looked excited because of his adrenaline rush, âI just want to know â¦â¦ what do you think of my driving? How was it?â
Jiang Xu couldnât understand why he always met a driver who was as theatrical as Shen Fangyu whenever he took a taxi these days.
He struggled to calm the turmoil in his stomach, barely resisting the urge to vomit, and complimented him incoherently, âIt was very good; donât drive like that next time.â
When Jiang Xu stepped into Tang Keâs door with his suitcase in tow, the brother driving Shen Fangyu was parked at a fork in the road and staring in a daze. He and Shen Fangyu looked at each other for a long time before saying, âYou probably wonât be able to catch up with your wife â¦â¦â
He scratched his hair as he said, âIâve always heard that taxis in A City are tough, but today Iâve finally seen it.â He asked Shen Fangyu, âDid you see where the car went?â
Shen Fangyu was already a bit confused, and there were so many identical taxis on the road that he couldnât tell them apart even before they lost track of Jiang Xu.
âWhy donât you guess where your wife would go?â The big brother prompted, âYour mother-in-lawâs house?â
Even though Shen Fangyu had denied it several times, this big brother still insisted that his wife left in anger. Shen Fangyu didnât bother to argue with him anymore and went along with him: âThe parents arenât in A City.â
âWhat about her siblings?â
âHeâs an only child.â
*ä» is being used, which is gender neutral and can be used for he, him, she, or her. So the driver didnât notice.
âSo that makes her a little sister?â Big brother said, âDo you think she has any close little sisters?â
Shen Fangyu exhaled slowly and rolled down the car window. The autumn night was frosty and the cool breeze poured in, suddenly making his body hot and cold, causing him to shiver.
A few moments later, he dialed Tang Keâs number.
Tang Ke saw the caller when it rang, switched off the sound at the speed of light, and glanced at the bathroom door. The shower was loud and showed no signs of stopping. He let out a sigh of relief and walked out onto the balcony with his phone.
âShen Fangyu?â
âItâs me,â Shen Fangyu said. âIs Jiang Xu at your place?â
Tang Ke didnât answer him but first questioned, âYou two were playing Tai Chi in front of me last time, so tell me honestly, are you living with Jiang Xu now?â
Earlier, Jiang Xu had dragged his suitcase over with a tired face. He didnât ask Jiang Xu anything, but now that Shen Fangyu had called, Tang Ke could guess what happened no matter how dull he was.
Jiang Xu lived alone, and even if something big happened, it wouldnât make him run to him with his suitcase, unless there was someone else at his home.
The conversation between the two during the last prenatal examination was odd, and todayâs episode confirmed Tang Keâs suspicions.
âIs Jiang Xu too comfortable with his life that he decided to find himself some trouble?â Tang Ke was puzzled, âHow did you trick him into letting you live in his house?â
âLetâs not talk about that,â Shen Fangyu said, âCan I come over? I want to see him.â
âGo back first, heâs gone to take a shower, Iâll ask him later and get back to you.â
Shen Fangyu knew Jiang Xuâs temper and said nothing more, hanging up the phone in vain, before saying to the big brother, âCan I trouble you to take me back?â
Looking at his depressed face, the bug brother couldnât help but comfort him, âItâs alright, just apologize properly, she loves you and will always forgive you.â
Shen Fangyu shook his head and said, âBrother, we really arenât lovers. Leave alone love, he probably â¦â¦ Anyway, he is quite angry at me and wants to get rid of me.â
âSo youâre courting her?â The big brother asked. âAh⦠getting up to pursue someone in the middle of the night and entering other girlsâ homes is not good.â
âNo,â Shen Fangyu said, âweâre just colleagues, weâre sort of working together on â¦â¦ a project.â
He sighed, âthe relationship has been bad, he also does not want to work with me. There was an external factor that had forced him to do this project, but now that the external factor is gone, he probably intends to break up.â
It was probably the night and a gossipy and enthusiastic big brother who made the best catalyst for the desire to confide, and Shen Fangyu only reacted after realizing that he had said so much to a stranger.
The big brother looked at him with a piercing gaze, his eyebrows twisted into a âå·â character.
Shen Fangyu felt that he had said a bit too much tonight and waved his hand, âI just â¦â¦â
âI understand, brother,â the big brother said, âso you still want to do it?â
Shen Fangyu did not say anything.
âShe wants to break up, you donât want to break up,â the big brother asked, âis this the reason for the fight?â
âNot really.â
âThen why is your colleague so angry? There is always a reason for everything.â
Shen Fangyu thought for a moment, âHe got angry when I said we should break up.â
âThatâs a contradiction in logic,â said the big brother. âYou said your colleague planned to break up, so why was she angry?â
âIt was me who spoke badly,â said Shen Fangyu, âand offended him.â
âHey young man,â the big brother said, âI think youâre the one whoâs in charge, so Iâm asking you, did your colleague ever tell you she wanted to break up?â
Shen Fangyu was silent for a moment and shook his head, âBut it would be good for him to break up.â
âYouâre not her, so how do you know she thinks itâs a good thing?â
âBecause his attitude was firm before.â
âBefore was before,â said the big brother, âmy child still cries and laughs at times, the weather can change at the drop of a hat, canât people change their minds?â
He said, âListen to me. First, apologize to your colleague and ask her if she wants to break up with you or not. If she really wants to break up, forget it, if not, then you should be frank and clear, donât make guesses, and have a good relationship; too much guessing will lead to misunderstanding.â
There was nothing wrong with what the big brother said, but he didnât know that it wasnât a collaborative project, it was a child, so there was no way Jiang Xu didnât want to break up.
Jiang Xu was talented and had ambitions; his way of realizing his life values was not to have a bunch of children, children were a burden to him, a hindrance to moving forward, and Shen Fangyu knew he couldnât be selfish in this matter.
But he really didnât have the energy to explain to a stranger anymore.
The car drove back to Jiang Xuâs community. Shen Fangyu lowered his eyes and quietly slipped two hundred yuan under the seat.
Although the big brother couldnât help him, Shen Fangyu felt his kindness, and it wasnât easy to drag him back and forth in the middle of the night.
The driver sighed with a shake of his head as he watched his back go away, âYoungsters⦠so restless.â