Friday afternoon comes and I havenât looked forward to a weekend so much in ages.
âCongrats on surviving another week,â Ainsley, or Mrs. Aaron as sheâs known to the students, says as I pack up. Today she stayed after school with me and Everly to finish the theater backdrops. With all three of us, we managed to get it done in a week. A very long week.
âThanks for all your help.â
âThatâs what Iâm here for.â She rubs her pregnant belly. âSee you next week if youâre brave enough to come back.â
I smile. Iâm exhausted but this week turned out to be pretty amazing. I didnât feel like I wanted to puke once today while I stood in front of the class. âIâll be here.â
The wind and bitter cold take my breath away as I walk outside. I pull my coat tighter around me and hurry down the sidewalk. I pause when I see Everly sitting on the bench near the parking lot.
I walk toward her with slow, measured steps. Itâs been at least fifteen minutes since she left the classroom. Way too long to be outside in this weather.
âIs everything okay?â I ask as I approach her.
âIâm fine.â She lifts her chin proudly, but the dots of red on her cheeks and the chatter of her teeth say otherwise. âIâm waiting for my ride. He should be here pretty soon.â
âTyler?â I take a seat next to her. The metal bench is like ice.
âNo, River. He had to work late at the record store to cover for his ex.â She tilts the screen of her phone to show me a picture of what I assume is River and a girl with long, jet black hair. âThatâs her. His ex, Molly. She works with him at Empire. Should I be worried that theyâre still friends?â
âI donât know,â I say. âBut just because sheâs his ex, doesnât mean he still has feelings for her.â
âIâm not sure I believe you can be just friends with an ex after you break up. It seems like it would be weird. I mean, look at you and my brother. You two can barely stand to be in the same room together.â Small snowflakes start to drop from the sky and land on the screen, and she slides her phone into her coat pocket.
âItâs freezing out.â Literally freezing. âIs there anyone else you could call?â
She shakes her blonde head. âNo.â
âWhat about your brother?â
âHeâs out of town.â
Right. He did say he was going to be traveling with the team the rest of the week. Iâve tried to block out everything he said that night, but itâs replayed in my head on a loop.
âWho stays with you while heâs gone?â
âUmmâ¦â She looks nervous. âScarlett checks on me sometimes or Declan, neighbors, whoever Tyler can convince to pop in on me.â
âScarlett Miller?â I ask.
She smiles. âYeah. You know her?â
âI do.â I pull out my phone, but Everly stops me.
âSheâs traveling with the team this week. Leo likes having her in the stands.â
I smile because I can hear Scarlett in that. His family hardly ever comes so I love being there for him. He gets the biggest smile on his face when he looks up and sees me in the stands.
âOkay, so who is watching you this weekend theyâre gone?â
She gets a defensive glint in her eyes. âDeclan is going to check in on me later. I donât need a babysitter. Iâm eighteen.â
âWho is Declan?â
âOne of my brotherâs teammates. Heâs injured so he isnât traveling, but heâs at physical therapy until five.â
Iâm starting to get a pretty good picture of the chaos of Everlyâs life. I know it canât be easy for Tyler trying to juggle everything, but no wonder Everly is acting out. She has no certainty in her life.
I stand. âCome on. Iâll give you a ride.â
âFor real?â
âYeah, but no judgment when I eat a share size Kit Kat on the drive. Itâs been a long week.â
Everly gives me the address and I punch it into my phone before we leave the school. I eat my Kit Kat as promised, and Everly stares down at her phone. The snow has picked up and the sky darkens.
When I get to the gated community, my jaw drops. In the back of my mind, I knew Tyler was a wealthy hockey player now, but it hadnât really hit me until weâre passing the large homes of his neighborhood that he isnât the young guy struggling to make something of himself anymore.
A part of me is really proud of him, but I canât linger on that emotion for long without it clouding the anger I feel that I didnât get to be by his side. That was the plan. Heâd play junior hockey, Iâd go to college, and someday weâd both be living our dreams together.
âItâs that one right there.â Everly points at the same time her phone rings in her lap.
I pull into the driveway as she answers.
âHey, Ty. Iâm just getting to the house now.â
My stomach flips as I hear just the faintest bit of his voice on the other end of her phone.
âNo, he isnât here.â She glances at me. âSomething came up. Piper brought me home.â
âYeah,â she says. âYeah.â
I stare straight ahead, but then Everly holds the phone out toward me. âHe wants to talk to you.â
âOh, thatâs okay.â I try to wave her off, but she keeps holding it out and eventually I take it.
âHello?â
âHey. Thank you for giving her a ride home. Iâm sorry you needed to come to our rescue again.â His deep voice bats away that anger I was just clinging to.
âIt was no problem,â I say.
âWell, I appreciate it anyway.â
I look out the partially snow-covered windshield to the house in front of me. âYour house looks nice.â
âIt is, but it isnât mine. Weâre staying with a buddy until I can find us our own place. I had an apartment near the arena, but it wasnât big enough for both of us.â
I file that information away to think about later.
âEverly said she has someone coming to check in on her later?â I ask as I avoid meeting her gaze. I want her to like me, but I also need to make sure Iâm not dropping her off to fend for herself all weekend. She might be eighteen but she should have someone for emergencies.
âYeah, Declan should be stopping by later. He looks in on her a couple of times a day while Iâm gone.â
âThe snow is coming down pretty hard.â
He hums. âIâll text him, but if I know Declan, he wonât let something like a little snow get in the way.â
âIt looks like itâs going to be more than a little snow,â I say, noting that the road behind us is now covered. âDo you want me to stay with her until he gets here?â
âI canât ask you to do that. If he canât make it, Iâll give the neighbors a call to see if they can drop by.â
âYou didnât ask, and Iâm already here.â I smile at Everly. I donât want to admit that Iâm also not thrilled about driving home in this. I needed new tires months ago. My car will be skating home. âItâs no problem. Iâll just hang out until someone else comes.â
Heâs quiet for a beat and I have to check the phone to make sure he hasnât hung up.
âTyler?â
His voice comes out gruffer. âThank you, Pipes.â
I shut off the car. The nickname still gets to me more than Iâd like to admit. âOkay. Well, good luck or whatever. Iâm handing you back to Everly.â
Everly says goodbye to her brother and then looks at me. âYou didnât need to do that. Iâm used to taking care of myself, you know?â
âI know.â
She raises a brow like she thinks Iâm just telling her what she wants to hear.
âI think you are way more mature and capable than I was at your age, but itâs still good to have people that will look out for you. And it will make your brother feel better.â
She sighs. âI guess youâre right. Besides, I really donât want the lady next door to check in on me.â
We get out of the car and Everly lets us in through the front door. She nods her head toward the neighborâs house. âShe treats me like Iâm five and sheâs always hitting on Ty.â
Everly scrunches up her face in disgust. I bet thereâs a long list of women hitting on her brother. And who could blame them? Young, hot, rich professional athlete? Any one of those things would make him a catch. All three? Hold on to your panties, ladies.
Everly kicks off her snowy shoes and I do the same.
Her phone rings and a big smile stretches out over her face. âItâs River.â
Everly disappears up the stairs, tapping away as she goes. I let out a long breath and look around, spotting a living area off to the right of the entryway. Even knowing this isnât Tylerâs house, I still feel him here. The framed jerseys on the wall, the hockey stick mounted like artworkâit all has a very Tyler-like feel that unexpectedly makes me smile.
I reach out and run my fingers along the wooden stick on the wall and goosebumps climb up my arm. The hall leads to an open kitchen with a giant island. A piece of paper catches my eye. Tylerâs penmanship sucks the air out of my lungs. Why is it the smallest things that hit me the hardest when it comes to him?
I hate how even when I want to hold on to every ounce of anger for the things he did in the past, the present version draws me in.
Chris pops into my mind. Itâs been a crazy couple of weeks with my student teaching starting and Iâve barely talked to him, let alone seen him.
He isnât a great love or anything. Weâve kept our relationship casual and fun, but I like him and heâs a nice guy. Still, I find myself comparing him to Tyler. Like Iâve inevitably done with every other guy that came before him.
Chris has a younger sister, too, Heidi, who is about the same age as Everly. It isnât the same situationâshe lives at home with two loving parentsâbut I canât help but think of the time he wouldnât let her borrow a phone charger, and here Tyler is leaving his credit card on the kitchen table like itâs no big thing.
But it isnât just the money, because God knows he probably has more of it than he knows what to do with now. How incredible is it that Tyler was there for Everly when she had no one else all while keeping a crazy schedule and following his own dreams?
Maybe the truth is Tyler is a good guy. But he can be a good guy and still be the jerk that broke my heart.