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Ch37: Oh, You're Sorry? I'm Sorry Too, For Not Giving A Shit!
"Elliana!"
"Elliana!"
"Ellie please wake up!"
"Call an ambulance!"
"Ellie please open your eyes."
I can hear his voice, but everything sounds so far away that it feels like he's talking to someone else.
"Elliana Bair, please open your eyes and talk to me."
I slowly force my eyes to open and everything looks extremely bright and blurry.
"You're okay Elliana," I feel someone run their hand through my hair and I groan.
God everything hurts so much.
"I'm here Ellie," he says. "Its okay. You're okay."
"Everything hurts," I groan trying my best to get my vision to focus, but everything looks blurry.
"I know Ellie," the voice says "but you have to hold on. The ambulance is on its way."
"I can't," I shake my head as the pain becomes greater making it feel as if someone were stabbing me over and over again.
"Yes you can," he reassures me. "Focus on me Elliana. Don't stop looking at me, okay?"
God, I want my mom.
Where the hell is my mom at?
Why does everything hurt so much?
"Okay," I say trying my best to nod as my vision begins to clear up slightly, but not enough. I think I see his brown hair.
"Who did this Ellie?" the voice asks.
"Josh," I smile. "You're here. I didn't think anyone would find me."
"It's okay Princess ," he runs his hand through my hair. "I found you."
"Thank you," I smile.
Its okay.
"Stay awake Elliana!"
I'm about to answer that I am awake, but everything goes dark again.
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"Calm down," I hear a voice and I open my eyes to see many bright lights.
I blink a few times to try to get my vision to focus and It slightly does, but everything still looks a little fuzzy. Although I can make out Josh and Vincent in the distance standing by what appears to be a white wall.
"Calm down?" Josh yells. "Don't ask me to calm down Vincent!"
"I get it," Vincent starts, but Josh interrupts him.
"You don't get it," he leans against the wall his hands covering his face. "That's my girl in there. I love her Vincent and if anything happens I-"
He loves me.
No, stay awake Elliana!
I can feel my eyes starting to close, but I force them to stay open.
"Nothing is going to happen," Vincent puts his hands on Josh's shoulder. "You heard the doctor Josh. He said she was young and had a huge fighting chance."
"I know," Josh nods moving closer towards me, his face looking straight at the ground. I can tell he's been crying and it breaks my heart.
"We all love her Josh," Vincent says. "She's family and we all just need to stay positive right now."
Stay awake.
Please stay awake.
I try my best to keep my eyes open, but eventually everything goes dark.
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"She'll be fine," A female voice says and I open my eyes. "I know Elliana and she's a fighter."
"She's my best friend," I see Alex, his messy blonde hair and sad blue eyes. He's standing against the same white wall as Josh and Vincent were.
Where are they?
"She's my best friend too," the female voice says, but she's out of view.
Taylor?
"I just don't know what I would do if she-"
"She'll be fine," Taylor, I think it's her, says. "We all just need to be here for her. It's going to be hard enough when she wakes up and we have to explain what happened."
What happened?
Seriously Elliana, you have to start closing your eyes right now!?!
"I don't know how we're going to tell her," Alex runs his hand through his hair.
I want to yell at them that I'm awake, but the words won't from and my eyes begin to close.
"We just have to be strong," Taylor comes into view, her voice cracking as she speaks.
What are they talking about?
I manage to get a small groan out and both of them turn towards me, but before I can ask anything my eyes close.
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I slowly open my eyes to a dark room and it takes a few seconds, but my eyes focus. I'm in a hospital room with the lights off.
I look around and I cant help, but smile.
Directly next to me on an uncomfortable chair with his hand on top of mine is a sleeping Josh. On the other side of my bed, in an equally uncomfortable chair, is a sleeping Alex.
In the corner of the room in a small couch are Janet and Taylor snoring. On the floor in front of them is Mick and finally in a small stool with his head leaning against the wall is Vincent.
They're all here.
Where's Pipper?
I try to sit up, but before I can even move my head begins to hurt.
"Fuck," I groan closing my eyes.
I feel like I got hit by a fucking bus.
"Princess," I feel Josh move and I open my eyes.
"Dillweed," I smile and he smiles back.
God he looks tired with his messy hair and sad brown eyes.
"You're awake," he chuckles and I nod as best I can.
"I am," I say.
"Do you remember what happened?" he asks.
"I don't know,"Â I tell him as I try my best to remember what happened.
I was in my room talking on the phone with. . .
Who was I on the phone with?
Whatever, afterwards I walked out of my room.
Why did I walk out of my room?
Okay, then I. . .
"Its okay," Josh holds my hand. "The doctor said it would be perfectly normal if you didn't remember what happened."
"Shorty," Alex says and I turn to see him.
"She's awake," Janet says before quickly waking up Taylor.
"What?" Taylor growls before turning to look at me. "You're awake!"
"Mick," Janet taps him with her foot and he opens his eyes. "Elliana is awake."
"Bair," he stands up smiling at me.
"What the fuck is going on?" Vincent growls as he stands up before he spots me. "Kitten!"
I can feel my head beginning to pound as I look around at everyone. There is too much going on at the same time.
"What's wrong?" Josh asks as I scrunch my nose.
"My head hurts," I hiss.
"Do you remember how you fell down the stairs?" Alex asks and I give him a confused look.
"I fell down the stairs?" I ask as I start trying to remember.
I was in my room talking on the phone with. . .
Who was I on the phone with?
Whatever, afterwards I walked out of my room.
Why did I walk out of my room?
Okay, then I. . .
Fuck, why can't I remember?
"I can't remember what happened," I say frustrated. "How the hell am I suppose to tell you what happened if I can't remember!"
Ouch, my head is killing me.
"It doesn't matter," Josh smiles at me. "It's okay if you don't remember."
"My head hurts," I tell him.
"I'll go get a nurse," Mick says and I smile at him.
"I'm going to get some coffee," Janet says. "Anybody want to come with?"
"I'll go with you," Taylors chirps. "I can use some caffeine."
"We'll be back later," Janet smiles at me and I nod before they all exit the room.
"How are you feeling?" Alex asks.
"Like I got hit by a fucking bus," I say trying my best to not sound angry.
I'm just in a terrible mood.
My head hurts.
"We're just glad you're awake,"Vincent says. "Although, we are angry at you."
Angry?
"Why?" I ask.
"For one you scared us like crazy," he glares at me "and we found out you turn eighteen tomorrow by a fucking nurse."
Tomorrow?
Oh fuck, how could I forget my birthday was coming up?
Lilo would always do a countdown the days for my birthday and i'd do the same for hers.
I guess I'm not use to having to count the days on my own.
"I forgot my birthday was even coming up," I take a deep breath.
"It's fine," Alex smiles "as long as you get to eat cake."
"By the way," Josh runs his hand through my hair. "Before we forget we should tell you that-"
"Elliana," the door is thrown open and I see my parents standing there looking extremely worried.
"Your parents are here," Josh finishes his sentence.
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August 6, 2017