I woke up flinching hard as an arm wrapped around me.
"It's me."
Duh who else would it be. Knowing who it was before hand was the reason behind my flinching. He pulled me closer to his body then inhaled my scent deeply.
"You have to learn to obey me baby girl. I don't want to keep hurting you but you must learn. The faster you learn the better. For yourself and for our child that will soon be inside you ok?"
"Ok. I'm sorry."
"Sshh let's just enjoy our time together now." He said before placing a kiss on the side of my neck.
He quickly turned me on to my back as he climbed on top of me still kissing me. I just laid there. If I fight it will be worse. He moved his hands down to pull his pants down.
Zone out. Zone out. Zone out. You are his property. You are just something he wants and uses. Stay still. Don't push back. You are a punching bag. You are a sex toy. Don't cry. You will be a carrier for his heir. No one will help. No one cares. You are a nobody. You are nothing.
All the things that are drilled in my brain that repeat all day and all night. I lay here watching his body go up and down as my nails are digging in my palms as I bite my lips to try to conceal my whimpers of pain he's causing.
"Damn baby girl you always feel so good and tight." He breathed out between panting.
I felt my tears about to fall so I turned my head away to let them go. He would get mad if he felt them on him. He would say that I was ruining his mood and I would get punished. As he was going he picked one of my legs up and put it on his shoulder in order to go deeper. As soon as he slammed into me again I let out a little cry which caused him to pause. He turned my face to look at him.
"I'm sorry." I said as my body stiffened more.
He leaned up. I flinched hard as I seen his movement expecting a blow. Instead I felt him get off the bed. I opened my eyes to see him grabbing his phone from the dresser. As he dialed a number he headed towards his closet.
"Cancel all of my meetings for the next two days." He said as he grabbed a black bag then headed towards me. "We have more training to do." He said looking at me while hanging up.
I sat there frozen as he started pulling all types of straps, chains, and scary looking things out including some things that looked like a mans penis. I started shaking my head as he watched me.
"You have to learn how to take pleasure and pain baby girl. You have to learn how to take all of me."
I rolled over and made it to the door before he wrapped his arms around me.
"How far did you think you were going to get?"
"Please.." I cried as he drug me back to the bed.
He bent me over by the things he put on the bed. Then he pulled my arms back before placing handcuffs around my wrists. Then he picked me up a little before tossing me on the bed.
"Stay right here until I get done setting everything up."
As I sat there and watched him set things up around the room I could see most of it my movements would be restrained. That means pain. My heart started racing as my eyes started burning. I was having a hard time catching my breath.
"I'm.. I'm s...sorry.. I cr...cried. I pro..promise to do better." I stuttered.
King turned to look at me. "This isn't a punishment baby girl this is just another form of learning."
I don't want this.
"Done." He said coming towards me with a long chain that had metal cuffs at each end.
I watched as he approached the end of the bed and started wrapping them through loops he had installed on top of the metal poles that made the top part of the banister that wrapped around the bed. Once he got one side done I started shooting back away from him.
"Please I'm sorry."
He looked at me as I was scooting back and quickly climbed on the bed and grabbed my ankle then started pulling me back towards the end. He kept a hold of it while he fixed the other end.
"It will be painful for awhile but you have to get use to my size if you're ever going to enjoy it."
I don't want to enjoy it. I don't want any of it. I want to go home. I want Hero. King held my foot up and cuffed it in the air to the leather cuff then did the same with the other. Both of my legs were spread wide apart in the air. I watched as King rounded the bed and picked up a gag. I started shaking my head side to side. He got up on the bed then straddled my stomach as he fought me to get it on. As he was climbing off he grabbed a pillow from the head of the bed. He moved down towards my waist then turned me on my side and placed the pillow folded under my butt then pulled it from the other side so my lower part was sitting in the center with my area angled slightly upward. I tried moving my legs as he walked back towards the end but they barely moved due to the restraints. I started moving my body as he stood between my legs.
"Try to relax." He said as he grabbed my hips. "The more tense your body is the more pain you will cause yourself."
I cried even more as his grip on my hips tightened. I tried to move more as he slowly pushed himself inside of me. My body jerked up a little off the bed as he made sure he could go deep as possible. He started off slow making sure I felt each inch of him. After a few minutes he started pounding into me with no mercy.
"Damn baby girl you fit so perfect around my cock. You was made for me. Look at how perfect it is."
I shook my head as I cried. I didn't want to look at it. I just wanted him to stop.
"I said look!" He shouted.
I still couldn't force myself to look even.
"Fine let's turn this up a notch." He said angrily before he pulled out.
I opened my blurt eyes and blinked them a few times to see what he was doing. He walked over to the table and picked up the penis looking thing. I watched as he picked up a bottle of something clear. He opened the bottle and put some drops of the clear stuff onto the penis thing. Then I watched as he put some of the liquid on some of his fingers. Once he was done he walked back to the end of the bed. I still tried to struggle as he moved the penis thing below my eye site.
"This is going to be very uncomfortable for you." He said before I felt a sharp pain in my butt. "One more finger and you should be good for the big one."
I felt his finger being removed and my body relaxed right before he added the second one with it. I could feel his fingers moving in, out, and around inside me. After a moment he took them out.
"Deep breath baby girl."
What? The pain was so much it felt like the time with Devil. More tears came down as King once again removed himself from between my legs. I heard water running in the bathroom sink. After a minute he came back drying his hands then went to stand back between my legs.
"Oh I forgot." He said as he moved his hands below. I felt him messing with the penis thing thinking he would take it out. I heard a click before I felt it starting to move and vibrate. Then he quickly shoved himself into my vagina. He was trying to remind me of our first time.
"Now eyes on me or I'll add something else."
My eyes shot to him.
"Good girl." He said then started driving himself deep faster and faster. "Now look between my thumbs."
I did as he said which he had my hips gripped. I looked between them to see the outside of my uterus bulge out each time he went in deep sending a shocking pain up my body. All I could do is cry more.
A lot of time past before he was done. He took the penis thing out of my butt then uncuffed my feet before turning my over to undo my handcuffs.
"Go clean yourself up and I'll get us some food brought up."
I slowly and painfully got up and started heading for the bathroom. My legs were so shaky after a few steps they tried to give out on me but I caught the dresser just in time.
"You need help baby girl?" King asked as he grabbed my side trying to support me.
"No!" I shouted. I don't want him touching me. "Sorry I mean no sir. I can do it on my own."
He said nothing as he let me go by myself.
"Remember door stays open."
I turned the shower on and slowly sat down. I balled my legs to my chest hugging my knees and silently cried more with my head down. Why can't he just let me go? Why can't he just find someone else? Why me? Is it because of the whole mafia thing? If so why won't he just kill me already? I'm ready for it. I can't go on living if this is even considered living anymore. I'm just here.