After everyone left King turned back to me. The look he was giving me I couldn't read.
"I see that you're learning baby girl." He said walking towards me. I let the breath I was holding out. "I know you figured out he was not going to be able to take you from me either." All of a sudden he gripped my hair hard pulling my neck back. I grabbed his hand trying to relieve the tight pull he had. "I also realised that you hesitated when he asked you if you wanted to leave with him."
"I'm sorry sir." I cried. "I just want to go home."
"I told you, your home is with me now baby girl."
Knock Knock Knock
"What?" King shouted.
A guard entered. "Boss the car's have arrived."
King waved his hand dismissing the guard. Then pulled out a set of keys and unlocked my chain. "You have five minutes to get ready. Don't make me wait."
I ran to the closet and grabbed some clothes and started putting them on as I ran to the bathroom. By the time I finished getting dressed, fixing my hair, and almost done brushing my teeth I heard King counting down the seconds. I rushed out with the toothbrush still in my mouth and snatched my shoes from the floor. I rushed out the door to King standing with his back to me. As I followed him down the hall I was putting my shoes on. He stopped quickly making everyone stop. He turned towards me but said nothing. His hand came up to my face making me jerk my head back slightly. He grabbed the toothbrush still in my mouth and I relaxed my mouth and let him take it. He held it up and a guard grabbed it to throw it away. Then King brought his hand back up to my face and slowly wiped the toothpaste off my bottom lip with his thumb. He took his hand to his mouth and sucked his thumb clean. I shivered in disgust as he smiled. Then his smiled disappeared quickly as he snatched my wrist up in a painful grip.
As soon as the elevator doors closed King tightened his grip even more on my wrist causing me to whimper.
"I can't wait to get you home." He said angrily.
***
On the ride back to his estate I kept questioning myself as to what I did to make him mad from the time I left the bathroom to when we made it to the elevator. I made it to him before the time was up, I kept up with him, I didn't try to run or fight him, I don't know what I did. Soon enough the car stopped then King grabbed my arm tightly and drug me out of the car.
"Brother she isn't trying to run. You don't have to hold her so hard." Devil said to King.
King turned us around to face Devil. "She's not yours anymore. You decided that when you tried to take her from her punishment. I will do whatever I want with her. Until your back bone grows back and you stop showing weakness she's mine." King replied before jerking on my arm and dragging me into my hell.
***
King threw me in the room before he walked in and locked it behind him. I backed away from him as he approached me while taking off his tie and shirt.
"So you think I'm disgusting?"
What? I never said that out loud. I shook my head.
"Do not lie to me!" He shouted making me flinch.
"I..I..I never s..said th..that."
"You're actions in the hallway said it all."
I shook my head. "I..I'm s..sorry."
"I guess I have to train you in that area to."
"W..what d..do y..you m..mean?"
"We're going to do this everyday until you're not disgusted by me."
"What?" I asked confused.
"Get on your knees Mia." King ordered while undoing his pants.
I started taking slow steps backwards while shaking my head. "I can't." I gasped out.
He quickly grabbed me and shoved me to my knees. "Lift your arms out sideways even with your shoulders."
I did as he said. His pants hit the ground. "Now do not dare to move." He said walking to the bathroom.
By the time he came out of the bathroom my arms and shoulders burned and I was sweating.
"Get up."
WARNING Suicide Attempt
He didn't have to tell me twice. I followed him to the bathroom. He stood behind me as he had me face a full length mirror. "Look at yourself Mia. Covered in bruises from being disobedient. Sweaty," He said sniffing me then frowning up, " and smelly at last but not least just all around ugly." I frowned up disgusted in myself. "Now look at me. Muscular, handsome, clean, and smell great like I always do." It made me feel worse. "Next time you think I'm disgusting you need to think about this moment." And with that he left me standing there.
I stared at myself for awhile. He was right. I am ugly and on top of that I'm fat but I guess he was to caught up to remember to mention that as well but I can see it. My mom is then only one who could ever love someone as hideous and fat as me and I'll never get to see her again. Why am I still here? I should just help everyone out and end myself. I looked harder in the mirror and seen Kings razor on the sink behind me.I locked the bathroom door then I walked over to his razor and slowly took it apart. Then easily took one of the blades off the top. I sat down across from the mirror staring.
"Mia open this door." I heard King shouting while he knocked. I looked at the blade. "If you don't open this door right now you will regret it!" I already regret living. Then I heard Kings voice but it was not loud enough for me to hear. I put the blade to my wrist and sliced it while hissing at the sting. I heard pounding on the bathroom door. I grabbed the blade with my other hand and cut my other wrist. The door started to buck as blood flowed out of my wrists and onto the floor. When the door gave in guards ran in followed by King. King ran to me as I started feeling sleepy. He grabbed both of my wrists applying pressure while yelling something at the guards.
"Mia Mia baby girl can you hear me?" I heard King but it sounded faded.
"I'm strong minded when I need to be." I said before darkness took me.
Warning Over
I opened my eyes to a bright light. I did it. No one else has to suffer from being around me. Does heaven have lights? I tried to sit up while still trying to take in my surroundings. I couldn't move! I looked down to see my wrist strapped down to my sides while a dressing was around each wrist. I shook my head and tried to kick my feet which couldn't move either.
"No No No!" I shouted while trying to fight against the restraints
I heard footsteps thundering on the floor followed by the door bursting open. A nurse and some guards ran over to me.
"Calm down Mia. It's ok now. Mia stop you're going to rip your stitches."
I didn't listen to her I just kept fighting against them. Then felt liquid run down my hand.
"Shit she ripped them! Hold her down!" She ordered the guards who did not hesitate to do as she turned away.
"Let go! Get off me!" I shouted trying to shake them off.
The nurse came back with a syringe in her hands.
"No No No Stop!" I shouted at her but she didn't listen as the guards grips tightened on me as I felt a pinch in my hip.
"Its ok Mia. Everything's going to be fine." The nurse said as I got sleepy real quick.
"Liar." I said as the guards grips loosened as my eyes closed yet again.
***
I woke up later in the same spot but couldn't move anything below my neck. Then I heard voices outside the door.
"No sir. She freaked out and reopened her wounds. I had to put her under to fix them again. She is on a mild sedative until her wounds are healed. She is still restrained until we find out how her body takes the sedative. Once she's able I want to put her on some antidepressants."
The next second the door opened and surprise surprise King walks in. I stare at the ceiling instead of looking at him as he brings a chair over and sits next to me. Neither of us say anything as I can feel him staring at me. We sit like this for awhile. Him staring at me and me staring at the ceiling.
"Why would you do that baby girl?" He asked breaking the long silence we had.
I never responded. All I did was sigh then turn my head to the wall away from him. I was already making him suffer by being here with me. I don't know why he's here. Such a handsome wealthy man being around a fat ugly no body.