The week had begun, and it was now Monday. I was in the classroom, waiting for the start of school. Since there had been a meeting on Saturday, there hadnât been one this morning.
ãAh, Tomozaki!ã
ãHn? Ohh, Izumi.ã
Izumi, who had entered the classroom a few minutes before homeroom was to begin, began to talk to me. As usual, she smells nice, sheâs as ditzy as ever, and her chest is huge.
ãUm, listen to this!ã
ãWh-what is it?ã
ãThe memorizationâ¦â¦I think Iâve mastered it.ã
Izumi spoke in a serious and profound tone of voice. She was probably referring to the memorization of moves used in that AtaFami match that I had come up with as an assignment.
ãOhh! Seriously!?ã
ãSeriously serious!ã
Ever since the incident in the former Principalâs Office, in the midst of those subtly changed power relationships, I was now leading a lifestyle somewhat less stigmatized than before.
ãWell, I guess that means youâre almost ready to have a serious fight with Nakamura.ã
ãReally!? â¦â¦I did it.ã
Izumi made a small guts pose. The innocent guts pose of a girl in love sure is cute.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
In this way, we were carrying out a conversation more directly than ever before. However, if I had to say what it was, this was more to do with Izumi being good at conversations and me just following her lead, so it didnât really possess that feeling of me having grown. Also, the conversation topic was AtaFami, which is kind of my specialty.
Which is why I wouldnât stop there, instead taking one more step of my own to accumulate more experience points.
ãAh, more importantly, that is coming soon, huh.ã
ãHn? What is?ã
Every day is special training. I recalled one of the topics I had memorized for use with Izumi.
ãPretty soon itâll be Nakamuraâs birthday, right.ã
ãâ¦â¦Um, thatâs true, but why do you know that Tomozaki!? Actually why are you even telling me that!?ã
Izumi was kind of talking non-stop as her face turned red. Ah, I suppose directly touching on the subject of Nakamura is what they call âhaving no tactâ, right? What do you think, Hinami-san?
ãAh, well, uhhâ¦â¦ahaha.ã
ãDonât âahahaâ me! Also, thereâs a whole month to go so itâs not even âsoonâ!ã
And like this, Iâve said something off again. But please donât be too harsh on me.
However, in this way, lately I had progressed a little further away from being a loner, having classroom chats like this with Izumi not just about AtaFami, but also anything else that would come to mind. Also, my group conversations with Mimimi, Tama-chan and Hinami had been increasing in number. That feeling of being a loner had been decreasing ever so slightly. Which is incredible.
However, thinking about it carefully, me saying thatãThereâs several people in class that I talk toãis something incredible might be scary in and of itself. Iâd like to turn a blind eye to that.
Speaking about problems, Konno Erika and her followers were still giving me a hard time, or rather, they would have conversations likeãGross, isnât heï½ããLike, that look in his eyes.ããThat desperation is seriously hilarious!ãin a volume just loud enough for me to hear, being quite effective at piling up damage to my heart. It was getting unbearable. However, aside from that, things had been peaceful.
Though if I tried thinking about it, I was interacting with nothing but girls, which from the perspective of other guys might not be viewed in such a positive light. I have the feeling they might think it only natural for me to be treated that way.
However, just as I was wondering if this meant that I should get around to discussing the matter with Hinami.
During the break right before fourth period, that happened.
ãTomozaki.ã
ãâ¦â¦Hn?ã
My name was called out by a voice I wasnât too used to being called out by. Looking over my shoulder, standing there was ââ Mizusawa.
Mizusawa. The cool, stylish, and brown-haired ikemen who frequently hung out with Nakamura. Differing from that other follower-person Takei, rather than being aãFollowerã, Mizusawa gave the impression of being a strategist who supported Nakamura from the shadows. This was something about him that I had also strongly felt during that eventful incident with Mimimi and Tama-chan in the Home Economics Room.
ãUhh, am I getting called out againâ¦â¦?ã
When I asked this in a small voice, Mizusawa wentãHahahaha!ãin a rather well-carrying laugh.
ãNo, no! That was just me talking to you normally. Seriously, just how used are you to getting called out?!ã
This was said in a lighthearted tone. Well, looks like Iâm enough of a jaku-chara that I get addressed unreservedly as aãYouã[1]. However, even as I lamented my unchanging jaku-ness with such thoughts, I was relieved by the fact that I wasnât getting called out.
ãTalking to me normally?ã
ãWhatâs with that question mark? Look, you did pretty great the other day, didnât you?ã
ãThe other day? Ahh, you mean that thing with Konno Erikaâ¦â¦ã
ãYep, thatâs right!ã*Ka Ka Ka*. He laughed happily.ãMaan, thatâs the first time Iâve seen someone make Erika so resentful.ã
ãSh, shut up!ã
Even as I found myself at a loss for words, I willed myself to use a cheerful tone as I made my retort. This too was part of my practice. I had also attempted a cheerful expression. It goes without saying, but my tone and facial expression are things Iâve been trying to practice regularly, doing a little bit each day so that it can become second nature to me. However, it doesnât seem to be going too well against this higher-ranked opponent.
ãTomozaki,ãFor some reason, Mizusawaâs face bore a mysterious expression.ãNo, rather than thatâ¦â¦that was good.ã
ãEh, good?ã
I ended up responding to him with a question in an idiotic voice.
ãYeah. I mean, werenât those your actual thoughts at the time?ã
I thought back to what I had shouted at Konno Erika during that incident in the former Principalâs Office. Gyaaa.
Having someone tell me that those were my actual thoughts is somewhat embarrassing, but, well, since itâs the truth Iâll have to admit it.
ãAhh, I guess.ã
For some reason, Mizusawa smiled delightedly at my answer.
ãThought so. What can I say. I donât hate that, you know.ã
ãâ¦â¦Eh?ã
ãYou see, doing that sort of thing means youâre taking things too seriously, itâs unpleasant, and itâs kind of uncool. So thereâs also those who would call it gross or somethingâ¦â¦Konno, for example. But me? I think that was a pretty good thing to do, and to tell the truthâ¦â¦ã
At that point, the words stopped coming.
My interest piqued by Mizusawaâs unexpected remark,ãâ¦â¦To tell the truth?ã, I couldnât help but urge him to continue.
ãI too share the same view. In fact, I was slightly moved by how you could say something like that so openly. Or rather, it was like you were telling me that I had an ally out there who was just like myself.ã
ãA, ally?ã
This was something completely unheard of in the records of my high school life up to now. I let that majestic word echo over and over again in my head.
ãAnyway, itâs not like thereâs any big meaning to this. How about we go out with a few people for a relaxing meal or something!ã
ãWith a few peopleâ¦â¦ã
Despite the sense of foreboding I had this time about that detail, I tried my best to produce a lighthearted tone of voice, and followed up with anãO-Okay!ã. Here, I was using Izumi as my reference. That carefree âokay!â of hers is pretty easy on the ears.
ãOf course, Shuuji wonât be coming.ã
ãEh, is that so.ã
Perhaps having understood my feelings, or perhaps having planned it that way from the very beginning, Mizusawa quickly dispelled my ominous premonition.
ãThatâs a given, right. After all, you donât like it, do you? Being around Shuuji, that is.ã
ãUhhhâ¦â¦well, perhaps.ã
I gave him a vague reply.
ãYou know, Tomozaki.ã
With a serious expression, Mizusawa looked at me in the eye. Then, he grinningly opened his mouth.
ãIt would have been funnier if youâd instantly answered with aãYep, I donât like itãor something there, you know?ã
This sudden advice took me by surprise, and that probably showed on my faceââbut I was forced to concede that I agreed with him.
ãâ¦â¦Thatâs true.ã
Even as I marveled at that riajuu power, simply giving me a sidelong glance, Mizusawa didnât waste any time in moving the conversation forwards.
ãDonât you think so? Anyway, as for the other people joining us, letâs seeâ¦â¦ãMizusawa grinningly looked into my eyes.ãAoi, for one.ã
At that choice of person, I lost my composure yet again.
ãIs, is that so. Hinami, huh.ã
To avoid him sensing that discomposure, I feigned calmness as I replied.
ãYep, her. Youâve been getting along pretty well lately. As for our final member, I was thinking it might be interesting if we could just get one of the other girls to come eat with us.ã
ãI see. That does sound like it would be interesting.ã
I strained my facial muscles to produce a slight smile as I spoke.
ãDoesnât it? Anyway, Iâll speak to you again later! ã
ãOkay!ã
Even as I invoked yet another Izumi âOkayâ, I was astonished by how so many different people had recognized how I had been getting along with Hinami recently. It was something I had been told by both Mimimi and Izumi. As expected, riajuu sure have incredible powers of observation when it comes to things like changes in interpersonal relationshipsâ¦â¦
Still, a meal, huh. To tell the truth, I actually think that itâs way too sudden and feel slightly intimidated. However, an event like this shouldnât be particularly unusual for a normal high school student. Probably. High school students are freaking amazing. Are their lives riddled with events, seriously.
However, given how it is that kind of event, provided that Hinamiâs around, I should be able to manage one way or another. Though it is a bit of an annoyance that sheâs becoming somewhat of a crutch for me.
Later that day, I had a few more conversations with Mizusawa: once during the lunch break, and then a quick chat after school. For Mizusawa, I could very much feel the presence of his riajuu aura; or rather, while itâs true that people like Mimimi or Izumi are riajuu, male riajuu emanate a rather overpowering feeling, kind of an air of âSurvival of the Fittest!â, perhaps several times more frightening than that of the female riajuu. Which is why I was incredibly nervous during our interactions. I wonder if this also counts as experience points.
However, in this way, although Iâm not too sure what will become of it in the future, it seems like I now have a fellow male student that I might be able to call somewhat of a friend. On top of that, someone from the riajuu side. This makes me a little happyââ
But I think the fact that they said they agreed with what I had shouted out that day might also make me slightly glad.
ãWell then, this will be the first meeting weâve had here in a while.ã
ãPlease donât be too hard on me.ã
It was after school in the second Sewing Room. This would be our first meeting here ever since the incident that day.
In this dusty old room that I had by now become all too familiar with, I noticed that I felt a strange sense of calm.
ãWell then, to start off, letâs review the current goals. Do you still remember what the small goal is?ã
Hinami promptly moved on to the matter at hand.
ãOf course I do.ãGoing out somewhere with a girl other than Hinamiãshould be about right, correct?ã
ãThatâs right.ã
Hinami nods.
ãStill, the more I think about it, the scarier it seems.ã
ãPlease, Iâve just about had enough of your stupid whining.ã
While touching the ends of her black, silky hair, Hinami nonchalantly spewed out those venomous words. Each time she switched the positions of her crossed legs, in a dazzling flash of white, those thighs would fleetingly reflect the sunlight shining through the window. As I thought, everything about her looks is just too good, right down to her figure.
ãBut what should I do? Is it like, if you invite someone with the right words, theyâd agree?ã
Hinami shook her head at my words.
ãRather than that, it would be best if you could achieve it naturally through the flow of a conversation. Though it is true that itâs the kind of goal that can be easily cleared if you do something like invite people over and over again with only the goal in mind.ã
I donât think itâs easy, though.
ãHm, ânaturallyâ, you say.ã
ãYes. Also, even if you do manage to get someone to go out with you that way, since the skill of the current you is too low, itâs highly possible that you wonât handle conversation well and the date ends in failure. Thatâs why improving your skill in that area first takes priority.ã
ãI, I see. Still, conversation skill, huhâ¦â¦ã
ãItâs not the kind of thing youâll be able to resolve overnight, but thatâs what the whole memorization thing is for, right? Are you properly doing it?ã
Memorization. In other words, the memorization of topics to use when conversing with people.
Even during these past few days during which I hadnât been able to hold a meeting with Hinami, I had still been carrying out my routine memorization of conversation topics.
ãYes, Iâm doing it.ã
ãI see. Well, as far as I can tell, it does seem like youâve been doing it.ã
ãAs far as you can tell?ã
That part had taken me by surprise, so I asked her for an explanation.
ãDonât you use them at times? The topics, I mean. Even when youâre talking with myself, Mimimi and Hanabi.ã
ãââAhh.ã
So it was the memorized topics, huh. Currently, when talking with Izumi, or when talking with Mimimi, Tama-chan or Hinami, I would try my best to see if there were any memorized topics suitable for the conversation at hand. If there were, I would take the opportunity and try bring them up. I suppose itâs only natural that Hinami would be able to tell from seeing that.
ãYou should keep up with that. Memorization is one thing, but actually being able to bring up those topics in a conversation is a completely different matter. The fact that youâre currently able to do so means youâve grown a lot.ã
Her tone of voice was blunt, but for whatever reason, her mouth formed a happy smile as she spoke.
ãIs, is that so.ã
Having been praised, I kind of unconsciously became flustered.
ãThough there is something you really need to reflect on. Because youâre always on edge trying to bring up those topics, your tone of voice becomes unnatural, and you tend to say something likeãUm, you know!ãlike youâre about to begin talking about something important, but then follow up with something inconsequential like ãThe other day, on televisionâ¦â¦ã.
While squandering that acting talent on a recreation of my unpleasant tone of voice, she stabbed those words into my heart.
ãI will keep that in mindâ¦â¦ã
I was made to feel despondent so easily. Seeing that expression of mine, Hinami smiled in satisfaction. Hasnât this personâs sadism been on the rise?
ãBe that as it may, the points needing improvement are easily identified, so itâs still much preferable compared to before. Well, as for how to proceed from hereâ¦â¦before I move onto that, have there been any changes in your situation?ã
ãLet me seeâ¦â¦ Ah.ãI suddenly remembered something.ãIt only just happened today, but I spoke with Mizusawa about a number of things.ã
ãWith Mizusawa? Come to think of it, you did speak with him a few times, didnât you.ã
ãThatâs right. Though as a result, today I didnât manage to visit the library before the classroom move.ã
ãI see. â¦â¦Hmm, well I suppose thereâs not much you could do about that.ã
TheãMedium-sized goalãthat Hinami had set, in other words, the unthinkable taskãTo get a girlfriend before advancing to the third yearã, is something that I had been instructed to continue to work towards. As part of that, I had also been reminded to speak with theãTarget HeroineãKikuchi-san as much as possible.
ãWe have classroom moves on Mondays and Wednesdays, so I intend to visit the day after tomorrow, thoughâ¦â¦ã
ãThatâs true. If thatâs the case, it should be fine. Rather, it might be better this way. So? What happened with Mizusawa?ã
I was curious about what she meant by ârather, it might be better this wayâ, but since she had asked me another question, I decided to answer it.
ãWell, there kind of was that incident with Konno, right? He said something about sharing the same view with what I had said at that time, and suggested we go out for a meal with a few people sometime. As a group of four, boys and girls, Hinami included, that is.ã
ãâ¦â¦Hmm. Mizusawa said that, huh.ã
Hinami frowned. Well thatâs kind of unusual.
No, the frowning itself wasnât at all that unusual. However, showing a frown when talking about someone else, especially despite not seeming to have any ill-intentions towards that person. That was what I found strange.
ãWhat? Is there a problem?ã
ãWhat might you mean by that?ã
ãUh, wellâ¦â¦ã
ãItâs nothing too important. However, going out for a meal with a few people, huh. It might be just right.ã
Hinami placed a finger to her lips, as if deep in thought. It felt like she had said that to change the subject, but her facial expression didnât waver.
ãâJust rightâ?ã
ãIsnât it obvious that Iâm talking about that thing we discussed earlier? Conversation skill. Or rather, dating skill. It seems like youâd be able to carry out some good practice in that situation.ã
Apparently, the subject had now changed completely.
ãPractice, huhâ¦â¦certainly, it does seem like it would be easy for me to get some practice done in a situation like that where itâs me and you with Mizusawa and someone elseã
ãDonât you think so?ã
I imagined what that scene would look like.
Even as I pictured the riajuu-like scenery, I was frustrated by how I was currently such that the fact that Hinami would be nearby gave me a sense of security. Just as I was thinking this, Hinami opened her mouth once again.
ãIn addition, youâll be able to work on not just your date practice, but also on your invitation practice.ã
ãEh? Invitation practice?ã
Which meantâ¦â¦that, perhaps?
ãThatâs right. That other girl? Youâre going to be the one inviting her. Itâs only natural, donât you think?ã
ãâ¦â¦I knew it.ã
Of course thatâs what it meant.
Thus, one after the other, my training tasks in this game called Life proceeded to get established.