It was a few days before OâHara sent her the file on Lori Preston. She took some heart from the fact he and the other leads not only coordinated now but had cleared her to consult.
A late March blizzard dumped fourteen fresh inches, and she thought of the crocus sheâd seen. Buried now, but it would show its blooms again.
She hoped the late-season storm would slow whatever plans those who stole lives had for the next.
There would be a next.
Everything Sloan read said Lori Preston had been a harmless woman. Divorced nearly a decade, she had no serious romantic relationships and maintained a civil one with her ex. Theyâd had two children, both now married. A son whoâd moved to Atlanta for work, and a daughter who worked at a resort in the Laurel Highlands, and had given Lori her first grandchild.
A boy, now four months old.
Sheâd owned a small gift shopâa lot of crystals, wind chimes, candleholders, and candlesâthat appeared to be as much hobby as business.
Neighbors described her as a friendly, outgoing woman whoâd loved to garden and putter around her house.
And when sheâd puttered a few months before the birth of her grandchild, sheâd started to change out a dated ceiling light for a new one.
Whether sheâd been distracted or just careless, she hadnât turned off the breaker. Sheâd suffered an electrical shock that had stopped her heart, along with a fall off her stepladder.
Her daughter had been there, heard her fall, called nine-one-one, done CPR. And saved her.
Until now.
So another face on Sloanâs wall, more pins in her map.
She worked the cases in on her own timeâan hour here, two hours thereâand admitted she just kept going around the same circles.
She got up at the knock on the door, and found Nash and Tic.
âI brought pizza, and the dog.â
âBoth are welcome.â She bent down to greet the happy dog. âI see you dug out.â
âYeah. Too much for the snowblower, but your father has a plow. I think I might get one myself.â
âDadâs the plow master. He loves plowing.â
When she straightened with Tic leaning lovingly against her legs, Nash took a long look before he kissed her. âYou need a break.â
âIt shows?â
âYeah, so take one. Got a beer?â
âSure.â
She went back, got one out, and a Coke for herself as he set the pizza on the table.
âLetâs try this. Tell me again what you know about Lori Preston, and what youâve found out, get it out and off your mind.â
âA nice woman, a good mother, a new and excited grandmother. She loved her little, barely-making-the-rent shop, and switching up the decor in her house from pieces she carried in it.â
She got out plates, a treat for Tic.
âThe accident made her only more determined to enjoy her life, according to her children. Sheâd planned to go to Atlanta to visit her son and his wife next month. She had investment incomeâyouâd get thatâso she could have her shop, live that life. No current men in her life.â
She sat, grateful she could say it all to someone other than herself.
âShe told her daughter she liked being single, independent, getting together with girlfriends now and then.
âHer daughter, the daughterâs husband, and the baby arrived at her house about five-thirty for a visit. Planned. The shop opened noon to four on Sundays.â
Though her appetite had waned again, Sloan ate a bite of pizza.
âShe wasnât there, her car wasnât there. The daughter has a key, so they went in. She called her motherâs phone, but it wouldnât go through. No signs sheâd started on the Sunday dinner sheâd planned.
âThinking sheâd gotten stuck at the shop, the son-in-law drove over. He found her car, locked, in its usual place. The shop locked. They checked with friends, with neighbors. Nobodyâd heard from her or seen her since the day before. They called the cops.â
Tic came over to lay under the table between them, and laid his head on her feet.
âThey reacted quickly because it fit the pattern. It still does because no trace. None. They did track down a woman whoâd gone into the tattoo parlor in the same shopping center about a half hour before Preston would have closed the shop. She didnât see anyone, didnât see a white van. She thinks she might have seen a black one.â
âAnd youâre thinking they might have had it painted after the last abduction.â
She shrugged. âNot in any of the companies Iâve contacted. Witnesses arenât always reliable. Somebody swears the car was a red compact, somebody else swears it was a blue sedan.â
Though she hadnât finished the first, Nash put another slice on her plate. âYou can handle two. Now tell me what you think.â
âI think Zach Tarrington was in that white van in the hotel lot when Rusk came out. And the people who took him knew or feared his coworker would remember it. They couldâve taken it out of the area to have it painted, or done it themselves. And I thinkâ¦â
She picked up the half-finished slice.
âI should say the investigators think, and I agree, whoeverâs doing this most likely works in a hospital, either medical or support staff. Somebody whoâs found a way to access records. The missing didnât all go to the same hospital, so theyâve found a way. Some of the missingâs accidents were reportedâpolice reports, articlesâso thatâs another way.â
âBut youâre not thinking cop?â
âCanât rule it out, but again, different jurisdictions. And as far as where the abductors might be, Western Maryland, over into West Virginia, and up into Pennsylvania.â
âA lot of ground to cover.â
âWhich helps them. If they donât kill the abductees immediatelyâand why would they? Thereâs no gratification in that. They have to have a house, remote enough or secure enough to take people, hold them for however long as they do. It could be hours, days, hell, weeks. And they need a way to dispose of the bodies.â
She considered as she ate.
âDigging graves in this area over the winter? No easy feat.â
âNot impossible,â he pointed out, âwith the right equipment.â
âNo, not impossible. Maybe they have access to a backhoe, maybe one of them works with heavy equipment. Or a funeral home, a crematorium.â
Whether she knew it or not, Nash observed, sheâd started to relax a bit.
âYouâd have considered those angel-of-death types who decide instead of healing to kill patients.â
âThey werenât patients.â
âAt one time they were. But they survived. Something like thatâlooking for follow-through? Religious fanatics against medical intervention?â
She studied him over a sip of Coke. âYouâve been thinking about this, too.â
âI guess I have.â
âThose are angles, and theyâre taking a look there. Lori Prestonâs abduction has the FBI taking an interest, and theyâve done or are doing a profile. I have to wait to be brought into that loop.â
âWill you be?â
âI think so. Theyâll take a look at me.â
Nash stared at her. âAs a suspect? Thatâs bullshit.â
âNot entirely. Iâm alive due to that medical intervention, Iâm law enforcement, I live in the area. Iâd look at me. Iâd clear me, of course, but Iâd look.â
âYou didnât live in the area when the first twoâones you connectedâwent missing. And were barely out of the hospital when Janet Anderson got snatched.â
âYes, the first two happened before I was shot, before I moved back, but I have roots in the area, I pushed for information on Anderson, and I dug upâso to speakâthe first two victims.â
âOkay, you convinced me. Theyâd better lock you up.â
That brought a smile. âTheyâll clear me, but theyâll want to do that before they share more. Anyway, thatâs what I know, thatâs what I think, and you were right. I need a break, so tell me how the office goes.â
âNearly there. We decided to do one wall in this old barnwood we scored, so itâs taking a little longer. Thereâs enough left over. Itâd look good in your office.â
âMy office.â She turned to look toward it and those Barbie-pink walls. âWell, damn it.â
âItâs out in the shop if you want a look. We planed it down smooth, and it was worth the extra time. Oh, and CJâs hair is orange now.â
âSure, itâs baseball seasonânearly. Oriole orange.â
âHuh.â Because Tic got up and went to the door, Nash rose to let him out. âI guess wearing a jersey or hat isnât enough.â
âNot for CJ.â
âClearly.â Though he planned to stay, he got a Coke rather than another beer from her fridge. Then he sat, studied her.
âWhat?â Instinctively she lifted a hand to her face. âDo I look that bad?â
âYouâre beautiful.â He spoke it as fact, not a particular compliment. âItâs disconcerting sometimes. I tended toward tall brunettes.â
âReally?â
âGoing by that, you shouldnât be my type. And yet. I came over tonight because I missed seeing you, talking to you. Weâve both been busy, add better than a foot of snow. Iâve got no problem with alone, or I wouldnât have bought the house. No problem with busy, or I wouldnât have bought the house and started the business.
âBut I missed seeing you.â
The fact heâd say it, and in a tone that clearly indicated he wasnât altogether pleased by it, meant a lot to her.
So she gave him back in turn.
âI liked opening the door and seeing you there, for the same reason. And I think I make good use of alone. Iâd have been glad to see you even if you hadnât brought pizza and Tic. Theyâre the bonus.â
When Tic gave one quick bark, Sloan rose to let him back in.
âWe donât call them parents, Theo and I,â he began, and Sloan turned back slowly. âBut for clarity, Iâll use the term.
âI donât know why they had us, except itâs something you did, were expected to do. Have progeny and form them into doctors, lawyers, CEOs, important careers. Power careers. Put them in the right schools toward that end. Lead, guide, or push them eventually into the right marriageânot necessarily good, but right.â
He paused a moment. ââRightâ supersedes all. So that includes said progenyâs membership in the right country club, the purchase of the right home for hosting the right people. A second homeâthe Hamptons, Hilton Head, maybe the tropics. All this resulting in more progeny who would continue along the same expected lines.â
She sat again. âIâm sorry.â
He met her look levelly, impassively. âDonât be. They made me what I am today. Theo, too. Weâre just not what they expected or ⦠invested in. I was supposed to be the doctor. But that really wasnât going to work, and even they clued in there. So financeâthe right firm, the right clients. They come from money, have money, respect money, so that was tolerable enough.â
He shrugged that off. âI had a knack for it, even enjoyed it. They tolerated my summers working with Habitat, designating it as overt charity work, which is also important, at least the overt part of it. What they didnât see, and maybe I didnât for a while either, was thatâs what I wanted. Building.
âI did what was expected for longer than I like to admit, but you get into the habit of it. Itâs easier to go along, or at least give the appearance of it, than to constantly run into the wall.
âThey donât like each other very much, they divorced years ago, but they still make a hell of a wall together.â
âMy parents make a hell of a wall together, but of a completely different kind.â
âSo Iâve noticed. They had staff to take care of us, watch us, feed us, deal with clothes. We had all the right schools, carefully curated companions, and we got trotted out when it was appropriate or advantageous. The rules were hard, fast, and not in any way negotiable. Go outside them, you paid.
âNot physically,â he added quickly. âSome prized possession taken away. Not for a day, or a week. Just gone. Demoralizing lectures on how insufficient we were. They paid the staff extra to report on us if we broke some rule. Some of them did, some didnât.â
âAbuse doesnât have to be physical.â
âNo, it doesnât. I figured that out long ago. The best parts of my life were when, for whatever reason, they werenât speaking to me. Iâm in one of those now. Theo was, but theyâre once again to trying to push him to return to New York, back into an important law firm.â
âHe wonât go.â
âNo. Heâs found the woman he loves, found his home, and in your family, his family. He wanted one so much.â
âHe had you.â
âWe had each other.â
âWill they try to pull you back?â
âI donât think so. I think, this time, theyâre done with me. They canât take whatâs mineâand that includes Theo. With his staying here and marrying Drea, having the business with me, theyâll be done with him. Whatever children Theo and Drea have wonât exist for them.â
âGood. They wouldnât deserve them any more than they deserved you or Theo.â
âThey might actually like Drea, on some level, if they got to know her, which they wonât.â Now he smiled. âThey really wouldnât like you.â
âGood,â she repeated. âOne thing. They didnât make you what you are. You and Theo made yourselves what you are.â
She reached out for his hand. âYou taught him to play poker for Skittles, then when some heartless bastard ratted you outâon freaking Christmasâyou took the blame.â
âWell, Iâd won them fair and square.â
âYou gave him a dog.â
Nash looked down at Tic. âYeah, weak moment. But thatâs working out okay.â
âHe came here because he was tough enough to go after what he wanted, too. And he found it. So this, you, him, itâs not because of them, Nash. Itâs in spite of.â
Still holding his hand, she rose. âWhat do you say we both take a break and go sit by the fire? We can pretend to watch a movie for a while, then Iâll get you naked if you do the same for me.â
âThat sounds like a really good idea.â
Sloan gave Drea her first day off. The bride-to-be wanted to start the hunt for the perfect dress. Since the first round involved a boutique in Morgantown, Sloan slipped a possible non-wedding stop in her back pocket.
Elsie insisted on the back seat, and Drea chattered away while Sloan drove.
âI know we made the right choice with the venue. Thereâs such a beautiful outdoor area, views of the lake and the mountains. Itâll be gorgeous, just right in mid-October. And if the weatherâs not good, weâll move it inside. But the weather will be perfect.â
âSo say we all.â
âItâs the right size, too, for the number of guests we want. I mean other than Nash and some friends from New York, itâs mostly our family and friends. Which is a lot, but not too many.â
âBreaks my heart,â Elsie murmured.
âI know, Mom, but Theoâs good with it.â
âWeâre his family now. Their family now,â Elsie corrected. âItâs amazing and admirable they turned into such good men with that awful, that selfish foundation. It just makes me love them more.â
She shifted her attention to Sloan. âAnd Iâm perfectly aware that you and Nash areâlet me pick the easiest wordâseeing each other.â
âWellâ¦â
âNot asking for chapter and verse. Iâll only say your tasteâs improved. Not that there was anything wrong with Matias. That spineless weasel.â
Amused, Sloan flicked a glance in the rearview mirror. âWill it make you feel better to know he called me back in January to apologize, and to see how I was?â
âModerately.â
âBut we like Nash better,â Drea added.
âThatâs good. So do I.â
âAnd this is a lot more fun than the last time we drove to Morgantown. Looking at wedding dresses, maybe finding your dresses, too. Did I tell you my colors?â
Sloan looked over. âI think youâre about to.â
âPlum and copper. I want rich colors, nothing pastel. You can pick either for your dress, Sloan. So can Leah as my attendant and Hailey for flower girl. Iâm not going for everyone has to have the same style either. But I want those strong colors, beautiful flowers, and simple elegance. Not fussy, not over-the-top. And I know just the style of dress I want. Simple, sleek. No train, no veil. Forget the lace, forget the tulle. A beautiful ankle-length column and great shoes.â
âThen this should be easy.â
âAnd if I donât find it here, weâll look somewhere else.â
âYouâll know it when you see it,â Elsie predicted as Sloan navigated Morgantown.
They had champagne while the bridal expert selected a few dresses meeting Dreaâs criteria.
âHow lucky I am,â Elsie mused, âto have daughters who want to include me in this important moment. Not obliged to include me, but want to.â
âHow lucky are we to have a mom who gave us love every single day. Even when we pissed her off.â
Drea came out in the sleek and simple, and strapless.
âWhat do you think?â
âI think my daughterâs going to be a beautiful bride.â
She modeled it, turned this way, that way in the triple mirror.
âItâs so elegant. Simply elegant,â Drea said. âA definite maybe. Iâm going to try on the one with three-quarter sleeves.â
When Drea went back in, Elsie looked at Sloan.
Sloan said, âNo. Beautiful, and sheâd be beautiful in anything. But ⦠too severe for her, I think. Still, itâs her wedding.â
âAnd weâre here to love whatever she picks,â Elsie added.
She tried on and modeled two more, and when she went back in for the next, Elsie rose. âCome with me.â
She led Sloan back to a row of dresses. âThis caught me when they were picking out the others.â
âItâs not the sleek and simple. Itâs a princess dress. Lace and tulle.â
âI know. Maybe itâs just a mom thing, wanting her baby to be a princess on her wedding day. But I donât think so, because every dress sheâs put on would suit you, would be gorgeous on you when you have yours.â
âIf you ask her, sheâll try it on for you.â
âThatâs why Iâm going to ask. And whatever she picks we love it.â
âAlready with you there.â
The attendant came out.
âShe really doesnât love the last one, so Iâll find a few more.â
Elsie pointed to the dress. âWould you mind taking that in to her? I know itâs not the style sheâs looking for, but ask her to indulge her mother and try it. Just for fun?â
The attendant looked at the dress, then at Elsie. Smiled. âIâll be happy to do that.â
So they had another glass of champagne and waited.
Drea came out in the cuffed, off-the-shoulder dress with its full skirt, lacy bodice, and subtle white-on-ivory embroidery. The quick sparkle of sequins.
Not sleek, Sloan thought, but classic and graceful.
âOh, I love it.â Tears gathered in Dreaâs eyes. âI just love it. Mom!â
âYes, yes, yes. Thereâs my girl on her wedding day.â Elsie rose quickly, hurried over to hug.
âI was so sure I wanted ⦠I want this. Itâs not simple like I thought.â
âYes, it is.â Sloan rose, made a circle with her finger so Drea turned one. âItâs simply classic, simply gorgeous, and simply perfect for you. Thatâs plenty of simple.â
âI found my dress.â With her hands crossed over her heart, Drea turned to the mirror again. âThis is my wedding dress. Iâm getting married in this dress. Letâs find yours! Then Iâm taking my mom and sister to lunch.â
After the choices, decisionsâSloan went for the plumâthe brideâs first fitting, they reaped a bonus with Elsieâs find of her mother-of-the-bride dress.
High on success, they had their celebration lunch. And talked weddings. Flowers, table settings, music, menu.
While her mother and sister indulged in more champagne, Sloan stuck to sparkling water. Not only was she driving, but she hoped to make one more stop.
âI need to ask a favor.â
âThe way I feel right now?â Drea tossed back her hair. âYou could ask me for anything. Except Theo.â
âIâll take him off the list of favors. Iâd like to make a stop, well two. At two WVU hospitals.â
âAre you all right?â
âMom, Iâm fine. Itâs about the missing. Two of them went to hospitals here. I just want to see if I can talk to one of their nurses, doctors, an orderly. Since weâre so close.â
âOf course.â Elsie put a hand over Sloanâs. âWeâll wait in the car for you.â
âOr,â Drea said, âyou can drop us off at the mall. I want to look at hair accessories, shoes, and I need the right underpinnings for my dress. And that way you wonât feel you have to rush it.â
âThanks. Really, thanks. Iâll text you when Iâm done, youâll tell me where you are.â
And theyâd have more fun without her, Sloan thought when she dropped them off. She liked shopping, but she liked it when she knew just what she shopped for. Then anything over that equaled bonus.
Sheâd checked with the helpful neighbor, so knew what room Celia Russell had been in post-surgery. She made her way up and to the nurseâs station and took out her badge.
âIâm Sergeant Cooper with the Natural Resources Police. Iâm assisting in an investigation that involves a former patient. Not about her medical condition,â Sloan added. âCelia Russell, she had surgery on a heart valve.â
She gave the nurse what information she had.
âWe see a lot of patients, and since youâre talking about last year, Iâm not sure how I can help you.â
âI was hoping to speak to someone on staff who remembers her, who tended to her during her recovery.â
One of the other nurses stopped by, pushed up pink-framed glasses. âDid you say Celia Russell? I remember her. Plus, the police came in not long ago to ask questions.
âYou had that week off, Ally. Didnât I tell you about it?â
âNo. Why did they come in about her?â
âSheâs missing. Has been for months now. She was a really good patient. You should remember, Ally, she showed us pictures of her little dog. She brought us in cookies after she went home. And I remember especially since I read she went missing, and then they came in to ask. They havenât found her?â
âNo, we havenât found her.â
âThatâs just awful. She brought us a big tub of chocolate chip cookies and flowers. The flowers were sweet, but those cookies were even better.â
âI do remember now.â Nurse Allyâs brows drew together. âShe was a good one. Cooperative, a pleasure, really. You told meâI forgotâDeb, when she went missing. Sorry,â she said to Sloan. âIt didnât ring a bell.â
She glanced at the call board. âBut that one does. A lot. And heâs mine.â
âYou go ahead. Iâll talk toâsorry?â
âSergeant Cooper. I appreciate it. I wonder about visitors, or people asking about her.â
âLet me think. I put my mind to that when I read about her being missing, then again when the police asked, so itâs a little fresher than it might be. Her daughterâevery day. Some of the people she worked with, and her neighbor. She got plenty of flowers and cards. I recall she said her neighbors were taking care of her little dog.â
âYou were her nurse?â
âDay nurse. But any of us would see to her if I was on break or off shift. Ah, letâs see, Luke wouldâve been on nights. Luke Renner, but no visitors once heâd come on. She was a sweetheart. Everyone on the floor liked her.â
Sloan asked more questions, got a few more names before she left. And admitted the investigators would have already covered the ground.
She considered just texting her sister, but since sheâd already started, she might as well finish.
She hit the next hospital ER to ask about Lori Preston.
She thought about her own trip there on Thanksgiving. The pain, the anger at herself, the depression from knowing sheâd undone so much progress.
Behind her now, she reminded herself as she approached the desk.
She started the same routine at the desk when the doctor whoâd treated her walked up.
âItâs Corporal Cooper, right?â
âSergeant now, Dr. Marlowe. Sloan,â she added, and offered a hand.
âWell, congratulations on the promotion and your recovery. You look fit and healthy. Why are you here?â
âActually about another patient. She was admitted after an electric shock.â
Dr. Marlowe listened, nodded. Then turned to the nurse at the desk. âIâm taking five, Clara.â She signaled Sloan. âI need some caffeine. Do you want something?â
âIâm good, thanks.â
Marlowe fed some money into a vending machine, chose a Coke Zero. âBad habit,â she said, and drank. âI didnât treat her, Dr. Larson did. I know because I understand sheâs missing.â
âYes.â
âI canât tell you much. I know she was admitted for observation because Dr. Larson and I talked about it the other day. Youâre better off talking to him. Letâs see where he is.â
âI appreciate it.â
She guzzled more Coke Zero as they walked back to the desk. âClara, whereâs Dr. Larson?â
âExam room two. Shoveling snow. Chest pains.â Clara shook her head. âPatientâs seventy-two, already taking meds for high blood pressure, and should know better.â
âClara always knows. Weâre lucky you rotated down to ER.â
âBack upstairs next week.â
âOur loss. Iâll take a look in exam two if you want to wait, Sloan.â
âYes, thanks.â
âYou sure donât look like a cop,â Clara commented when Marlowe walked off.
âOff duty. But I was in the area, so thought Iâd just check. I donât suppose you were on the desk when Lori Preston was admitted.â
âWhen did you say that was?â
When Sloan told her, Clara pursed her lips. âWhew, that was some time ago. But I donât think so. You said sheâs missing?â
âThatâs right.â
âIs that what you do? Look for missing people?â
âIn this case.â
âI sure wish you plenty of luck.â
Marlowe came back. âThe patientâs stable, but heâll be a few more minutes. I have to get back to it.â
âThanks for the help.â
âGlad to. And glad to see you looking so well. Keep it up.â
âThatâs the plan.â
Sloan walked over to sit in one of the chairs.
Clara admitted a man with a rattling cough, a woman with a sprained ankle. She input their information as Marlowe took the next patient.
And when Larson came out to speak with Sloan, she took the opportunity to do a patient search.
Dr. Marlowe knew her, had treated her, so â¦
And there she was, on Thanksgiving. Pulled pectoral muscle. Recovering from gunshot wound.
How about that?
She noted the name of the surgeon and the hospital where sheâd been treated for the GSW.
Multiple GSWs.
She and Sam would do some work on that, see just who she was and why sheâd come poking around after all this time.
Probably nobody and nothing, Clara assured herself. Dr. Larson wouldnât be able to tell her squat.
But it paid to do your research.
And something about the woman gave Clara a bad feeling.