âThe position of the young madam at the Marquisâs Manor is not one that just anyone can casually assume.â
A sharp glint flickered in Su Yingxueâs eyes.
She had no good feelings for Lu Ying to date, and harbored deep suspicions towards her.
Even though Lu Ying had taken a knife for her, during the days they spent in the cave, she knew Su Haoâs heart wasnât with her, yet she still clung to him desperately, even deliberately losing the handkerchief Wu Jinyan had given Su Hao.
She had clearly warned her of the handkerchiefâs significance.
The setup against Su Hao at the Bamboo Leaf Pass remains to be investigated.
Su Yingxue waited for Su Hao to send Lu Ying back to her room, and then waited for him at the courtyard gate.
âBrother.â
Su Yingxue called out softly.
Su Hao, in low spirits, wore a saddened look on his handsome face. Only when he saw Su Yingxue did a light appear in his eyes, âSister, youâre back. How was your time at the princeâs mansion? Has His Highness been treating you well?â
After returning, he had been suspended pending investigation. Although the prince had not overly pursued his lapse in responsibility, he had been instructed not to return to the military camp for the time being.
His only fear was that his own troubles might adversely affect Su Yingxueâs standing in Chu Yihanâs heart.
With a smile in her eyes and a face as blooming as the peach blossoms of spring that carpeted the mountains and fields, Su Yingxue reassured, âBrother, you donât need to worry. His Highness loves me and wonât let anyone affect our feelings. So you should stop blaming yourself too.â
Reassured by her words, Su Hao felt relieved.
Remembering that Su Yingxue was close with Wu Jinyan, he couldnât help asking, âHave you visited Sister Jinyan since youâve been back?â
Su Yingxue nodded honestly, âIâve visited her. I urged her to start taking her medicine and eating. With Sister Hanâs concern over these past days, her health should gradually improve.â
âAnd her childâ¦â
Su Hao urgently wanted to ask about the child, but the rest of the words choked in his throat, unable to be voiced.
Su Yingxue understood that the child was a pain in both their hearts, but it was a matter that needed to be resolved.
âSister Jinyan couldnât bring herself to terminate the pregnancy. Brother, about her and youâ¦â Su Yingxueâs eyes queried.
He was filled with a sense of powerlessness and defeat, and even his obsidian-like eyes had lost their usual luster. He sat dejectedly under the porch, âThat child⦠makes me feel so incompetent. If only I had noticed her arrival, if only I could have protected her, she wouldnât have experienced such an ordeal. Later, I didnât take care of her promptly and instead yelled at her, lost my temper with her.â
Su Hao was full of regret. His many years of affection with Wu Jinyan had become tainted due to his momentary impulse.
âBrother still loves Sister Jinyan, but Brother, I must remind you, if there is this child, you and Sister Jinyan will need to consider it very carefully.â
As the legitimate daughter of the Marquisâ household and now the Ninth Princess Consort, Su Yingxue was all too clear that a woman pregnant with another manâs child could never secure her position as the mistress of a household. The child would be a lifelong stain.
She and the child would both suffer greatly.
âI failed to protect her. If she wishes to keep the child, I will not stop her, but Su Haoâs wife, in this life, must be only her.â
Su Haoâs eyes were resolute, heavy like a thousand-pound rock within.
Unshakeable.
Encouraged by Su Yingxue, Su Hao gathered up his courage and went to the Thousand-Jiao Pavilion to see Wu Jinyan.
Wu Jinyanâs health seemed to have improved, her complexion appeared rosier under the sunlight.
Having not left the house for months, she now stood in the courtyard, letting the sunlight bathe her, feeling the warmth of early spring.