eese waited in the room sheâd been given. It was a simple space with stone walls, similar to the dungeon back at New Kingdom, but warmer and with a large, comfortable bed.
And this was one of the finer rooms in the castle.
A fireplace in the corner provided heat, and wooden chairs and a small table offered creature comforts. Sheâd already bathedâin a wooden tub. That was a new one. But whatever, sheâd smelled Keenâs scent on her skin and it had been making her crazy. Sheâd washed it off with the soap the maid gave her. But the moment it was gone, she regretted it. What if she never saw him againânever smelled that cedar scent mixed with man, and a hint of metal from the weapons he never seemed to be without?
Reese paced her room, and darned if this didnât feel like her time trapped in New Kingdom. Sheâd had a moment of doubt, when she considered doing as Elena asked and not taking the tea. The last thing she wanted was to make things harder for her friend. But this was bigger than the both of them. She couldnât sit by and wait for things to happen. There were no guards outside her door, no one in this castle waiting to attack her the way they were in New Kingdom.
A knock sounded, and her maid entered the room. âYour food, miss.â The girl crossed quickly and set a tray of cheese, bread, and strange Tirnan fruit on the table.
Before theyâd parted, Elena and Derek and the others had decided a quick meal and rest in their rooms was best for tonight. The Fae whoâd never drunk the Ancient Allon tea were doing so this evening. Theyâd need rest, or so Elena and Camille had said. Even Fae needed to sleep and heal from the effects of the Ancient Allon.
The maid turned and clasped her hands in front of her, a mild but friendly smile on her face. âIs there anything else I can get you?â
âYes. Tea from the Ancient Allon. Iâll be drinking it this evening as well.â
The girlâs gaze dipped down Reeseâs body. âBut miss, it is poison for one such as you.â
Elena had said the tea was deadly to humans and could cause death to Halven. But the belief was that Halven with royal blood survived. Derek and Elena had, and theyâd benefited from the magical properties of the leaves.
Reese had been a prisoner and a victim in this land, and she was done. She wanted to be strong. She wanted to do more.
âI am of noble Fae descent. I can drink the tea without harm, butââReese stepped forwardââdo not tell anyone, do you understand?â
âMiss, I cannot help you. I must do as my king commands.â
âAnd what were his commands?â
The girl studied her warily. âTo provide the tea of the Ancient Allon to any warrior who requests it.â
âAnd I am a warrior.â
Reese was no dummy. She made sure her maid agreed not to tell anyone that she was taking the tea, by binding the girl with a promise. And now Reese lay on her bed, her stomach cramping, her head throbbing, wondering what the hell sheâd done to herself.
She moaned and curled into the fetal position. It would be all right. Everything would be okay. Sheâd survive this. She had to. Because she wasnât leaving this land until she helped her friends ensure their people would be safe from Portia. Reese couldnât bring Elenaâs mother back, but she could help her regain the right to protect her people. And she could make sure Keen wasnât a slave to Portia, even if he was married to another.
A stab of pain shot through her midsection and she cried out. Her eyes teared up from the throbbing of her head. She leaned over the bed and expelled the contents of her stomach, too weak to get up and find a bowl.
She breathed shallowly, her hands tightening and curling after the loss of fluids. The room winkedâ¦and then faded entirely.
Reese heard shouts, a female voiceâanxious, distraughtâ¦
Moments, or hours, later, she woke without opening her eyes to a warm pressure on her arm. And sensed terror from the person touching her.
âSister, what have you done?â
âWhat is the meaning of this? What has happened to my daughter?â
And he, too, was frightened. Sheâd been sick after drinking the tea. So sick. She still felt like death.
Reese managed to blink. Radnor was staring down at her, a look of terror in his gaze.
He turned to a soldier behind him. âGet the castle alchemists.â
A few moments later, Reese woke to the prodding of a man in monkâs robesâexcept this man had golden hair, rosy lips, and he was beautiful, like all Fae. He placed a hand on Reeseâs forehead.
âWell?â Radnor said.
âI cannot predict whether she will live or die. Only the leaves determine such things.â
âYou imbecile!â Radnor shouted. âHeal her.â
The alchemist lifted Reese from behind with his strong arm, and she moaned, the movement making her head swim and throb simultaneously. He brought a bowl to her lips. âIt isnât much, but the broth of the sibel flower strengthens the blood.â
She tried to sip it, got some down, and then coughed nearly all of it back up.
Radnor gripped the bedpost, his eyes wide, an avalanche of emotion pouring off him. And then Ulric entered.
Along with Keen.
Despite her poor physical state, Reeseâs heart managed a weak lurch.
And then she gagged and expelled the precious drops of liquid the alchemist had managed to get down her throat.
The alchemist handed her a cloth and helped her lie back. When she caught her breath and opened her eyes again, Keen was standing over her, looking angrier than sheâd ever seen him. And then she passed out.
âWhy would you give her the tea?â Keen shouted. Reese would know his voice anywhere.
Her stomach rioted, her head pounding so hard that when she opened her eyes she couldnât see anything for several seconds. Her vision clearedâto Keen squaring off with Derek.
âShe is small! What were you thinking?â
âI didnât give it to her,â Derek bit out. âShe suckered one of the maids into getting the tea. And Reese may be small, but sheâs strong.â
Reese would have said if she could.
Keen punched Derek in the face.
âKeen!â That was Elena.
Derek touched his bloody lip, then tackled Keen.
âDamn you both,â Elena shouted. âWe donât need this right now!â
Off to the side, Hakon pressed his fingers to his forehead and shook his head.
âStop,â Reese said, so weakly she feared no one would hear her. âPlease.â
Keenâs head whipped around. He rolled to his feet and strode over, his nostrils flaring. âReese.â The word came out like a prayer, so soft and full of longing.
She closed her eyes, taking in the sound. Was there anything in the world more comforting?
âDonât fight,â she whispered.
âNo, little one. Not until you are better and I can punish you thoroughly.â
Her eyes were closed, but her mouth curled up at the edges. It was a hollow threat, and they both knew it.
Someone grabbed her hand, but it wasnât Keen. Reese opened her eyes and found Illa at her side. Elena stood in the background, biting her thumb, worry rolling off her as Derek wrapped his arm around her shoulders, his bloody lip nearly healed.
Illa brought a bowl forward. âSister, please drink more of the alchemistâs broth.â
Reese tried to sit up, and this time it was Ulric who helped her. She sipped the broth and twisted her mouth away from the bowl when she couldnât get any more down.
Ulric set the broth on the nightstand and went to stand behind Illa. He placed a hand on her shoulder, and Illa absently reached for it.
Reeseâs brow furrowed. âShouldnât you be holding Keenâs hand?â
Shame and confusion tossed around inside Illa. Her hand fell to her lap.
Ulric shot a glare at Keen, irritation and jealousy cutting through him.
Being ill made the emotion storm around her more nauseating. She was too weak to block it.
Keen didnât seem aware of the tension coming off Illa and Ulric, or he just didnât care. He was staring at Reese with utter mortification, his chest heaving.
âEveryone out.â His tone was deadly calm.
âButââ Elena started.
âNow!â
They left the room one by one, except for Hakon, who lingered near the door. âYou will let me know ifâ¦â
âShe will be fine,â Keen said over his shoulder. âBut if⦠I will let you know.â
Hakon closed the door behind him.
Keen moved closer and gently set his large arm over her chest, cradling the side of her face. âYou cannot die, little one.â
As if she had a say in these things.
She turned into his warm palm and swallowed the ball that had knotted in the back of her throat. âI donât plan to. Strongâ¦â
âYes.â His voice was strangled. âYou are strong. Remember, it is I who am weak when it comes to you. You must not leave me.â
âYouâ¦left me.â
âNever. Iâll never leave you.â
She shook her head. âThey wonât let us be together.â Her forehead scrunched. âNot sure who they areâ¦maybe the universe. Weâre not meant to be together.â
He pressed his hand to her chest above her heart. âWe are together in here,â he said softly, and touched his forehead to hers.
Warmth spread through Reeseâs body, and the pounding in her head eased slightly. She breathed deeply and fell asleep.