Chapter 2: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠

ᴾˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ᴹᵉ

ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴇ, ʙᴀʙʏ

ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴇ, ʙᴀʙʏ

ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ, ʙᴀʙʏ

(ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴀʏ)

ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ

(ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴀʏ)

ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ

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My life has been amazing, from marrying the love of my life to having two beautiful kids. The only thing I could criticize about my marriage is the fact that Armin is too gentle in bed.

Ever since high school, he has always been soft and caring when it came to making love. But I want him to rough me up and leave me sore for days. I've tried countless times to tell him that he could go a little harder at times but he would always brush it off.

There was actually this one time, I remember it very vividly.

Flashback...

I had finished putting the kids to bed, so now I was enjoying that time to myself. I was wearing my silk robe with a cup of wine in hand, watching a telenovela that always plays late at night.

The door had abruptly opened, revealing my husband in a frazzled state. He told me he wasn't gonna come back until early in the morning, so I was confused to see him standing in the doorway.

He dropped his briefcase and marched his way over to me. He snatched the cup of wine from my hand and placed it on the side table.

"Armin are you ok? What's wro-"

Before I could even answer he grabbed my neck and harshly slammed his lips on mine. I melted into the kiss in an instant.

This was exactly what I wanted, what I needed. We had parted the kiss with a string of saliva still connecting us, panting heavily. He loosened his tie and unbuttoned his shirt, I couldn't help but stare at his perfectly sculpted torso.

"I was thinking about you all day and I just couldn't wait anymore. Please let me make love to you Y/N." His forehead was pressed against mine and our lips were practically touching.

I loved it when he begged and whined for me.

"Make love to me Armin." I whispered against his lips. That was all he needed to hear. He ravished me all night and until early morning.

He bit and sucked on my breasts, leaving hickeys that lasted for a week. Bruises littered from my neck down to my legs. My nipples were as swollen as they were when I was pregnant, and my pussy was sore for days.

Present...

That night was all I could think about for the past 4 months. And whenever I do, a puddle would be left in my underwear. I want to relive that night ever single time we have sex. It was just too good, so rough and so intimate.

I could feel his want for me, his need to be inside me. But now that wasn't the case. Whenever we were intimate, it was lacking a special something.

It was lacking the spark we had on that one fateful day. 2 months ago, after having sex, Armin went to the bathroom. He had brought his phone with him so I creeped to the door to listen in, and caught him jerking himself off. Right after we did it.

I never said anything about it, I kept it to myself and it has been killing me ever since. I couldn't believe it, I didn't want to believe it.

Was I not satisfying him enough? Does he not enjoy it? How long has he been doing this?

I was starting to think he was cheating on me. That I wasn't good enough. Maybe he didn't love me like he once did.

He always comes home late at night, sometimes drunk to the point where his friends have had to drop him off. One night he even came home smelling like a woman's perfume.

I didn't want to jump to conclusions, but I couldn't seem to think of any other answer. I felt so stuck that I actually went to a therapist, stupid right?

I planned on confronting him today, but then I was starting to question my decision. I scheduled lunch with Ymir, well because she's my best friend. Whenever I'm in doubt, she's always there to set me straight or just give me advice.

I got out from the bathroom and put on some casual clothing, it was starting to get hot out so I refrained from wearing anything of thick material no matter how much I loved it.

I skipped to the closet and walked down the small hallway to see what to wear. I ended pulling out this light pink, almost white blouse and some light blue jeans.

I paired it with a pair of white heels and a nice necklace dangling down in the cleavage of my blouse, displaying my round plump breasts.

I put on a pair of matching earrings and bracelet. My hair was slicked back into a curly puff, that dangled and laid down to the middle of my back.

I made sure to coat my lips with lip gloss and touch up any small details of my makeup. I grabbed my purse, my phone and walked out of the room.

As I was walking to the garage, Armin was in the kitchen making some food. I hadn't noticed him until he had noticed me leaving.

"Where are you going?" He seemed concerned, worried even.

"Oh, just out to lunch with Ymir."

"Oh... alright. Well I have to go to work later in the day so I won't be back until tonight."

"I'll come back before you leave then."

"No no, I couldn't ask you to do that. The kids are at your grandparents for the weekend and you deserve to stay out and have some fun. Plus, I don't want you here all by yourself like usual."

It felt like he was purposely trying to get me out of the house. I was suspicious of his intentions but there was no way I was gonna show it. "If you insist." I shrugged my shoulders before giving him a quick kiss goodbye.

"Be safe, I love you!"

"I love you too."

It didn't take me long to arrive at the restaurant. Ymir was waiting for me at the table outside of the restaurant.

"Ymirrr! I haven't seen you in forever, how have you been girl?!" She looked up from her phone and waved at me from the table. I greeted her with a kiss on each cheek, like I do with everyone, and sat down across from her.

"Really good actually, me and Historia recently moved in together. We also adopted a cat, she wouldn't stop begging for it." I giggled.

I love hearing about the stories Ymir has to share, especially when it involves Historia. They're the cutest couple within the group. I actually got them together because Ymir was too scared to make a move on her when we were in college.

It took awhile but they eventually started dating. Now I'm just waiting for the wedding invite.

"What about you? How are the kids and Armin?"

I sighed. I think by that she could tell something was wrong. She's known me long enough to know. "Well Ashton and Mason are fine, they've been really cooperative and my little angels as always..."

"But?" Ymir quirked a brow.

"But me and Armin, I don't know. I think there's something wrong. He's been so distant and I thought it was because of work, but I think he's cheating on me."

Ymir seemed to be angrier than me. She furrowed her eyebrows and grabbed my hands. "Why would would you say that?"

"Well a couple of months ago he kept coming home drunk. And I couldn't get the scent out of my head, he smelt like a woman's perfume. I brushed it off thinking it was probably one of his colleagues, but when we have sex... he goes to the bathroom afterwards and jerks off."

She gasped and let go of my hands. She was mad, furious would be a better way to describe it.

"Do you think he got turned off after I had kids?" I was beginning to feel insecure with myself. Maybe he'd want to be with someone that doesn't make him feel obligated to stay.

"He'd have to be crazy if he doesn't get turned on just by looking at you! Who wouldn't

want to bang a hot milf like you?!"

I looked around to see the other people that were sitting outside, looking over at our table.

"Oh mind your business! You people act like you've never something like that before!"

"In all seriousness, if you think he's cheating, you wait until he comes home, sit on the bed and go off. You're going to make him listen and hear you loud and clearly. If he comes clean dump his ass and divorce him."

"Yeah! You right you right! I'm gonna go home and I'm gonna tell him o- oh my god! What the fuck."

I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. Ymir had looked to the direction I was looking at and her mouth dropped just like mine. "No fucking way..."

Armin was across the street from us, with a woman. I really didn't want to believe it but this was all the confirmation I needed.

It felt like my world was crumbling apart. I didn't know if I wanted to cry or scream. My chest hurt and my throat was dry.

"Y/N..."

"It's fine, it's fine. Let's go get manipedis, on me." I quickly packed up my stuff and paid for the food we had ordered.

Ymir didn't fight it, she felt bad, probably pitied me. I mean who wouldn't, catching the love of your life with someone else in plain daylight.

The rest of the afternoon, me and Ymir just went shopping got some ice cream and such. But by the time I was ready to move onto another store, Ymir had to go. I definitely didn't want to keep Historia waiting.

I sighed putting all my newly bought items in the back seat of the car. I went back home knowing that I shouldn't spend anymore.

When I came home, it was empty and quiet as always. My kids weren't gonna come back until after Sunday, so I was gonna be here with Armin. All alone. With Armin.

I remembered Ymir's words and knew I had to be tough and stand my ground. But first, I needed to cry my eyes out. I've been holding it in for 4 months straight and I was reaching my limit.

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