It had been a week since the judgement but Kunj hadn't spoken a single word to Twinkle. She felt hurt, ignored and rejected by him. It scared the shit out of her to think what would happen if he totally ignored her, say for the rest of their lives.
It hurt her everytime she remembered Kunj begging her to believe him. It was she ,who rejected him first and now what gave her the rights to ask him not to reject her, her inner voice kept taunting her.
Everytime she saw him around, she would push away her fear of rejection and asked for his forgiveness but he only ignored her and treated her coldly. Twinkle understood that he was being harsh to her on purpose, like it was his way to punish her for not believing him and she took it silently, not wanting to create any more problems between them.
T- He hasn't talked to me in weeks, Alisha. It hurts me so much. She wept against her friend's shoulder
A- Shhh.. it will be alright soon. He is just hurt and angry. Give him sometime and I promise things would fall into its place. She said rubbing her back.
T- He hates me, Alisha. I think he will never forgive me. I'll die without him.
Alisha sneered at Twinkle.
A- Didn't you realise this before, dummy? There was a mock in her tone but she quickly felt bad for it, seeing Twinkle cry more, 'I told you, I saw how much he loved and cared for you when you was admitted in the hospital. I doubt he will ever hate you, Twinkle. Let him recover from the hurt and keep trying. Okay?'
Twinkle nodded but her tears never seemed to stop.
After her final exams, Twinkle was totally free at home. She was offered a job at the General Hospital but she didn't take it. She didn't want to commit her too much by signing up a job at the GH. She wanted to set her own clinic some day, where she didn't have to work her ass of but that was for later. Now she wanted to take care of her beautiful family, ok not beautiful like before because she almost ruined it.
She was in the kitchen flipping the pancakes when she suddenly remembered Kunj proposing her with a ring but she had thrown it on his face. She pressed her lips together to control her tears but she failed miserably.
Kunj had just woken up from his sleep that morning as he felt hungry and wanted to have a glass of milk. He went inside the kitchen where he saw Twinkle standing near the stove, alone and trying to wipe her tears. It pained him to see her like that.
' You idiot, go hug her and end ber misery.' His mind chided him but he remain rooted to the ground. He would have forgiven her if she hadn't broke his heart so many times but she did.
How many times he had tried to tell her how he felt for her but she didn't trust him. A relationship without trust as good as doomed.
He quietly walked back to his room because he was sure that he would give in and forgive her if he saw her crying like that anymore.
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' How much more time did he need?' Twinkle asked herself. She couldn't bare his harshness anymore.
She wanted to love him.
She wanted him to love her.
But it would never happen if he continued to ignore her.
Okay, she knew she was wrong but how much more time did he need to forgive her? I was already months now since they talked to each other .
She was missing him like crazy and she wanted him to know it.
Gathering all her confidence and courage, she stepped forward and entered their bedroom where he was reviewing a file. She took a deep breath. She tried to maintain a staright face when in actuality,she was shivering but she had to do this, no matter what. She couldn't let her life crumble in front of her eyes and she had to do something about it.
With unwavering strides, she walked in front of him. He didn't bother to acknowledge his presence and kept his eyes glued to his file.
Twinkle breathed in again and suddenly snatched the file away from his hands
K- What the...... He stopped. He didn't like to curse in front of his loved ones.
What is wrong with you, Twinkle?
He winged his eyebrows at her.
Before another word came out of his mouth, Twinkle threw her legs over his lap and straddled him. His eyes widened in pure shock but he quickly masked it with a angered look.
K- What? He asked her coldly.
He fought the urge to swear again when he noticed her dress has glided up her thighs revealing her creamy skin.
T- Kunj, talk to me... please... She begged him like everyday.
He only looked away, not because he was angry but because of his wavering heart.
T-I miss you Kunj, very badly that it hurts... She held his face between her hands and made him look at her.
I know I was so harsh on you. I said and did things to hurt you but I'm sorry.
She bit her lip to stop it from wobbling but eyes were betraying her as tears welled up in them.
I know you are mad at me for.... She paused to clear the lump in her throat
For putting our baby in danger.
Hearing her say that almost killed Kunj.
He wanted to stop her from saying that. He wanted to squeeze her in his arms and make her stop saying that.
This is why he was so scared of telling her the truth. He knew she would definitely blame herself for putting their unborn soul in danger but it wasn't her fault.
She choked before continuing, but I didn't do anything on purpose. All my life I grew up being hated by everyone
around and when finally someone really loved me, I couldn't believe that. I am sorry for that,Kunj. I know I should have listened to you instead of jumping into conclusions but please don't avoid me. Talk to me. I will die without you.
With his face still between her hands,
she leaned forward and gently kissed his lips. He was stunned since Twinkle was never this bold before. She was always the shy one however he remained still like a rock. His hands itched to wound around her waist but he fisted his palms from doing so.
She kept moving her lips on his and gently coaxed him to open up but it hurt her when he didn't return her kiss. That instant, she thought she had lost forever and she would never be able to gain his love.
She shamefully pulled away, keeping her gaze dow. Her hands slowly retreated away from his face and she was about to get up from his lap when she heard Kunj mumble something, she didn't hear it clearly though.
K- That's it. I can't do this anymore. Fuck my anger. That was what he mumbled before Twinkle was suddenly cagged in his tight embrace.
I'm sorry baby. I'm so so sorry. He touched their foreheads together.
It's true that I was mad at you. I felt insulted when you didn't trust me, Twinkle but hurting you, only hurts me more.
His face held a serious expression.
K- Never ever blame yourself for anything. It's hurts to see you blaming yourself, Twinkle... please...
Twinkle sobbed and threw her arms around his shoulder again. Even now he was worried about her.
She never thought she would be back in his arms like this. Kunj wiped her tears and looked into her pain filled eyes. He had gone too far hurting and punishing her but it was time to stop.
He laid on bed pulling her on his chest. She buried her face in his neck,
inhaling his muscular scent which she missed so much. He wrapped his arms around her and placed his chin on her head.
K- Stop crying, jaan.
'Jaan', that word sent sparks throughout her body. She doubted if he would ever say that he loves her but for now she was contented to be in his arms.
Twinkle opened her eyes to the handsome face of Kunj the next morning. Her head was still resting on his chest, feeling his heartbeat. His pink lips were slightly open and looked so inviting. She blushed when she thought how bravely she had kissed them last night. She traced the outline of his lips with her thumb.
'Good morning, baby ' her breath hitched when he lazily grinned at her.
T- Morning. She blushed
He suddenly pulled away and propped on his elbow. He kept staring at her for the longest few minutes before he bent to feast on her rosy lips. It had been so long that he kissed her like this. The kiss from yesterday night felt incomplete since he didn't want to rush into it. He just wanted to hold her and comfort her for hurting for all these months.
Twinkle felt giddy from the way he was devouring her lips. She knew that they would become red and bruised but she wanted him to continue. She hadn't felt like this in a long time.
Encouragingly she tugged at his hair, keeping him close to her mouth.
K(huskily)- Twinkle, he pulled away. I'm hungry, very hungry... Famished actually...
Twinkle looked at him.
T(innocently)- Okay ,tell me what you want to eat. I'll prepare for you.
K- I'm not hungry for food.
Twinkle frowned
T-Then for what?
Kunj smiled at her and wondered how come someone be so innocent.
K- I'm hungry for you, baby.
When she understood what he was saying a deep blush crept from the root of her hair.
K- It's been so long, Twinkle. Can we do it? I mean if our baby won't be hurt?
T-No, it won't. I am fine now. Just be careful and slow.
Kunj traced his lips all over her slender neck. His low and deep voice made her feel a deep longing in her stomach. All of a sudden she felt drugged with the feel of his kisses and touches. He was slowly igniting the fire of desire in her.
She felt all over her body. His kisses became dominating, hungry and savage. His large hands caressed every inch of her body. When she looked into his eyes, they were filled with need, hunger, lust and something more which she couldn't understand before but now she did.
'LOVE'
There was so much love and she wanted to smack herself for not realising it sooner. She had seen it so many times before in his eyes whenever they made love. He just didn't say it out because he was scared that she might not take his words seriously and that's what exactly she did.
His hands were caressing her parts, all the while his lips devouring her lips. Soon all they could hear was rustling of sheets, clothes and loud moans. Slowly but steadily he entered her, all the while his eyes boring into hers then he started moving inside her awfully slow.
Twinkle wrapped her legs around his torso and dug her nails inside his back. Her mind was going blank as pleasure ripped through her veins and finally sliding out of her body.
Kunj's mouth latched on her neck, sulking hard and deep before she felt his release. They lay panting and catching up their breath, tangled in each other's arms. Kunj had possessively draped his leg over hers.
He very badly wanted to say those three words that was lingering on the tip of his tongue for a very long time now but he was afraid that she might reject him once again and not believe him. Instead of saying anything, he placed a kiss on her forehead.
T- Kunj,she looked up at him.
K- Yes baby?
She kept staring at him. She knew what she had to say to make everything right. Shr didn't wish to hold it anymore. She loved him. She knew he loved her but all she had to do was to say it out. He might not reciprocate it immediately but that's okay. She would wait just like he did for her.
T- I Love You, Kunj. I have always loved you. I just couldn't tell you. I was scared that you still love her and would never love me.
She didn't want to Tara name when they were in a intimate position.
His heart warmed and a smile crept on his lips. He didn't think much. He was happy to hear it from her that she too loved him.
K- I love you too, Twinkle. I love you so so much that sometimes its too painful to hide it. I have never felt like this for anyone. I was never so desperate for anyone iny life baby, I swear. His eyes mirroring nothing but sincerity. She almost whimpered against his chest.
' Stop crying, jaan. I don't want to see you crying anymore. Please smile baby. You look pretty when you smile.'
When he saw her blush like a tomato, he peppered kisses on her eyes, cheeks, nose and her lips. Twinkle buried her face into his chest and wound her hands around his waist.
The End
Finally this beautiful journey of Twinj's life came to an end.
I am so happy and sad at the same time.
Now, if you guys have any specific request about scenes and characters, you can tell me, I will add it in the epilogue.
So bye guys, I will be back with an epilogue.
Love you all so much ðâ¤ï¸