Chapter 53: Chapter51 attiutde

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Diamond

Every since Amari been out the hospital he been having a nasty ass attitude. He want even play or talk to the kids.  He ignores everybody. I been putting up with this shit about two weeks now. I'm really trying to be here for him but he is pushing me away.

Amari

Every since I been out the hospital I really ain't feel like being bother with nobody.   I ignore everybody. They don't understand how I feel and never will. How I'm suppose to feel knowing I will never walk again.  I got to therapy everyday. Hell I can't even feel my damn legs. This some fuck up shit. I don't deserve this shit at all. I know Diamond trying to be there for me but I just need a lil space.

Diamond; are you hungry

Amari: no im good

Diamond: you got to eat something

Amari: didn't I say know no get the fuck you buggin yo

Diamond: man fuck you im here to trying to help you that attitude shit you need to kill that shit.

Amari: man I ain't ask you to be her

Diamond; fine I'm gone

Amari: bye.

Diamond: you are a piece of shit.

Amari: man whatever

Diamond

Amari got me so fuck up I should punch him dead in his shit.  I got my kids dressed I left and took them to the park. Just to clear my mind.  I enjoy playing at the park with my kids. They bring so much joy to my life.

Amari

Diamond got an attitude and left but I don't give a fuck. She will get over it. She better scratch her ass and get glad. I'm tired of her ass any way.  I know I was wrong for talking to her like that.

Diamond

I got my kids and left from the park. They wore themselves out.  I made it home. I took B and Khari a bath feed them then put them down. Then I went and got in the tub.

I walk in the room and act like I don't see Amari. I just look at him and he look at me.

Amari

Diamond came in and ain't say shit to me. She tripping already. After she got out the tub she went into the living room. I rolled my ass in there

Amari: Diamond

Diamond: what

Amari I'm sorry

Diamond: ok

Amari: i really mean it. I just don't know how to feel cause I'm dealing with this shit. I'm wrong for taking my anger out on you. I just don't know how to feel

Diamond: it's gone be ok just have faith in god and he will answer to you.  Them doctor don't know what the talking about.  You pushing the people away that you care about the most

Amari : I'm sorry now come lay with me

Dimaond: ok