Chapter 40: Chapter 39 meeting with parents

The Single Mother.Words: 3747

Lisa

Its been almost three years since I saw my daughter. I miss her so much like crazy. Not a day that don't go by that I don't think of her and  miss her. I know I was wrong for kicking her out.  I was just mad that she made the same mistake as me. I tried to prevent her for making that mistake. It hurt me so much that I lost my one and only child.  I just sit and look at photos of her when she was baby to a teen. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep. I don't have a clue where she could be.  Lawad please send my daughter back to me with open arms.

Ray

For almost 3 years I been keeping myself business I haven't seen or talked to my baby girl. I wasn't there when she really need me. I just up and threw her out because she got pregnant. Lord know I was wrong for doing that. I just want to teach her a lesson but it went to far.  I should of kept in contact with her. I should never went alone with Lisa ass. I hope I can get in contact with my baby girl hope she can forgive for what I have done.

Ray: Lisa where are you

Lisa: I'm in the bedroom

Ray: are you going to the store with me

Lisa: yes let me get my things and I'll be down

Ray: I'll be in the car

Diamond

I was in the store picking up a few things. My baby girl was in the car seat knock out.  I was on the aisle picking up some baby food. That's when B ran off. I am not for this today this lil boy stay running off.

Diamond: Brasi where are you

Brasi: laugh

I saw Brasi in the arms of a dark man he remind me of my father. It couldn't be him. I went up to him and got Brasi out of his hands. Turnt out that it was my father.

Ray: baby girl

Diamond: ray

Ray: I miss you baby girl can you take my #

Diamond :I guess

Lisa: ray I got what you need. Diamond baby how are you I miss you so much .

Diamond: I'm good

Lisa: maybe we should have a sit down and talk a few things out

Diamond: I'm good. I don't even know why I'm talking yall I think it's just best if we leave things they way are

Ray: baby girl you don't mean that just think about it.

I grabbed my kids and just left I can't believe after all these years I run into them. I don't even want to be around them at all.

Ray & Lisa

Lisa:: I can't believe she would do us like that she act like she don't want to talk to us .

Ray:  I know it's gone be ok  I feel where she is coming from we did put her out . We just can't expect that she would  accept us with open arms.

Lisa: your right

Diamond

I can't believe that I saw my parents how they think I just suppose to run back to them. They threw me out when I was just pregnant I didn't know anything about being a parent. Hell I didn't even have shit. I don't want anything to do with them I been threw so much and they wasn't even there for me.  How do I go about that Amari. I just broke down crying.

Amari: bae it's gone be ok you just need to learn how to forgive.

Diamond: what if I don't want to forgive them. Amari they hurt me they wasn't there for me

Amari : I know diamond but still you have to forgive.   just let them explain there side of their story just hear them out. Then you decide whether you want. To communicate with them or not .

Diamond : babe your right. Thanks for listen

Amari: any time bae that's what I'm here for.

Now can we do the nasty

Diamond: you are stupid . Six weeks ain't up nigga you better go find you some lotion.

Amari: I ain't using no lotion

Diamond : whatever watch porn then

Amari: na why would o do that when you can make a porn for me

Diamond: nigga you tripping good night

Amari

Diamond really left me sitting in the living room on hard.  I can't believe her she could of least suck my shit. Imma get her back. I just watch a few lil porn scenes and beat my meat then I went and check on the kids and went to sleep.