she couldnât tell if it was the sound of a pulse beating or if it was the sound of his penis pounding the entrance of her uterus. but it got faster and stronger. it hit her so fast that she felt like she was going to explode.
âah, ah, ah, ahâ¦â
her chest rose high toward the ceiling and her head tilted. the wet blindfold put heavy pressure on her eyes.
thud thud thud thud
ânoâ¦â
she was on the verge of being eaten alive by the build-up that had become so huge she thought she couldnât handle it any longer.
her reason, which had been sleeping behind the bodyâs instincts, suddenly shook.
ânoâ¦â
as if her memory had been cut off, she couldnât recall where she was or who she was having sex with. she wasnât sure of anything like sheâd fallen into years of coma and just woke up.
she didnât even know that a complete stranger was moving and fucking her hard. she didnât know that she felt this way and dragged herself to a person she didnât even know.
like the terrible vision she had one day, the smell of death clinging faintly on the tip of her nose seemed to prove it.
seira fumbled and reached for the blindfold. the piece of cloth, which she thought would immediately peel off, didnât go as she wanted. it wasnât easy because her body was shaking violently.
âseira? wait a minute⦠iâll take it off.â
she didnât stop at the dissuading voice, and continued to pull recklessly as it eventually tore off. light poured into the dark world. the image that began to form in her recovering field of view slowly reminded her of someone.
âohâ¦â
only then did seira exhale after holding her breath for a long time.
as he reached out with a frown in his eyes, louis leaned his cheek and kissed her palm. the hot breath warmed her cold fingertips.
her anxious drumming heart beat rapidly in a different sense. everything got better quickly.
her crushed sensations slowly returned, and deep in her belly, his penis began to prepare for ejaculation.
right thenâ¦
the tears that formed in her eyes rolled down, and seira could clearly see the man that held her.
sweaty blondes and hot turquoise eyes â a handsome man with a splendid appearanceâ¦
ââ¦!â
quite naturally, it was louis franto.
the moment seira realized it, he broke off already.
âughâ¦â
with a low groan, he scattered semen in her deepest part. she too came to her climax. her eyes contained the face of louis franto, and they trembled in convulsions.
âughâ¦ughâ¦â
louis was breathing hot and he tilted her upper body. louis grabbed her face and put his nose against hers.
âseiraâ¦â
his eyes were now vibrant and were filled with a friendly light.
âcan i kiss you?ââ
ââ¦of course.â
the moment she answered him, their lips were instantly pressed together. louis rubbed his lips gently, caressing her sweaty hair. Â seira raised her trembling hand and wrapped them around his neck.
she tried to calm herself down while he slowly moved his back and enjoyed the aftertaste.
âi must be crazy.â
it was the first time for her to be confused while having sex. she wasnât addicted to illegal drugs, and she wasnât misled by her power.
however, seiraâs greatest embarrassment now wasnât because she was temporarily out of her mind and fell into a panic.
âi mistook louis for⦠aven.â
fortunately, louis didnât seem to notice. seiraâs expression was distorted by surprise, embarrassment, and guilt.
when seira realized that she was trying to find a resemblance to aven on his face even after she confirmed it was louis, she had no choice but to admit it to herself.
what did she desire that sheâd turn a blind eye to?
âi wish it were aven.â
the way he pushed her into a crazy pleasure, desperately covetting and filling her stomach with seeds, and kissing her. all she wanted was aven.
perhaps it was because he looked a bit like aven that she accepted her relationship with louis, a complete stranger, without much resistance. she was already thinking that way from the first time she proposed the contract.
somehow, laughter rose in my head.
in the end, all these words meant one thing.
âi guess i like aven,â she finally admitted to herself.
she gave him her heart and saw him as a man, not only as a reliable colleague or knight. seira was determined to never be foolishly shaken by a love affair.
at the very least, it was far too late to make a difference. but then it wouldnât have made a difference if she knew.
it was a good thing now that she hadnât offered for marriage. having nothing but personal strength, he mightâve already been dead if he had been targeted by calrad. she was sure he was holding back because she was lately with franto and jeff.
âyes, i did well for aven. he doesnât even have feelings for me, and it would be a burden for him if i reveal my feelings.â
after acknowledging that, seira felt at ease.
âseira, do you want to do it again?â
she felt at ease, enough to nod to louisâ question that followed.
âokay, but i wonât be covering my eyes. itâs better to do it while looking at your face.â
louisâ eyes almost popped out of their sockets at her unexpected words.
ââ¦alright, if thatâs what you like.â
feeling him wriggle inside her, seira pondered. as expected, aven shouldnât be entangled with an ugly and selfish woman like herself.
so, when she looked back at the way she passed, nothing was wrong.