she had been so accustomed to avenâs skillful attendance, but then she left without much thought.
âplease call me a maid instead.â
ââ¦alright.â
jeffâs maid rushed into the dressing room with baronâs call, staring blankly at the ruined dress. she managed to pick something to put on her that matched baron, who held the torn string with a sullen face.
âwhy does the dress show too much of her skin? surely the measurements are wrong.â
âdidnât you see the ladies wearing them at the banquet? this is good enough. revealing the top of your chest is quite trendy these days.â
baronâs eyes widened and he murmured with clenched teeth, âyouâre crazy.â
âyouâre crazy.â
âthat is why i prefer blouses and pants. itâs fine if we donât ride together.â
when seira discovered where his stubbornness came from, baronâs ears instantly turned red.
in the past she wouldâve laughed and laughed, but now that their relationship progressed to this point on, it was a bit more like a tease.
âiâm seriously naïve about thisâ¦â
baron was a reliable commander-in-chief who was incomparable to no one in tactics and strategies, let alone individual incompetencies. but why was he such a novice with relationships? it was outrageous. of course, she couldnât say he was clumsy with sex anymore.
the first formal luncheon at jeff was spectacular after all the fuss.
âa variety of meat is piled up in mountains!â seira thought with glee.
even though she grew up to have tasted various high-end dishes when she stayed at the imperial palace, there were still quite a few varieties of meat that she didnât know of.
âyou didnât seem to have eaten veal steak before, so i told them to prepare a variety.â
it was just a bit like eating steak from the morning, but seira just smiled and nodded.
âthank you for the food.â
she felt sorry for jeffâs chef, who wouldâve been annoyed as hell with baron, and she didnât want to disappoint him who triumphantly smiled as he revealed the dish to them.
the dish actually suited her taste quite well. meat was always the right thing to do, even if it wasnât as good as the food that aven cooked with all his heart.
âi wanted to take you someplace else, but letâs go there another time. we still have two chances to date.â
âokay.â
by the time they were almost done with the vegetables. seira asked in a passing tone, âoh, but are there any contraceptive pills in the mansion?â
baron stared at her for a while before lowering his eyes.
âthere isnât,â he simply answered.
he couldâve lied and brought out a fake one, but he thought it was best that he was clear there were none.
âbaron, even if you donât give me one, iâll end up getting one and drinking it anyway.â
âif you wish so,â he replied, âbut i wonât give you a contraceptive with my own hands.â
âi seeâ¦â
he looked up at her with conflicted eyes, âseira, are you seriously thinking of marrying louis franto?â
âhmm⦠wellâ¦â
louisâ plan wasnât to marry her. however, she couldnât tell baron this. she signed a contract with louis as a pretend lover, and baron was included in their list of people she should deceive.
âone thing is for sure, this is the only thing i can share with you in the near future.â
in fact, she needed baron, to be precise, his regenerative power. but she didnât mean to take advantage of his heart. the joy it brought was too great to trample on the pure affection she received for the first time.
âif baron wants to, we can continue our relationship, butâ¦â seira thought with a pause, âif he doesnât like it, i can find another way.â
if that happened, it was up to her to deal with the consequences. she couldnât return his affection, and it was her duty to let him go whenever he wanted.
âi see.â
a smile spread across baronâs lips as he heard seiraâs words.
âdo you mean the fox hasnât proposed to you yet?â
âhuh? well, yes. weâre just started to date.â
âthatâs fine then.â
seira was confused, but he didnât seem disappointed. rather, baron looked much better than before.
âiâd be a coward if i give up without even trying,â he finally added, âiâll do my best, seira.â
ââ¦â
he gave her a smile, which she couldnât bear to answer and merely stared back at him.
âiâm glad you finally know my true feelings.â
âwhat are you trying to sayâ¦? no matter what, youâre jeffâsâ¦â
as soon as she tried to continue her words, seira shut her mouth at a sudden knock.
âyour excellency.â
it was noah, the general butler. it seemed urgent since he came to baron who was still spending time with seira.
âcome on in,â baron permitted.
noah entered and bowed politely.
âwhatâs going on?â
âwe have a man from the duke of franto.â
âto me?â
âno, to the duchess of askan.â
seira received a letter from noah and read it.
after reading the letter, seira folded it with a smile and asked, âis the person who delivered this still out there?â
âyes. iâm waiting for you to give me an answer right away.â
seira nodded and looked at baron.
âi have to go.â